Mysterious

So, today I was told at work I will not be kept on and my contract will run out because I speak to much even though I work at the same time, the company wants people to work without opening their mouth, pathetic. Just writing this to get it off my chest, ******* angry.

I'm trying to grow my hair long I've always wanted long hair but because my hairline is receding I've been put off, what is some good advice for sticking to growing it, and best products to keep it looking good, and best way to dry it. I only got it cut like 12 days ago so it's really short now but I've decided that this time I'm sticking to it because it be worth it once it done. Also what are some things to avoid, will hats hurt my growth?

So I was born and raised in Medway (Born in Chatham, raised in Gillingham) I lived in Gillingham twice left when I was 11 and moved back when I was 13 and finally left 1 month before my 19th birthday, never looked back I hate it! So ****, full of chavs only thing I miss is school because I didn't have to worry about the world and the fact I had people to speak to although I love where I live now I have nobody to speak to and although I lived in Gillingham for 16 or 17 years I actually prefer Thetford a place I lived for 3 years but we moved because according to my parents we were considered outsiders because we weren't born there and I got bullied a little bit

Hey guys so for as long as I can remember my penis has smelt, I shower and wash it sometimes wish soap sometimes with hot water, and it still smells. I've been thinking maybe it's because I have Pearly Penile Papules around my head but that is meant to be normal, how can I get it to smell nice?! and the best way to wash it

I don't want to come across and moaning but I really want to get this of my chest, my family genetics has messed me up completely I hate it, so many things that I've wanted to do I've not been able to because of genetics, I've not even had the option. I really wanted to do boxing but my mum has a lump on her nose and so does mine so if my nose gets touched gently it starts to bleed, I would have no chance at boxing with a nose like that, my hairline is awful my dad is kinda bald and his hairline is awful and I've inherited his hairline whereas my 2 sisters have my mums hairline what is good, my hair does not grow on the sides of my forehead, leaving me with massive gaps that look stupid, my dad has spondylolysis and I constantly suffer with backaches and other stuff that links to that, I've not been diagnosed because I'll need a blood test and I have a phobia of blood, it sucks, I know there are people worse of then me but everyday I'm sitting in pain because my back is killing me, and I'm autistic so I don't have a clue what goes on half the time, my life sucks!

Question to boys and girls who would you sleep with, have sex with? I'm 20 and still a virgin because I believe you should only sleep with someone you love, and I've never been in love, so are you like me? Only sleep with someone you're in a relationship with or would you sleep with anyone, like you meet them on a night out and go back to theres/yours

Right, so I know this question might sound stupid but I was reading on the internet and some people say they prefer cyber sex to real sex because it's a lot safer and it got me thinking does cyber sex even count? I'm 20 and still a virgin but I have had cyber sex personally I don't count it but I'm just wondering about others?

So, I've been thinking lately about the best year of my life in 2013, I thought 2014 would be my best year ever because before then I never had a girlfriend and I was talking to one in December 2013 so I thought come 2014 I would get my first kiss and girlfriend turns out that I got my first kiss and girlfriend from two different girls this happened at the start of 2014 so that made it my best year ever even though the girl who I got my first kiss off stop talking to me after a couple weeks and my first girlfriend only lasted 2 weeks and if I was more confident and understood when a girl was making a move on me I could of lost my virginity but anyway other reasons that has made 2014 my best year ever is because I finally have friends growing up I never had any friends, well real friends anyway, whereas now I Do and they all live on the same road as me my best mate is my neighbour and I've gone out so much it's been brilliant one of my mates is away for 5 weeks working so we haven't got out in a while but before that we were going out everyday it's really fun having friends and does take my mind of things like having a girlfriend because the girl who I dated was just so insecure it made my first girlfriend experience suck and also being a virgin what is embarrassing

Okay, so I know this question has probably been asked loads on yahoo answers but I want to know how I can meet girls, I moved house 7 months ago and so I've only spoken to a couple girls, the first girl I met through college and I'm finishing college soon so I can't meet anyone else from there and the two other girls I met through facebook but I have never been a big fan of social sites so I've deleted it I've tried using this site called 'Badoo' but the girls that use that site frequently are not my type, I'm not a fan of clubs so please don't answer saying join clubs....

