Samuel

Before you judge me, I've been through many heartbreaks in my life. I was in a long distance relationship, but didn't try as hard as I could to make it work, so she cheated on me.Then when I was little my parents got a brutal divorce and it was a lot of name calling. I don't want to put myself through that. However, even though I don't want marriage I do want children. Is it wrong that I want this kind of relationship?

So I'm a business man who travels a lot for work. Due to my schedule, my money and being hurt so many times, it is hard for me to have a real relationship. So I've been on websites and in chat rooms trading sexy photos with women and add them to an album. Some of the woman I've slept with. Well anyway my friend was going through my computer to find photos for my online profile and she found my album.She told me that I have an addiction and I should seek counseling. Is she right?

So I've met many girls that have traded sexual photos with me (lingerie mostly). They are all between the ages if 18 to 35.

I am attracted to girls that are WAYYYY out of my league. I was wondering how I can attract these women.

My bad habits

I swear a lot (all my friends swear. Find better friends?)

I have very bad manners (fart, burp, etc.)

My phone is full of dirty photos (should I delete them?)

Should I change my style too? I dress with clothes I usually get from Goodwill or dd's discounts.

I have this friend that I've been hanging out with for 3 yrs and we really care about each other. Sometimes she'll blurt out I love you Sammy and ill say it back. I really do love her. I mean is that bad to say I love you.

So Im on a social media site and I emailed a woman who looked like she had breast implants We had a long conversation, so here's parts of it.

Her: So what you do for a living?

Me: I'm a part time office manager trainee. You?

Her: Make up artist. Why you only work part time?

Me: I get money from the government.

Her: Oh so my tax dollars go to your apartment and bills? So basically I'm supporting you right?

Me: Why you talking like this?

Her: Because I work my *** off while people like you who can work aren't disabled sit on their lazy good for nothing *** all day. GET BACK IN SCHOOL AND GET A DECENT JOB YOU ******* LOSER!!!

Then she blocked me. Are all women with breast implants brainless judgemental ill classy attention seeking porn star wannabe bimbos like this? She also didn't know how to use proper English and she was british!! She used ummm ahh and like in ever sentence!!

Well Im on a social media site and many of the women are in committed relationships in the site for "friends" Morally is that wrong?

This was our conversation on MeetMe:

Me: Hi there your gorgeous. Would you like to chat?

Her: Aww thank you sweetie I'm flattered but your not my type.

Me: Well why not?

Her: You're attractive I'm just not attractive to obese guys. I'm sorry hun.

Me: You know what your loss. You're nothing but a fake trashy mindless uneducated attention seeking porn star wannabe bimbo anyway.

Her: LMAO whatever loser.

Then she blocked me.

The only reason why I messaged this woman was to be friends. So it's not just her. I feel all women with implants are just stupid trashy uneducated mindless attention seeking porn star wannabe bimbos. Am I right?

So I met this girl online and we've texted back and forth since. The thing is she takes forever to answer my texts. I'll text her at 9am she won't answer until 10. She playing games.

So Ive been hayving these disgusting abnormal thoughts since I was 14. I started wearing my aunts bra and panties along with makeup and I felt happy. She caught me and beat the hell out of me and called me a disgusting pervert. Now since then, I've been having on and off dreams of me having breasts and I wake up excited. I feel more comfortable sitting down to pee. When I shower I wrap my towel like a woman does. Please help me get rid of these thoughts with out therapy because I can't afford it!!

So my bff is a woman. I wanted her help picking out photos for my dating profile. So like a fool, I let her go through my compu. She found all my collection of porn photos & videos I've downloaded. She was amazed, because Im so conservative and told me that I will never find the woman I was looking for unless I deleted all that filth. Was she right or just overreacting?

So Im ugly I know I admit it. I'm writing this because like a fool I wrote this gorgeous out of my league woman a message on meetme.com asking her to chat with me. She wrote back and said no. I asked her why she said "youre not the type I associate with" I again asked her why "Because you're an overweight ugly pathetic desperate uneducated trailer trash bum&"! Why else would you live in Lancaster?" Why are these women like that? Im so mad and hurt that I want to track her down and pour mud all over her dress!!

So I've met several women over the internet & have traded non nude photos of them, mostly are of them in really sexy outfits, swimwear, etc. But none of them are nude. Is it wrong & disrespectful if I put them as my background?

So I am totally in love with my best friend. I almost asked her to marry me. So she has a bf, but today she asked if I would ever date her. I moved away, and she told me even though she had a boyfriend, she would start crying whenever would go see my ex. She asked me to be her cuddle buddy. She tells me that she loves me, but then she talks about how much she loves her boyfriend. She's really confusing me. Does she love me or what? What should I do?

So I have a friend that I'm becoming fairly close to. He's dating my crush, so I am a little jealous, but he over all is a decent good hear ted guy that's been through some of the things that I've been through in life so we have a lot in common. The thing is he hangs out with some questionable people who from what I heard him say are into some questionable activities and want to hang out with some of his friends. Last night he invited me to go to a party at a bar with some of his friends. I know his intentions are good , however I'm a little uncomfortable with going to a bar with people I don't know. I don't mean to be judgmental or paranoid it's just how I feel. I really do like him and want to be his friend even though I'm jealous as hell that he's dating my crush. How can I communicate my feelings to him without him thinking that I'm avoiding him or I don't really want to be his friends?

So I have a crush on this girl for about year and we've been best friends for bout a year nothing romantic has happened probably will never happen. I've started hanging out with her friend and she's kind of cool and I do like her but she's kind of crazy and can be very VERY inappropriate when we're in public. For ex my best friend her & I went to del taco for lunch and my friend was wearing just her bikini top. While we were in line she undid my friends top. She was also talking bout sex and other inappropriate things in front of a three year old child. And the thing is my best friend didn't hook us up so if things don't work out its just going to be a lot of he said she said drama & I just can't handle that bs. Plus I feel there's no contraction. So what should I do?

I really starting to think this guy is a douchebag

1. He used to come over every night and use the cable.

2. He's dating his exs now ex best friend. And doesn't have the balls to tell his best friend that he's dating his ex.

3. He gave his ex's sweatshirt to his now gf.

I'm really starting to think he's a pos that cant be trusted. Do you think so too? Or is it just jealousy because I have very strong feelings for the girl he's dating?

It's really complicated and I don't know what to do. I've been best friends with this girl for about two years and I've recently developed very strong feelings for her. But she rather be with some douchebag that dated her best friend before her and doesn't have the balls to tell his best friend he's dating his ex but whatever I can't stop thinking about her. So should I stop seeing her? How the hell do I tell her?

So my best friend is dating someone and all she does is talk about him. It kinda bothers me because I have very strong feelings for her so I'm jealous. Idk he seems to really liked her but the thing I don't like is he hasn't had the balls to tell his "best friend" that he's dating his ex but what ever. Im just worried that my jealousy will get to me and of course she'll choose her bf over me. How can I get over my jealousy without it getting the best of me?