Alison

Okay so I've been in a relationship for over a year now with my boyfriend. But for some reason I keep coming back to the same situation that I'm in rn. I'm constantly doubting him and our relationship. I love him so much but if I'm being completely honest, I kinda feel like he gave up on me. Don't get me wrong he's a really sweet guy but sometimes he just doesnt take into consideration about how I feel, even if I do question him about it. Literally my head and heart are in a bloody battle and I'm completely torn on what to do. I want to be with him, I just wish it didn't hurt so much. Any suggestions?

So I wrote a song for my boyfriend but the thing is I have no musical talent with instruments only singing, and I really want to add a guitar or piano background but i can't find any with no lyrics, any help?

Our 5 months is coming up and I don't know what to get my boyfriend. He's already gotten me really expensive things and he won't give me any suggestions to what he wants. He says that he will like anything from me but I'm still stumped. Could you give me ideas as to what to get him that he could treasure and use a lot, we are both teenagers so anything dirty is out of the question, he is not a really big fan of video games or sports however he loves going outside and riding his skateboard or going to the beach. And I know that most people don't usually celebrate their 5 months but since he's already gotten me many nice things I want to suprise him with something cute and maybe a little bit cheesy not too romantic though. Thanks :)