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I'm a teenager and there's no way I can be pregnant, so i just want to clear that up. But I've been stressing out a LOT in the past 24 hours about my boyfriend and our relationship. I ended up having a really bad emotional breakdown where I sobbed and threw up a few hours ago. My period is about a week late and I know stress can cause that. But my whole stomach and below feels so painful. I can't lay on my stomach without feeling uncomfortable pain and pressure and it makes me scared that my organs are moving around and being squished. It's hard for me to fall asleep right away on my back, versus when I sleep on my stomach. Does anybody know of any ways on how to make the pain subside?

I have major depression and I'm 15. I got diagnosed in 2015. My mood is never stable. One minute I'll feel okay and so happy and I'll act silly. Then one little thing will set me off, such as looking at my twin sister or her clearing her throat. I also got diagnosed with PTSD in 2015 as well. I immediately go into these anger attacks where i yell and say very bad things such as "i hope you get raped, you should go kill yourself already", etc. I constantly tell myself that i deserve to die as well. I always threaten to kill myself because it's like punching​ a wall. I get these anger attacks which lead to depressive episodes where i feel such hopelessness and unworthiness. This happens every single day. I'm so tired of it. My antidepressants aren't working. Today i took vidocin on accident and it instantly made me feel so happy. i loved feeling so great. I'm starting to think that i should continue taking them for no reason just so i can be happy, although i know it's bad. I'm just desperate now. I know I'm stressing my boyfriend out and I'm so scared he'll end up leaving me. I'm just stressed out. Please tell me what to do so i can stop giving up on myself.

I'm 15 years old and becoming a junior in highschool​after summer break. I've been diagnosed with major depression, agoraphobia, social phobia, ptsd, and generalized anxiety disorder. I'm on 3 medications for anxiety/depression. Lately, there have been moments throughout the day in school or at home where I'll feel so confident in my future and I'll get so excited planning out things. I'll think about how good I'll be. I get very talkative and don't even make sense when I'm speaking. I get very hyper and feel like screaming or doing reckless things. Then an hour later at home, or even at school, I'll suddenly feel very depressed and start thinking about how terrible i look and how I'm never going to be happy. The thoughts will get so out of control to where i constantly threaten to kill myself and hurt something or myself. Does anybody know what it could mean?

I'm becoming a junior after summer and i have really bad social anxiety. I feel pressured to get a job this summer because everybody in my grade is doing it. And if i don't have something to do, I'll honestly go crazy with my depression. Does anybody have any suggestions?

I have terrible low self esteem. Over the years I've picked so much at my skin and now i have many sizes of scars all over my face, back, chest, shoulders, arms, thighs, and legs. i look like i have a disease. I'm so ******* ugly and I hate showing my legs and arms in public because people always ask what's wrong and I get severely angry knowing that I will never be as pretty as other people with clear skin, and skin that's fair and not ugly brown like mine. I'm so mad and upset and i feel so hopeless. I turn 16 in September but i know there's no surgery or whatever that could make the scars go away. I don't know what to do anymore. My boyfriend says i look fine but he HAS to secretly think I look gross and he's just dealing with it to not look like a douche. I just want it all to stop.

Whenever I'm at home from school and not sleeping, all I do is sit on the couch and just stare at the tv or lay in bed and do nothing. I feel very sad and I start realizing how bad my social life is. I have a few friends, but they're always busy. I don't know, I just feel really sad and I'm tired of it. Does anyone know if this is normal or not?

My childhood was very sad. My mom was an alcoholic and my dad was too. They always fought and we've never had a stable home. Lately, everyday things have been triggering a sad memory. For example,​ paper plates and standing behind my sister while getting dinner from the stove bring me back to when my mom cooked a small amount of food because we couldn't afford anything. I instantly feel like I'm back in that moment. Seeing my sister upset or watching cartoons and certain brands of backpacks and shoes also trigger bad memories because i start thinking about how I was so lonely in school. I'm very sympathetic for myself and my family, even the family dogs. It's been so overwhelming to where I cry and get so emotional. Last night, my sister was arguing with me and it immediately triggered yelling memories, which led to me thinking about how my childhood was. I cried for at least 45 minutes, sobbing because I felt like i was in the memories, feeling so helpless. It's really been bothering me and I feel like there's no escape. I spoke to my school counselor this morning to avoid sobbing in first period. I'm a very emotional person because of what I've been through and right now I just need advice on how to prevent my mind from getting overwhelmed. I have a therapist and psychiatrist but i don't see the therapist for 6 weeks and the psychiatrist for 2 more months. Any help would be appreciated. I've also been diagnosed with PTSD and major depression, w/ some anxiety disorders.

