Jordy

Alright this might sound very weird, but please hear me out.

I'm a 19 year old guy, and I was still virgin. One day I stumbled upon a sexdating website. I came in contact with a couple (the male was 45, the woman 29) they weren't married. They were looking for a young guy to play with, so I replied.

Fast forward a day later, they came to pick me up. We drove to their home, and we sat on the couch watching TV. Then some things led to another, and we went upstairs to have sex (the man was only watching) I believe the term is cuckolding.

It was great, she let me try everything, like literally everything, and she was also very attractive.

Now the problem I'm facing right now is; I started developping feelings for her, even though I told myself it was just going to be a one night stand. I just can't help to feel something for someone I lost my virginity to. I have no idea what to do right now. I've sent them a casual text like, what should we do the next time? (the day after we had our "date") but they didn't reply, even though they said I could text them at any time.

To those who made it this far, thank you for reading, please give me advice, where can I go from here?

Alright this might sound very weird, but please hear me out.

I'm a 19 year old guy, and I was still virgin. One day I stumbled upon a sexdating website. I came in contact with a couple (the male was 45, the woman 29) they weren't married. They were looking for a young guy to play with, so I replied.

Fast forward a day later, they came to pick me up. We drove to their home, and we sat on the couch watching TV. Then some things led to another, and we went upstairs to have sex (the man was only watching) I believe the term is cuckolding.

It was great, she let me try everything, like literally everything, and she was also very attractive.

Now the problem I'm facing right now is; I started developping feelings for her, even though I told myself it was just going to be a one night stand. I just can't help to feel something for someone I lost my virginity to. I have no idea what to do right now. I've sent them a casual text like, what should we do the next time? (the day after we had our "date") but they didn't reply, even though they said I could text them at any time.

To those who made it this far, thank you for reading, please give me advice, where can I go from here?

To keep it short, This girl and I liked eachother a few months ago (we only talked through facebook because we won't be seeing eachother anymore) she went to a different school but still lives kind of nearby, 12-15 miles. We stopped talking a few months ago but I still liked and thought about her up to this day. I engaged in a conversation and after a while she said she has a boyfriend for a couple of months already. This was after we stopped talking. She asked if I really liked her all this time, which I replied with a yes. She said she was sorry for sending the wrong message back then, basically implying that she never liked me.

Now the big question is: Should I go to the same music school as she does? She knows I'm into the piano just like her. But if I'd go now, she might think that I'm a creep/stalker. Because there's a chance we'll encounter eachother. But to be very honest, I'd like to see her once more since I haven't been able to for months, but learning to play the piano is also a reason ofcourse. I want to remain friends even though I already confessed, so I can secretly have her fall in love with me when she and her boyfriend break up, but I don't want to be the reason why they break up though!

We never really talked at school, it was at the beginning of spring vacation that we started talking and that was through facebook. It was kind of the last week of school when I started liking her, what a shame..

Thanks for reading, how should I approach this?

So this girl and I went to the same school, but I no longer see her anymore. She lives about 20-25 km away from me (12-15 miles). We started texting and talking on facebook around the beginning of summer vacation 2013, july, all the way till september, we didn't skip a day. BUT THEN I suddenly stopped talking to her, I feel like such a retard for doing that, I had no reason to do so. Around september, she told her friends that she liked me and that she missed our conversations. I just found out about this and my heart was broken. I completely fked up my potentially first ever relationship, I really felt a connection. All these months I wanted to talk to her through Whatsapp/facebook, but I was too scared, how longer I procrastinated, how harder it was to start a conversation. Until yesterday, I scraped my courage together and apologised for why I ignored her. She accepted my apology, and we talked about school and how life's going, but it felt so distant, like we don't have a connection anymore. I don't blame her though. It also pains my heart because she has a heart icon in her Whatsapp status since 6 days ago. She's not the type of girl who usually put hearts in her statuses. So she might have a crush, or hell maybe a boyfriend already. I really ****** up.

This is the first time I liked a girl this much, how should I proceed?

Thank you guys for reading/giving advice and pardon my language.

So this girl and I went to the same school, but I no longer see her anymore. She lives about 20-25 km away from me (12-15 miles). We started texting and talking on facebook around the beginning of summer vacation 2013, july I suppose. Till september, I suddenly stopped talking to her, I was such a ******* retard for doing that, I had no reason to do so. Around september, she told her friends that she liked me and that she missed our conversations. I just found out about this and my heart was broken. I ****** up my potentially first ever relationship, I really felt a connection. All these months I wanted to talk to her through Whatsapp/facebook, but I was too scared, how longer I procrastinated, how harder it was to start a conversation. Until yesterday, I scraped my courage together and apologised for why I ignored her. She accepted my apology, and we talked about school and how life's going, but it felt so distant, like we don't have a connection anymore. I don't blame her though. It also pains my heart because she has a heart icon in her Whatsapp status since 6 days ago. She's not the type of girl who usually put hearts in her statuses. So she might have a crush, or hell maybe a boyfriend already. I really ****** up.

This is the first time I liked a girl this much, how should I proceed?

Thank you guys for reading/giving advice and pardon my language.

This girl and I were talking for like a month on facebook,we've known eachother during that time, we go to the same activity every saturday. But i've ignored her these past few days on facebook, i feel like such a dick because i did so, in 2 days the activity starts again and it will be very awkward since i've suddenly stopped talking to her, she attempted to start a conversation once and we talked for a little while but then i just ignored her for 4-5 days, i feel so bad about myself what am i doing..

What should I do? ._.

Any advice is welcome!

So I've been talking to this girl on facebook who I've recently started liking.

We're in the same class in an activity outside of school, so we see each other like once a week.

The last day at the activity she didn't turn up however. I wanted to ask her phone number (we've barely talked to eachother). So there was no other way than to talk to her on facebook. We started talking and talking. There's not a clear sign she likes me but we're becoming really good friends.

But now I'm running out of ideas to talk about, and what should I do when the semester starts and we actually meet eachother face to face? It would be really awkward!

Was it a bad idea of me to talk to her on facebook so much? We basically know everything about eachother.

I really need some advice on what to do/to talk about, I haven't loved a girl like this in ages, so I don't want to screw this up, but I don't know what to do when seeing her again in real life.

I'm sorry english is not my primary languange

All advice is welcome, thanks in advance! :'D

I hope people who have similar problems find this post and it's potential answers!

Kind regards, anonymous