Lace Anne

I want to make him moan very loud!!!

I think I'm really sexy but nobody else thinks so what should I do?

I just think it's a good idea?

My mind is the painter whose name was never known,

it is an intimate detail that only few see.

My mind is on a wavelength I share with myself,

and not many ever grasp it.

My mind is the unreachable note that a singer strives for,

it is music written in minor key, which will play for you a haunting tune.

My mind is a cavernous hole that you can search for days and still only know the basics of,

it is a mystery not even the greatest detective will ever solve.

My mind is not what you expect, it is not my actions, and is not an easy concept.

My mind is what you make of it, and what I keep away from those who want to reach it.

Title: My Love

However far away,

my love shall stretch to you.

No matter the years in between,

my love can span the time.

It is not a matter of when or where,

only that someday our dreams will be a reality longed for,

a moment waited for,

and an embrace that the world will feel.

It may not be now, it may not ever be,

but it will never change in my heart how I feel;

not distance, not years, not even someone else...

can change my love

I have to do a French project on it, and I want to know some people's opinions...Thanks!

Optimisim.

Bright eyes,

no lies,

sunny day,

month of May,

the good side,

of knowing you died,

a big smile,

a happy child,

ice cream,

a lovely dream.

And love.

Pessimism.

A dark place,

no grace,

frowns and sorrow,

no tomorrow,

a dark sky,

the last goodbye,

black and gray,

push the sun away,

many years,

many more fears.

And hate.

You break it, you buy it,

but you never did.

You stole me,

and used me,

and then returned me:

broken.

Why should you get special treatment?

You need to pay.

And in one way or another,

I guarantee you will.

You break it, you buy it.

Pay up.

My heart's broken on the floor.

Like a death angel you flew

came down and kissed my lips blue

left me there to lie in cold

nothing left; my soul was sold

emotionless eyes, such a piercing red

burning the life I had ahead

legs broken, and body torn

face left looking so forlorn

my evil angel, where did you fly?

Will you come back to watch me die?

or maybe so sastisfied with what you've done

You will ignore all you have become

Like a death angel you flew

came down and kissed my lips blue

left me there to lie in cold

nothing left; my soul was sold

emotionless eyes, such a piercing red

burning the life I had ahead

legs broken, and body torn

face left looking so forlorn

my evil angel, where did you fly?

Will you come back to watch me die?

or maybe so sastisfied with what you've done

You will ignore all you have become

For this I hope you die,

so slowly, so painfully

I hope the knife pierces you,

but not enough for you to be killed fast

No, just enough that you suffer.

And as you go down, I'll watch you

I'll watch the light leave your eyes,

your limbs grow limp

and your body crash to the ground.

But I ill not help you

I will not call for an ambulance

I will make sure this death is final

And for the first time in years I'll smile without regret,

and walk away, whistling,

knowing I eliminated something that made this world all the less enjoyable.

You are dead.

And with all honesty?

I don't regret it.

I'd do it again.

A strange sense of hate builds up in me

whenever you are around

I desire to make you bleed,

and suffer on the ground

All sick throughts comes to my head

whenever you are near

I lay there in my bed

and whisper thoughts you'll never hear

so maybe inside i'm the one dying

yes, that may be true

but you don't see me crying

when I point the gun at you

I fall to my knees in desperate prayer,

confide my wrong-doings to someone always there

ask Him to save me from this terrible beast

and show me a sign at the very least

show me I'm worth it, show me You care

send me hope that life can be fair

sing me to sleep with your sweet lullaby

hold me so gently when I start to cry

never let go of me; keep me there safe

for never do I wish to lose my faith

please, stay here, not much more can I bear

make me the promise you'll always be there

I crash so silently to the floor,

no one looks up, no one turns their head

I am left there to lay

so slowly do I decay

As I lay, I am beckoned to cry for help,

so I scream with all I have for hours

what sorrow, everyone must be deaf

and nothing in my voice is left

so what is left but for me to give up?

and it is just that I decide upon

I had laid there for a week, a month, a year

yet no one saved me; no one came near

It is love that has inspired me thus far,

but love is what has now failed

miles left apart traveled in your car,

left alone, I wailed

Years went by, so many flew

And yet I had not moved.

And as I sat, the feelings grew

no time I spent to soothe

And now upon a cloud so high

Not a tear has fallen still,

for days passed, and I got by

Powered by my own self will

Darling, do not close your eyes

or those near will hear your cries

begging for the light to peek

to rise up fast and warm your cheek

for night brings terror, and awful things

Haunting is what the darkness brings

You know your dreams will cut you down

Until the source of sadness is found

So lie awake through the dark night

And wait so patiently for the light

For if you fall asleep, my dear

You will only awaken every fear

The dark cloud,

that takes residance above me,

never floats away,

it stays.

The shining sun,

peeks out from the shadows,

but never wins;

the darkness begins.

The lovely face,

underneath all of this confusion,

slowly fades;

it dies away.

Letting my mind wander

most often does not end well

I dream up things only a poet could

of things only a poet could tell

But as I drift back to what is real

I smile and know I have you

and that is no dream...

no; it's reality, completely truth

You’re here,

but so distant.

And all things I fear,

cling so close.

You’re mine,

but it seems not.

I cannot suppress

all feelings I fought.

You’re so cruel,

yet you’re so great.

I only wonder

which one you fake

And I stand alone,

only in my head.

Once again I drown,

in this water I tread.

I’m waiting for the moment you will get up and leave

the moment that you will walk away, and leave me here,

bleeding so silently behind you.

and in that moment it will only prove to be I’m meant to be broken,

meant to be cast to darkness.

It is not that I wish to be proved right,

only that I have so many times before.

So look me in the eyes, tell me you hate me.....

and walk away.