Halley

So I'm 19, and I know that still "so young" but I literally have never had a relationship in my life. Not a real one. All through high school, and now in even University. To this day I've still remained single. It didn't bother me for a long time, I've been focusing on myself and future but honestly, it's gotten to the point where all my friends are in a relationship. Im not ugly or anything. I'm of healthy body weight. I don't understand, am I doing something wrong? Why have I been do unlucky in finding someone? I'm so damn lonely.

Okay hear me out everyone,

Since the moment Robin died all you've seen (and you Patrina fans CANT deny) that Patrick as been mourning, missing Robin. Constantly.

From him being completely empty without Robin... to the drugs just so he could see her... to all the pain and the months he was alone trying to push through.

In the Soap world? THIS IS SO RARE. ESPECIALLYYYY for a man who use to be a big time player with women !

So

Months later. he meets Brit. Has the most difficult time even sleeping with her because he wasn't ready, until she trapped him in the shower LOL.

Okay then that ended. Then this girl... who's falling all over herself for the "dreamy dr. drake" (ps. grow the **** up, you annoying 5 year old kid) comes into the picture while this whole brit thing is going on.

The whole time they're together. He still had his wedding ring on. The whole time they're together he is talking about Robin. and he's trying to force himself to move on because that's what she would want. Shall I mention that every single time he made a further move with Sabrina he would watch the video ROBIN left for him telling him to move on ?

He talked to Anna. over and over. Can't believe he's never going to see Robin again. Then Carlos comes into the picture. Trying to poke holes in patrick's love for sabrina which is so obvious doesn't even exist.

Then Robin, all of the sudden takes his ring off (That whole scene was difficult for him. it hurt. then after EVEN AFTER THAT he said he still couldn't let her go)

Then again. he watched the video of robin and then proposes to Sabrina. (To stick it to Carlos? Listening to robin in the video?) for whatever reason he proposes.

HOURS BEFORE HIS WEDDING HE CAN'T TIE HIS BOW TIE BECAUSE HE MIND IS CAUGHT UP IN ROBIN. HE GOES TO THE LAB TO LOOK FOR HER IN HIS TUX AND ALL.

HE HESITATES BEFORE HE SAID I DO. COMPLETELY UNSURE AT THE ALTER.

Now... The writers think they can pull off this BS about this actually being some kind of choice ? Somehow he "loves" sabrina.

The way he looks at robin. their dynamic is so purely love, Sabrina somehow has... a chance?

I'm so confused. and very angry.

Waiting for TWO YEARS for THIS ?!?!?

I know he'll choose robin. I'm upset that all us real GH watchers have to pay the price of watching all this nonsense about him and sabrina..

Shall I also mention that he didn't even run to his "almost wife" sabrina when she ran away crying? He didn't say "sorry robin... I have to go.." NOPE. she told him to go and even then, he didn't want to leave her.

Sorry Patrina fans. you don't stand a chance.

Carly & jason are in a car crash, so she limps over to his drivers seat. AND THE FIRST THING SHE SAYS TO THE BLEADING, UNCOUNCIOUS MAN IS: we have to go get josslyn ? LMAOOO. OMG.

Is Jake really dead ? that's all ? They really did kill off that little boy didn't they.

&& what did you all think of Nikolis's last scene ? I can't believe he's leaving, it was so sad.

UMMMM. that's discusting. she looks and is so young compared to him.... he's like 10x the size of her ! ARE THE WRITTERS INSANE. that's so gross

Hi, just wanted to say. whoever is AGAINST Jake's death. that poor little boy. if you think that it was such a stupid choice to kill of jason's ONLY CHILD. please write in to General Hospital. I know that there is nothing they can do about it now, but to let them know it was a big mistake. I for one, i am really really angry that they did that. To avoid future stories such as this one, write in if you can :)

http://abc.go.com/site/contact-us

if you like the storyline. then don't mind this question.

Honestly, i think that was the WORST choice for the stupid writter now on GH. why would you ever kill JAKE ?!?!?!!? you know how many stories in the future that can come from him ? now they're gonna kill of JASON'S ONLY KID. while Sonny can have like 7. So stupiddd. I might stop watching now.

oh my goshh, wasnt that AMAZING TODAY when the truth came out about brenda's baby ?? when sonny forgave her. And they had that moment it was sooooooo cuteeeee omg i was cryinggg. who else was so effected by that ? Im a HUGE brenda and sonny faan honestly i love brenda im so glad they got married FINALLYYYY

I dont understand it. I know shes a strong woman, but shes honestly a caniving evil b**** who wont let anyone be happy but herself. shes not sweet or nice, and blows peoples' lives apart witthout any remorse. HOW could you like her ???

I can't help it, they are just aforable :) like a luke and laura. they have such a connection.

I think she's such a good actress i love her

Does anyone know how GH ratins are doing ??? AND DID YOU SEE FRIDAY'S EPISODE OMG I HAD NO IDEA HE WAS THE BALKEN

I am suffering with this disorder. I don't mean just a little bit of obsessive thought but I feel like I am going insane. I NEVER get peace. From the moment I wake up in the morning to the moment i finally fall asleep. I am constantly saying horrible thoughts in my mind that i am constantly "take it back take it back take it back" I have to walk back and forth and I have to pray all the time. I'm scared and my family is trying to be supportive but they don't understand. Please help me I'm scared of my thoughts and I just want to be normal. I am so depressed. I HAVE TRIED ALL THIS MEDICINE FROM HOMEOPATHACY !!!! EVERYTHING ! instol, Omega 3.... the list goes on for ages. Nothing helps.

So please if you have a success story tell me.

I would like to see a therapist, but i will have to go a lot and I don't have the time. Even if i get pills like prozac or Zoloft my parents won't let me. they don't want me to depend on pills they want me to be cured forever

I've been excersizing a lot. Every other day so my muscles can grow etc. I'm a girl. Now I started on April 5th and till today I have seen NO difference. I mean I do look better but I think it's just in my head. I'm trying to lose weight on the lower part of my stomach and I'm doing lunges and squats to make my butt bigger. AND THEY'RE STILL ALL THE SAME SIZE. Do I have to wait longer ? Am I doing something wrong ? Is my body suppose to be where i want it by now ?

Does anyone else think that Jason has an unhealthy obsession about Michael ? Like he's searching for that kid, and following him around and everything. All he ever talks about is Michael. and now I read in the Soap Opra Happenings that he's going to go to jail to protect him from any danger ? My gosh, I know Jason is his uncle and everything but that's just a little too much. The writter went WAY over board with Jason's love for Michael. Like Jason's doing more for that kid then Sonny is.

I wanted to know if it's possible to be accepted. I am in grade 10 and hope to be accepted when I graduate. I don't go to an arts type high school. But I have started taking drama and vocal lessons. If I keep up the lessons and get in theatre performances and volunteer at art theatres, and got a above 90% average do you think i would have a chance at being accepted into their drama program ?

So Maxie was dieing in the hospital how many weeks ago ? and she decides to live for Spenilli because she loves him. He keeps feeling insecure because he thinks she wants a bad boy and she tells him over and over again that she loves him and only wants him. NOW today's show she's saying she wants bad boys ? WHAAAT ? I am so upset they wrote it that way. If you're going to make them break up at least try another way, like she wants him to have a better life.. I don't know ANYTHING. not contridicting herself.

I really liked them as a couple and now i'm starting to strongly dislike Maxie.

Is it true ??? Maxie says Spenilli isn't enough for her anymore ? I read on the spoilers. Does anyone else know what's going to happen ? :( I really really loved them together.

Which one out of the 3 is your favourite.