Miss A.

I was heartless and dishonest with the guy I'm now in love with. I lied to him but then I confessed everything because I felt as though it were better to get it over and done with immediately than drag it out and let him find out by himself because I'm sure he would have lost it if he found out himself. After I confessed to him, he told me that I hurt him, but it's okay and he forgives me because I've done so much for him and he's not going to let one mistake come in between what we have. He is really special to me. The only reason I confessed to him is because I see him in my future and when I do see him like that, I can't help but tell him the truth because I want him by my side forever. He insists that it's okay but I don't think it is. I want to know how to regain his trust. This is guy I want to be with for a lifetime. I can't lose him. He is my world. Please help me!