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It is about a powerful vampire (BeBe, or VeVe) who left the underworld because he found it boring. One night upon returning home, he discovered a baby girl in front of his castle. He raised her as her own, but was not sure how to treat her (he treasured her and was afraid to hurt her). He later left her, but then came back to her. He also has a side character named (Felton, or Velton).

Sorry for the small amount of information, but I really loved this manga and can't find it anywhere!

If you know the name, please let me know!

There's this guy I really love. We're so close, and we can tell each other everything. We've known each other for a long time now, but our relationship really got serious in April. I know for a fact that he loves me too. But for some strange reason, a part of me is desperately afraid. I mean, we've had our fair share of fights. And we definitely provoke each other and get on each other's nerves, but we've made it through all of those obstacles. Right now, even though it's not us fighting, the part of me that's so afraid feels like it's growing. Now, everytime I look at him, or talk to him, I feel like he's drifting away. He seems so distant when we're together, but when he texts me, I can tell he cares about me and truly wants to talk to me. He'll hold my hand, and he'll whisper things in my ear the way he usually does. But when we're around others, he completely closes off (in my opinion). In the beginning, our relationship was kept a secret. Do you think he still thinks that?

Am I only imagining things? I know I can trust him, and I know he'd never hurt me on purpose, but why does it feel like I'm going to lose him? He's the most precious thing in my life right now, and if I lose him, I don't know what I'd do. And I don't know if he knows that either. Should I tell him?

I mean, I don't want him to leave, and if he does, what will I do? I feel like I should accept his decision. I want to be the girl that can love from a distance. I want to be happy for him, no matter what he chooses. But why am I so scared?

Please help me. I'm just so confused right now. Anybody that can give me good advice, I really need it right now.