I hate every holiday so much because they involve family either way. i hate Easter especially because I see posts about people having fun with relatives and friends, and my family is non-existent. We aren't happy and we rarely communicate. Easter reminds me of the past Easters where we were always alone, and it makes me feel severe self pity. I feel so sad that things haven't been good and I wish i could change it. I was diagnosed with PTSD last year, and holidays trigger memories and you should know where it goes from there. I think that's why I'm so sad. Does anyone have any advice or something?

So I'm a sophomore, and I'm dating this guy who's a junior. Whenever I think about how he's 17 and I'm 15, I feel discouraged to keep going on, because he's older. I'm constantly feeling worthless because of myself. I was born on the actual 9/11 and my life has been hell for the most part. I feel like it's a mistake, honestly. He has a way better social life than me. I have severe agoraphobia and I haven't been outside in about 5 days. In a way, I'm so jealous of him, his life. I try to explain my feelings to him but all he says is, "It's ok baby" or "No baby don't feel that way". Literally that's it. Last night he came over and I was trying to talk to him about how I felt and I could tell it was a little weird for him. For a while I've been giving up on even telling him anything because of how he barely responds. But i keep trying in hopes that he'll say something other than the usual ****. I really love him and I hate how he can't understand my thoughts. Should i just stop being open with him and save him the trouble of wasting his time on my dumb emotions?

There are days when I think I look pretty, I look okay. But that's rare. I'm at school and I see so many pretty girls that don't have scars all over their body because of obsessive picking due to stress (that's what i do, and my body looks ******). I know that i can never change myself to make the scars go away. But i have to be able to do something, right? I just want to stop hating myself. I'm so insecure and it's killing me. Can anybody help?

Hello, as you can tell by the title i have depression. i got diagnosed two year ago. for the past 4 days or so, the sides of my head have been hurting, I've been feeling very fatigued, i have no energy to do school work, shower, or even walk. I'm also really emotional and one minute I'm so hyper and happy and the next, I'm very depressed and suicidal. I'm on antidepressants, Effexor, along with an anxiety pill, Buspirone. I'm only 15 and i got off of my monthly thing a week ago. Should I be worried?

i feel so down and depressed. the biggest issue i have is low self esteem. i CONSTANTLY worry about what other people think. for example, i have friends. even though they show me they care, my mind will not allow me to believe it. something inside of me is telling me that nobody cares, you're worthless, nobody gives a ****, all you're going to do is fail, etc. it seems as if i have no control over it. it's become so severe to the point where i live a normal daily life. I seriously cannot emotionally do it. i don't want to bother my dad anymore about seeing a therapist. and I'd talk to the school counselor, but I'm scared to go into the office and have people look at me. my anxiety is so bad that i can't even physically ask for help. i feel extremely hopeless and helpless. don't comment on here with that "get over it, there's starving kids in Africa" bullshit, you ******* dumbass. depression is a disease and it should be treated as any other disease. however, thank you to those who respond helpfully.

I'm 15 and have major depression. I've been demanding myself to go ahead and do it. I have zero self confidence and it's destroying me. I constantly doubt myself and im sick of it. i see no point to even trying. my social anxiety is extreme and i feel worthless to people who aren't putting as much effort into me that I'm putting into them. I can't kill myself because it'll be inconvenient to everybody else and they'll just be so upset. I'm so determined to attempt suicide right now but I'm afraid it'll be so severe that I'll have to go to the hospital for the 5th time and everybody will be so mad and upset with me. I've been joking a lot about suicide and posting a lot about it and everybody is probably wondering why i haven't done it already since I've been talking for months about it. I feel like I'm going insane and there's nothing to help anymore. suicide won't even help but i feel like it's the best option. my anxiety is preventing me from doing it and it's making me so stressed out. please help me, anybody.