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Something like 4 years ago my EX's younger brother met a girl & started bringing her around alot. She was an unussual and happy girl, well we all thought they would end up a couple but after a few months they became simply friends. Also about two years ago I started spending a lot of time with this girl because though Jens brother &/or my daughters would bring her over they would go about other things & leave her alone just listening to her music or watching TV. We hung out & talked a lot in the past few years, i would have to say she became my best friend. Still unsure of where things were heading with her & Jens brother up until May of this year when he made his intentions perfectly clear by saying that he doesn't want to date her, would definately never marry her because he thinks she's "to stupid" ouch! Hearing this crushed me, she isn't stupid, her mind just works differently & in a most wonderful way. Well just the next day while we were all watching a movie (Paul), I was sitting with her on the couch but had to go to the rest room, when I came out there he was plopped beside her, hmm so I sat up on the bed . Soon she started saying "stop it", "Knock it off" not unussual throughout thier time together as he was always tickeling her, but this seemed different. Both Jen & Asia (my middle daughter) would yell "shut_up" every time she said something, I moved forward & saw what was happening, he was reaching around her & squeezing her breast with his right hand under her shirt while his left hand was in his pants. Holy cr@p! is he really doing that right here, in front of all of us wow! I got up & told him to knock the sh#t off & she moved over to where i was. I wanted to put him in ICU but she talked me out of it because she was afraid she woulkd get in trouble. Anyhow I had a stern talk with him about 'sexual assault' & 'rape' & how I had better never even hear of him touching her again.. She asked me to hold her & we talked a bit, mostly me explaing how she has every right to tell someone to stop if they're making her uncomfortable & that she should never be afraid to say no or tell if someone does those things. After this we sat together more often & she let me hold her, I always ask her if I make her uncomfortable & let her know to tell me if I do anything that does. I knew my feelings were becoming stronger for her. She is the most wonderfull woman I could ever know, I have fallen hopelessly, helplessly & most undeniably in love with her. We talked a lot about this in the past few years, though jokingly. But now here it is for real. So we spent several hours up at the resevoir talking about us, the possibility of us being together. We tried to think of all the reasons it couldn't be, and couldn't think of any, not one good reason, only the biased thoughts of others. So after all the time brainstorming for reasons we shouldn't be together, we came up with the reasons we should be together _ she feels happy & safe when she's with me, we like the same movies, music & tv shows, I am & have been nothing but happy when I am with her, I love everything about her, how she can hold a snake lovingly before insisting it be set free, I love the way she loves music & can watch movies like 'Band Slam' & Hanna Montana' & 'HighSchool Musical' and actually enjoy watching them together instead of constantly remarking how 'dumb, boring & stupid' they are or how such n such 'is just a slut'. I am mezmerized by her dancing, I love the way she sings along, I love the way she always smiles even with her eyes, I love the way she respects her parents not wanting her to drink or smoke, when her school work program ended for the summer she said her dad wanted her to get another job - but she would rather sleep 'til noon haha. Her perfect date is a day at the mall. I can't promise forever, no-one can, but I could promise to love her, hold her, and do my best to keep her happy until the day I die! We are both physically adults & mentally matched.. perfection!! Oh yeah, the problem (for others not us) 22 years in age, no not a problem to either of us, my daughters or most of our friends only to the narrow minded & naive (her parents & Guardian). Because I held her & caressed her & massage her feet & rub her back & love her unconditionally his makes me an old pervert & I have not only been denied the chance to prove I am only concerned with her happiness I have been forbidden to see her again even as a friend, me the one who has been there for her/with her for all this time. But Jens brother, yeah the one who says plainly that "she's to stupid to be with, the guy who has cassually committed 'sexual assault' on her & as cassual as it was you know it's not the first time, well he is not only welcome but they (her guardians) are still pushing her onto him. He will continue gettin

There is black inkish stuff smearing around the cracks!