Additional Question

When I start work would I be able to meet girls then? never had a job so not sure

I'm a 19 year old boy and have always had anger problems, I used to always get in trouble in school because of it and once had like 30 detentions in a year but after the school found out I was autistic I never had a detention again because my autism is part of the reason why I have such bad anger, I've been to like one anger management thing before and all they said was punch a pillow because I used to punch myself smash my nose, my cheeks, I've still got a scar on my nose for when i smashed a plastic clock into my nose, cracking the clock. I've not had major problems with my anger for a couple years I still get anger and offer out my college tutors for fights and stuff but I'm normally good at controlling it but I can't control it atm, and the sad part is it's my parents they are the reason I have such bad anger, they treat me like **** they never do anything for me, and treat me like **** compared to my sisters they all recently went out for a day out, didn't even invite or ask me just walked out and so because it angered me so much I've started to punch stuff again for the first time in years I've punched walls, punched my laptop, smashed my PS4 controller, I'm so ******* angry

I'm hoping I'm not the only person who's parents have told to kill themselves, when I was younger so around the ages of 10 to 14 my parents used to tell me to go play with the traffic and get run over, growing up I never understood why and when I asked my mum just said people say stuff when they are angry, so if your angry you are going to tell you child to kill themselves #Logic

Right, so there is this girl in my college course I've known her since September but rarely spoke to her because we are quite different for instance she is a good student always does her work and is really nice and I'm quite the opposite I don't really care about my education and in the last 2 weeks I went to 1 lesson out of a possible 6 and that was only for 2 hours. I try to be nice but it's hard as I live with my mum who is a really nice lady and my dad who is a complete rude prick who has been prison and so I'm either like my mum or my dad, I'm stuck inbetween. She isn't the best looking girl she is alright looking but she doesn't wear any makeup what is quite rare for this generation and I'm sure she would look amazing with it on, but she is really nice girl and I know if I tried get with her she would chance me, but I'm not sure. She isn't a slag at all, and she is curvy has a nice *** and big boobs, but I'm just unsure whether to try with her, I'm quite a prick so not sure whether she would like me

Okay, so I'm 19 and in September I moved house. I never really had many friends from where I'm from, for some reason everyone I thought I was friends with were 'fake' for instance, they would go out without me, and the only time they wanted me to go out was if they needed anything and if I did go out with them, we would be out for like 10 minutes, was pointless. I did actually have real friend but I messed up and we didn't talk! So anyways I moved house and things started of really good, I was close to a girl thought she would be my first girlfriend (not only did I never have friends, I didn't have a girlfriend either!) but it didn't work out, but I thought I had friends too, turns out they only want me for money as well, I do actually have one friend, but he is really weird, I won't go into to much detail but he is not the type of person you want to be seen with, I just want to make friends I thought I would at college but everyone lives too far away and I don't even know my way around my road yet!!! Will I make friends at work?

Okay, so I know I can't change the past but I regret being really shy when I was younger and it's killing me! Basically when I was younger I was really shy, like really shy on every parents evening at school my teachers would always say "he needs to speak more" and because of that I couldn't talk to girls, and I regret that so much because I was thinking about all the chances I could of had a girlfriend and messed up all the time just because I was so shy, I've now moved from the area I grew up in and I've became so confident I can talk to girls but the thing is I don't know many people as I've just moved here and I'm now regretting it, why couldn't I be this confident when I lived in my old place (literally when I moved I became confident) I messed up so much I could of got with this amazing, beautiful, kind girl but messed up"!

Okay, so I know it's normal to masturbate but lately I can't stop, I usually probably masturbate once every 2 weeks, what isn't much for a 19 year old boy (who is also a virgin) but lately because i'm a virgin and desperate to have sex I can't stop masturbating and have done it everyday for like the last 2 weeks and sometimes twice a day as well, I can't stop i'm horny a lot what do I do

I've realised for a while I still have feelings for this girl but today made me realise that they are strong feelings, I really, really like her!!

