kasumi

Hi, my name is Robert. I am 23 years old and still living at home because I don't currently have a job. I am also a college drop out. For now, I am only doing an online course for computer repair. Well, because computers are my forte to be honest(as well as painting). I want to advance in that area.

The real reason I made this question is because I am scared for my life right now. The only real skills I have obtained in the past 5 years are in art. Specifically digital painting. With Photoshop elements and Gimp 2. Whenever I show my artwork to people online or in the real world I cannot get that person to take a comission for the sake of survival in this world. I know you might be saying "If you live at home you should be fine." Even though that might be somewhat true, at the same time it's not. My mother has a very limited income which I'm not sure of. We hardly talk anymore since her boyfriend moved in. Whom I hate by the way. He stays here all day doing nothing but online poker and chatting on his cellphone which my mom pays for. I'm not trying to say I'm better than him but hes taken my territory I call "home". I VERY MUCH HATE HIM FOR THAT.

It would be great if for once in this life time, that I could just get a break and get paid for painting after all I've been through. I ran away from my dads house when I was 15. Tried to join the army when I was 17-18 and failed. After that I've been bearly surviving. I know you guys will say just go out and get a job. Believe me I have tried over and over. filling out 10 apps a day for 6 months every other week then just gave up on it. It's been 3 months since the last time I tried for any job cause I already know I'm not going to get it because of no work experience except for Taco bell for 2 months out of my entire 23 years of exsistance...I know sad...

I cannot do this anymore though I need someone who will do a deal with me with art. The area I am truely skilled in. I'm sorry if I bore you with my story but I really just need a break from this broken home scene I've been in the last 5 or 6 years. Ive tried to get a pack of friends together to motivate me and build a website for my art and sell stuff at a flea market but the motivation dies after they forget about it. Cause they don't take it serious enough. I need someone online to really help me be fruitfull at this stuff. Even if it's just to get me noticed somewhere, I'll take it. I need some help. I'm scared for my life! Please someone help me with my skills. Someone who knows where to put my paintings. I have some of my stuff on deviant art and youtube already. My user name is kasumisman on both sites.

Hi, my name is Robert. I am 23 years old and still living at home because I don't currently have a job. I am also a college drop out. For now, I am only doing an online course for computer repair. Well, because computers are my forte to be honest(as well as painting). I want to advance in that area.

The real reason I made this question is because I am scared for my life right now. The only real skills I have obtained in the past 5 years are in art. Specifically digital painting. With Photoshop elements and Gimp 2. Whenever I show my artwork to people online or in the real world I cannot get that person to take a comission for the sake of survival in this world. I know you might be saying "If you live at home you should be fine." Even though that might be somewhat true, at the same time it's not. My mother has a very limited income which I'm not sure of. We hardly talk anymore since her boyfriend moved in. Whom I hate by the way. He stays here all day doing nothing but online poker and chatting on his cellphone which my mom pays for. I'm not trying to say I'm better than him but hes taken my territory I call "home". I VERY MUCH HATE HIM FOR THAT.

It would be great if for once in this life time, that I could just get a break and get paid for painting after all I've been through. I ran away from my dads house when I was 15. Tried to join the army when I was 17-18 and failed. After that I've been bearly surviving. I know you guys will say just go out and get a job. Believe me I have tried over and over. filling out 10 apps a day for 6 months every other week then just gave up on it. It's been 3 months since the last time I tried for any job cause I already know I'm not going to get it because of no work experience except for Taco bell for 2 months out of my entire 23 years of exsistance...I know sad...

I cannot do this anymore though I need someone who will do a deal with me with art. The area I am truely skilled in. I'm sorry if I bore you with my story but I really just need a break from this broken home scene I've been in the last 5 or 6 years. Ive tried to get a pack of friends together to motivate me and build a website for my art and sell stuff at a flea market but the motivation dies after they forget about it. Cause they don't take it serious enough. I need someone online to really help me be fruitfull at this stuff. Even if it's just to get me noticed somewhere, I'll take it. I need some help. I'm scared for my life! Please someone help me with my skills. Someone who knows where to put my paintings. I have some of my stuff on deviant art and youtube already. My user name is kasumisman on both sites.

Im having a thought going through my mind right now and im wondering does it matter what color my VGA cord is for a vga output? i have a VGA cord with blue ends on it and there are 2 cards that im debating on for memory one is 1GB ddr2 and the other 512 MB ddr2 the 1 GB has a black VGA output and the 512MB has a blue one that matches my cord on my pc plz tell me if this matters . Id like to have the 1GB if possible since its black output.

black output

http://www.newegg.com/Product/ImageGallery.aspx?Cu...

blue output

http://www.newegg.com/Product/ImageGallery.aspx?Cu...

Im hving a thought going through my mind right now and im windering does it matter what color my vga cord is for a vga output? i have a VGA cord with blue ends on it and there are 2 cards that im debating on for memory one is 1GB ddr2 and the other 512 MB ddr2 the 1 GB has a black VGA output and the 512MB has a blue one that matches my cord on my pc plz tell me if this matters . Id like to have the 1GB if possible since its black output.

theres this girl i keep staring at to the left but shes not sitting next to me and i noticed she has a wedding ring or at least a ring on her wedding finger. shes distracting me from class i think shes very pretty. and has pretty eyes ...i hate when this happens. plus im shy... seems i always crush on the wrong girls ...why?

thoughts please? dont report please i just want to get some info from people thats all.

anyways heres the picture:

http://fc75.deviantart.com/fs41/f/2009/006/4/3/por...

hey thanks for clicking my question i have this picture here i started drawing about a week ago of jessica alba and so far im about hlf way done please tell what needs fixing in ur opinion or how its looking or what i should? thanks for any comments.

http://i214.photobucket.com/albums/cc205/kasumisma...

hey thanks for clicking my question i have this picture here i started drawing about a week ago of jessica alba and so far im about hlf way done please tell what needs fixing in ur opinion or how its looking or what i should? thanks for any comments.

http://i214.photobucket.com/albums/cc205/kasumisma...

when ever i try to upload a new video and if it contains music it always rejects the video no matter what. does anyone know how can i avoid this at all?

is anyone online?

kasumisman08

send me a message or not dont care

kasumisman08

can anyone add me on myspace or youtube... im bored.

myspace.com/animeman07

youtube.com/user/kasumisman

im an artist that draws on computer

i wana know please. thanks

today i was applying in a store and after i got done i went to look around for art supplies and while i was on my way down this long walk way i saw this relly cute girl she was a blonde in a black hoody and jeans i think she was with her mom i think... anyways i only agve her a peek while i was walking and i was all confident and stuff and out of the corner of my eye i saw her stare at me the whole time i passed by but i didnt wana look back to make my self seem desperate tho. anyways i felt pretty good about myself and just went on about my day:)

what are ur thots?

whats a great store to shop for early christmas gifts?

hmm mine was pretty boring

i dont get it

i just wana know if it has caused anyone any problems or if it is better then IE7 i currently use IE7 and i wanted to Install IE8 it says its BETA but i dont know what to expect on it or if its different from using IE7 so someone plz tell me if u have it and what are its differences besides for the designers.

Plz dont say download firefox or something like that thats not the answer im looking for