Ann

I work in a travel agency but most of the time I do nothing.Any fun online games?/

So me and my friends started smoking a month ago.My mom knows that one of my close friends smokes and she asked me if i do,i said im not dumb,i wont smoke cuz i know it can cause cancer and lots of ilnesses and health problems.She was okay with it.Sometimes at night I smoke in my room and no one notices.I leave the window open and there's no problem.So we didnt smoke for a week and I decided to smoke.My friend gave me cigarette but it turned out that they smell badly.So as i finished smoking my mom entered the room and yelled at me badly.She hates me now,she said I'm the biggest liar and she will never trust me again,I'm grounded and i can not talk to my friends ever again (friends who smoke).I swear Im not gonna do it ever again,never.I hate cigarettes with all my heart!! I hate that I let her down,I feel like a trash,but she will never trust me again.What should I do?! Please please someone help me!!! How do I gain her trust back?! Im 16 years old girl