Cassandra

You see a while ago, I told my boyfriend that whenever he watched porn it makes me feel like i'm not good enough for him so he PROMISED me that he wouldn't watch it again. I don't know about other girls but I take promises serious, no matter how big or how small. We have a very active sex life and it kinda hurts me. Well yesterday I was over at his house and was using his laptop I went to type in a URL that had a "p" in it and the website "pornhub" came in the suggestions. So I decide to look through his history because he transferred all of his stuff onto his new laptop, so I thought maybe it was from before on his old laptop before he promised me that he wouldn't watch it again and in the history it said that he had been on pornhub yesterday morning at like 5:00 a.m. which pissed me off severely. What makes matters worst is that I send him "pictures" all of the time, and he saves them onto his phone because he tells me. Why if you have pictures of your GIRLFRIEND would you continue to watch porn in you promised her? Is it really that hard to do? It would make more sense if he didn't have pictures of me. But I just want opinions on what I should do? I was debating on just cutting down with the whole sex thing for awhile, but i'm afraid if I do that, he will leave me and find someone who will have sex with him. I don't know why this hurt me as much as it did, but it did. /: It really sucks because before this, our relationship was stronger than ever. I feel like I cannot trust him about things like that anymore, and I don't want that. Without trust in a relationship, you don't have anything. /:

I've have braces for a while now and my gums are pretty swollen and have been since i've had my braces. The orthodontist and my regular dentist said I would have to have surgery to trim the gum away if I didn't get the swelling to go down. Is there any tips you can give me to get my gums to stop swelling so much? It would be greatly appreciated.

Okay. So my boyfriends sister tells me that she thinks my boyfriend doesn't even care for me?

So I thought I would explain my relationship and get opinions.

Okay so about a year ago I started hanging out with my now boyfriend, he used to treat me like garbage.

and I lost my virginity to him 3 months after hanging out with him. Which changed everything. Slowly he started to change the way he treated me. He started letting me sleep with him in his bed, and cuddling me while we slept. And the in August he started dating me. He was a little hesitant about dating me because he hadn't had a girlfriend in over a year because she cheated on him. Okay so now we've been dating 7 months and he is the sweetest person i've ever met. He has changed so much since last year. Now he cooks for me, takes care of me when i'm sick, and holds me when I cry, and if i'm tired and he isn't, he will lay down with me, and hold me until I fall asleep, and then he will get back up and I think it's the cutest thing. He is always telling me he loves me and telling me that I am beautiful. He is constantly making me smile and laugh. Why would someone who doesn't have any feelings for you whatsoever do the things that he does, and stay with me for 7 months? I just need opinions and no rude comments, pleaseee.

Okay. So I've been with my boyfriend for quite sometime. Well, last Saturday I got a message from his cousin telling me that he has been cheating of me pretty frequently and I was just a "piece of ***". Naturally my first reaction was to cry, whether I knew if it was true or not. Whenever I asked him about him, He got really mad and threw his phone and was crying. I love him and I am completely devoted to him, and I want to marry him. I know he is my soul mate and he tells me the same exact thing. He deleted all of the girls off of all of his social networking sites from us arguing about it before. The thing that makes me not want to believe it, is that his ex girlfriend was over at his cousins house when he told me, and his ex girlfriend absolutely loathes me. I really need advice on what to do?

So at the moment, I'm at school. After school, I plan to go get my lip professionally pierced for the first time on the bottom left side. Does getting your lip pierced hurt? I have looked at others peoples questions about the same thing and most answers say that the piercing doesn't hurt than bad other than some swelling. I have a medium pain tolerance. I have the right side of my nostril pierced and most people I have talked to about the lip piercing told me that if I can get my nose pierced, I can definitely get my lip pierced. I am kinda scared, but who isn't before they get a piercing?

Two days ago I stretched my ears from 00 to 1/2 inch. Yes I know I skipped a size, but I have done this before and my ears completely healed fine. But my ears are swollen 3 times the size of my other lobe and has nasty white pus coming from them mixed with blood also my lobe is red and really sensitive, I can barely touch it and it send a pain through my whole ear. It aches when I don't even touch it and I've been getting headaches.. I have been cleaning them and soaking my ears in warm sea salt water. I really just need to know what I can do to make it heal any faster? and anybody who just wants to be a jerk, don't even answer.

Last night a huge kid dome was dropped on my big toe, the toenail turned blue and its terribly painful.. what do I need to do?

Me and My little brother play it on the wii 24/7 trying to beat him.. Does anyone have any tips or any strategic ways to beat him?

I missed the game tonight. Lmao. Can someone help me? (:

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Anyways, I'm a complete and total metal head but I am getting tired of listening to the same bands over and over again. (Asking Alexandria, Slipknot, A Day To Remember, etc.) I need new songs and bands to listen to from Screamo to Liquid Metal (: All suggestions WILL be appreciated (:

Well, my friend had told me about the Human Centipede and I was just wondering if is was worth watching? She told me if it was really gross so. I watch the entire saw series so i was wondering if you think i could handle this movies also? Help pleaseee