Corina

I lived with my two boys and their father(my bf[more like a husband to me]) for about a year. I moved back to my parents house( their futon) when he wouldn't respect our relationship/family enough to stop talking to chicks at work. I stayed with my parents for over a year. My kids dad was constantly begging me to come move back and reconnect our family as one. I was tired of sleeping on my parents couch so I did move back with him. At that time I no longer had any romantic feelings for my ex(kids dad). I still do not have romantic feelings for him.

I was happy after moving back for about 2-3 months with occasional fights/arguments. But for the past 4 months I have been Suffering from feelings of constant anger/irritation/complete rage towards my boys' dad. He doesn't work, I work full time, & while I am working he does the bare minimum as far as taking care(doesn't include bathing them when needed) of our 2 & 3 year olds. I don't have enough time to sit here and name all of the things he does to set me off. When he has done something to anger me, he always says I'm overreacting and I don't need to yell, that if something is so easy why don't I just do it. That's the point that I do everything. He is selfish and has no sense of empathy. I am so emotionally drained and always pissed that I feel I have emotionally missed out on the last few months of my children's lives. I feel depressed that I don't have the emotional strength to let go of the anger and switch to happy so that I can play with them and spend quality time with them. I am so drained over this and hurt so bad over feeling like I've emotionally abandoned my children that I've been crying and have felt even more depressed. I MISS MY LITTLE BOYS yet here they are. I can't connect with them bc all this anger/resentment I feel on a daily basis is blocking my way to them.

I have no idea what to do. I want to see a psychiatrist. Please help.

And how much in food stamps with same numbers?

but i don't mean immediately afterwards...

did you find your gf/wife/partner sexier After she had your baby? or less of a turn on? and was it Because she had had your child?

Its me,my two sons, and my bf. (he gets paid under the table so our reported income is $0)

To move out of their house the Day OF my 18th birthday?...or should I wait to go the weekend After my bday. ( my bday is Wed Feb 3 ). It seems like it might seem to them that I want to get the F out asap. Would it? Or is it normal for young ppl to move out ON their 18th birthdays?