Bit of a backstory, me and this girl were actually very close we used to speak all the time in college and text, for like 4 weeks everyday! We would flirt a lot too, but whenever I asked her on a date she didn't show and once even went cinema with a friend instead of going with me, when we arranged it. I gave up on her and I thought she wernt interested and she wouldn't message me either but she would message me but only when she knew I was talking to other girls (3 times)

Today made me realised I like her a lot, I was in college and she came in and the first thing she did when she came in the room was come up and start talking to me (I was at the back of the classroom) we flirted a bit in class, throwing rubbers at each other but what was really strange, was I called her weird as a joke and she blew me a kiss and said "I love you" my mate was like he loves you back and she blew me another kiss, we then spoke a bit and she was proper stearing into my eyes so I was looking back (she got amazing eyes) and started talking to me about her weird facial expressions she can make, but anyways I walked home with her and a friend and she hugged me with 2 hands and not 1 like she did with my mate, she has said I'm gorgeous when we spoke ages ago and so It's obviously she still does but I don't think she is a relationship type what can I do

Okay, so my friend is saying I'm letting him down by not coming out but I don't want to hang around with him for numerous reasons the main ones being, all he wants to do is smoke weed, I don't want to smoke weed because it's stupid and because he wants to smoke weed, he wants me to bring out like £20. I don't want to go out if I'm spending money all the time, I went out this weekend with them and spent about £10, now I know it's not much but we were drinking but he didn't spend no money at all. Now I also don't want to hang around with him because he is a trouble maker but I got myself in a massive dilemma and basically feel like I'm in a gang, i'm fine with them while in the gang but if I leave I'm going to have problems, what can I do?

Right, so I moved house 6 months ago and made friends with this boy in my course, tbh I wouldn't really call him a true friend because he never messages me outside of college, the only time he will text or ring me is to ask me where I am in college. Despite this I still hang around with him because nobody else in my course appeals to me they're not the type of people I want to hang around with, my "friend" introduced me to these two other boys and to be honest I wouldn't say they are true friends either, the reason I think this is one of the boys I don't speak to much, I messaged him the other day asking if he wants to go out soon and he didn't respond, the next message I do get of him though is him asking me for money, I told him I don't have any and he was like it's cool mate, I then messaged him again about whether he wants to go out and he ignored the message, him and my other "friend" from college always like each others statuses on facebook and hell, both of them, me and another boy went out and they only tagged each other in a post "great night with.." I want to stop hanging around with them but I've got myself in a dilemma, because i'm with one of the boys in college and the other one I have on bbm, I'll probably delete facebook but if I do all this, I won't have nobody else to speak to....

I've realised there is always a consequence to are actions, what I mean by this is that whenever I do something or say something there is always a action to it. Growing up I used to get in a lot of trouble in school always having detentions or being put in isolation I would go a couple weeks without getting in trouble and I would tell myself I won't get in trouble yet the same day I would end up in a fight in school or swearing at a teacher or something, I always end up missing out on something for instance I was meant to have college today but I couldn't be asked to go so I stayed at home and because of that my friend who I hang around with went out with are friends and saw a couple girls what I would of liked to do but as I didn't go college I missed out (they did ask me if I want to go out but my mum wouldn't let me) Why is this? why do we have consequences for are actions? Is this karma?

Okay, so I was with this girl for almost 2 weeks, basically my friend knew her and she was telling him that she really wants a boyfriend and hates being single and so my friend was like what you think of my mate (me) and she was like yeah he is gorgeous, and so he basically got her to add me on facebook, but one of my friends liked her too and they were speaking and so I stopped talking to her to let him get with her they got together but broke up after a day because this girls best friend didn't want them to get together and so they broke up and I got with her, not going to lie she is a good looking girl and really caring and nice but she was a little to clingy, insecure and weird for me, I'll get on to that. Before I met her she was always saying I want kissed and cuddles, we cuddled fine but I kissed her goodbye she didn't move her lips just kept them shut, (Worse kiss I've ever had) This is where it gets weird 10 minutes after the kiss she texted me saying 'I love you' what was too early for me and she was so insecure always asking me whether I think she isn't good enough for me and stuff and was too clingy she wrote me a 20 lined sentence saying how much she loves me and her heart belongs to me (1. it's been less than 2 weeks and 2. 10 minutes later she puts in her name on bbm another boy) But despite this I thought she was a nice girl and good looking but after I got told stuff about it her it put me off and I would say i'm busy if she wanted to meet me basically a jealous girl I was close to messaged me asking why I'm with this girl, she is a slag, has a different boyfriend every week and that she sent nude pictures, Now this girl was blatantly jealous as she only messages me when she knows I talk to other girls, but she wasn't the only one who said she had a different boyfriend every week while on my now ex girlfriend facebook she got in a relationship with someone just a couple months back and everyone was commenting saying you have a different boyfriend every week, and so it put me off her.