Ginia

Heyy. I’m currently 26 weeks pregnant with my son and this is my first . So I do have a lot of questions regarding my body and self . I’m young so of course my sex life & my body matter to me & I still want that to be apart of my life, so if it offends you that I’m asking any of these questions click out prior to reading and commenting on them! Anyhow, I wanted to know how birth & postpartum affected your lady parts. If sex still felt good eventually, after you give yourself time to heal and things like that. Does it look the same or like a normal vagina or is it very clear that you’ve given birth etc.? Aside from the sexual questions can you get a nice body figure back if you had one to begin with or do you change shapes and things for good ? Will I still have my curves? Can I get smaller again? Even if it’s not 100% the body I had will I still be able to regain a nice body and be an attractive person physically ? Of course peoppe wanna be wanted and feel good about themselves so again if your reading this shaking your head I could care less   I’m not planning on being an empty walking shell, I want a life too. yes my kid and his health matter most, but me and my well being and mental health also matter . I should still be able to be a happy fulfilled person with more purpose to my life then just being a mom he’ll be a priority but I want to be my own person toooo! Please guys and girls both feel free to answer throughly and honestly ! I want more then one side . 

(I have questions, I just need opinions and advise on how to feel about this at this, what to do, should I be okay? Blah blah blah) . But anyways I got my nexplanon out today around 2-3, put my cardigan back on and left only too findout im gushing blood halfway down the road, the water proof bandage was full of blood not like it’s soaked in or a thin layer other then that like the bandage is forming a half circle or giant bubble looking thing but Its all blood.. we turned around and by the time when we pulled back up to the drs office ( that took it out) it started seeping gushing out the sides I’ll put in pictures of all this, but I’m pretty sure they nicked a vein or something I’m pretty sure he also even said that. He took some chemical stuff n says he sealed it but idk I don’t trust it.. what if it’s still bleeding slowly inside bc it sealed the outside and a little bit but not enough.. how would they see that? They didn’t add stitches ? Anything at all. I’m confused and I really don’t know if i should be worried or not it’s been 5 hours since this happened and I also bled a good amount for just that so. Everyone I’ve asked obviously says it’s not normal and seems concerned so yes I’m worried too. I’ve never seen this even posted yet.