Dena

So today is our first year anniversary and the day is basically over and he has not called or text me today. I didn't want to say anything first because I wanted to see if he would remember. I know when I ask him about it, he's going to make up an excuse (like he does with most things) and say he's forgotten. I'm already frustrated with him right now. More like annoyed because it is always me paying the tab when we go out because he doesn't have the money because of financial problems. But then if I try to make plans with him one weekend he said he would be busy and so I would just find something else to do. Then I would ask him how his weekend was and he would say how he did all these that weekend and I'm like if you were so busy how can you do all that stuff??? I'm just kind of frustrated with him right now. I think about breaking up with him a lot but I love him so much and cant picture my life without him......what do I do? I just really need opinions right now!!!!

So I have a bf that is 20 years old and I am 18. Sk heres the thing. I financially provide for my bf. Since march I have gave him a little over 1, 000 dollars to cover him with rent when he couldn't. He has a job that pays 200 dollars every two weeks. And a choreographer and that job pays a bit over 700 dollars every two months. I love him so much. And we were close friends for two years before getting together. And I feel like he's using me. Every time we go out I have to pay for him because he doesn't have any money. And I think it is automatic that when we go out he expects me to pay. Or when he wants something hes like "you wonna get this for me?" And I'm honestly sick of this. His mom wasn't working so he had to cover her half of the rent also. I know he can't help the situation hes in but I want someone to buy me stuff. I want someone to take me shopping.....my friends dad who's like my dad told me to get rid of him because he's a dead beat. What do you think?

So I have a bf that is 20 years old and I am 18. Sk heres the thing. I financially provide for my bf. Since march I have gave him a little over 1, 000 dollars to cover him with rent when he couldn't. He has a job that pays 200 dollars every two weeks. And a choreographer and that job pays a bit over 700 dollars every two months. I love him so much. And we were close friends for two years before getting together. And I feel like he's using me. Every time we go out I have to pay for him because he doesn't have any money. And I think it is automatic that when we go out he expects me to pay. Or when he wants something hes like "you wonna get this for me?" And I'm honestly sick of this. His mom wasn't working so he had to cover her half of the rent also. I know he can't help the situation hes in but I want someone to buy me stuff. I want someone to take me shopping.....my friends dad who's like my dad told me to get rid of him because he's a dead beat. What do you think?

So I was talking to my twin yesterday and she told me how she was talking to my older sister whos like 35. And they got on the topic about me, and she was saying how my sister thinks im legibly stupid and how she cant have real conversations with me. And that sometimes she thinks that Im faking and acting stupid. So what actually makes a person stupid? She also said that I don't seem to have learned life lesson and being on my own. But I cant help it if im 18 and I just got to college, Im still learning. Kind of hurt that she said this, hurts me bad. For some reason I cant stop thinking about it, sometimes I really do think that Im stupid just because I don't a lot of stuff other people don't and that I cant grasp onto stuff as quickly as others and that frustrates me. Sometimes I actually do try. I broke down into tears last night, it just really hurts when someone thinks of you like that. So what makes a person stupid? What is stupidity? I just want to hear other peoples responses. Please no joking, im kind of really curious.

what is the shut down for? why is this happening? I keep seeing reports on the shut down but don't know what it is. inform me please?

So my boyfeiwnd is kind of bad at oral and we have talked about this but I don't think he took it as seriously as I wanted him to. But he starts off so fast.....abd I'm not sure if I'm fully aroused before he does it. Can someone give you oral when tour aroused and feels good? Would it rude to send a video on how to do it? I'm kind of bad at explaining this to him. I'm 18 and he's 20 btw

so one of the go to positions for my boyfriend is when im on top and hes on the bottom. But to be honest I cant feel anything on top and so Im just there riding him with no pleasure and hes just there taking it and enjoying it while im not. Then sometimes he can get off and finish and Im left unsatisfied. Hes not very good at oral neither. What do I do? I want it to feel good on top so that I am getting something out of it too!

so I am a very motivated writer and enjoy doing it in my spare time when im not so busy here in college. I don't really have a particular subject that I would want to write about, So I guess I just want to rumble, kind of like a diary almost. Or like the girl off awkward. Can you help me out with suggestions for sites? Also somewhere its easy to navigate around. But what is the sole purpose for a blog?

So about two days ago me and my boyfeiend got into an argument. And I called him and he said to call him back later. And me being the one always to call, I text him saying im not gonna call you. He called me asking what my problem was and I told him I didn't want to talk about it and he got mad and said bye and hung up. Then the next day I text him twice and he didn't answer. And he still hasn't text me back. I'm not sure if I should text him or just let it play out. I'm 18 ans he's 20 btw. Sometimes I feel like he only contacts me when he feels like it. I feel like he's sick of me. Advice? I don't want to text or call him because I feel like I'm hovering over him.

Today I sent a text to him around 12 this afternoon.......and seven hours later I sent another....its now 11:30 and he still hasn't text me back. Its one of those days where I reach my lowest points.....I got real lonely, I started to miss my mom (who dided when I was five and I'm now 18), I felt like killing myself. ......I just feel alone right now. Its not an everyday thing....more like an when I get lonely thing which is ever now and then. I just wanted to see him or talk to him. I'm always the one making plans.......I don't knoe what to do. I need some guidance. And he's 20 btw.

I have friends....I have a nice life. I have a best friend that turned into my boyfriend.......but I just feel so lonely. I feel like crying. I texted my bf 7 hours ago asking if he wanted to go out tonight and I didn't expect him to respond right away because he would be at work. He gets off at six but its seven now. Should I text him again? I really want to be around someone. Plus I'm always the one making making plans......I'm 18 and he's 20. Help me please??

I have friends....I have a nice life. I have a best friend that turned into my boyfriend.......but I just feel so lonely. I feel like crying. I texted my bf 7 hours ago asking if he wanted to go out tonight and I didn't expect him to respond right away because he would be at work. He gets off at six but its seven now. Should I text him again? I really want to be around someone. Plus I'm always the one making making plans......I'm 18 and he's 20. Help me please??

So I'm pretty frustrated with my bf right now. Just to give you some details. I'm 18 and he's 20 and we were close. Friends before getting together. We've been together for a year now but just started having sex earlier this year.

So here's my problem. Hes like a minute man. We can do it for like five minutes in one position and he's done. And I've asked him if there's anyway he could last longer. I don't wonna be a jerk because I know how hard it is for guys when it comes to sex. I'm pretty tired of going to bed unsatisfied like I will tonight since he's just snoring away. I want sex to last longer......I don't wonna make it seem like I'm complaining beacuse I'm not. He does make me horny and could quickly make me *** but then when it gets good. ......he just stops. Hes pretty bad at oral too......and I've consulted this with him and he kinda just let it go in one ear and out the other. What do I do? I'm just pretty frustrated. I just want good sex!

so I took the test once and scored an 39. Even though I can get in with that, my recruiter still wants me to retake it. So I bought a study guide book.....but thing is, I don't know how to study, I just found out yesterday im supposed to be going to meps on Monday. So any quick but efficient study tips would be awesome.

I forgot how to do it and it s been along time since I last did it. I use youtube converter. if you don't use youtube converter could you tell me another free way to do it? And telling me the step by step process would really be nice.

will coffee help get rid of gas/constipation? what should I eat when I have this? I keep getting answers saying I shouldnt eat anything and to just drink lots of water. what do I? there isn't a store near my college I can walk to get gas pills.

I love my boyfriend so much and he's wonderful.....but there's one problem, he comes to early and then he's practically done. He will last for about five minutes and sex is done. But he's great while he's going, I just need him to last a little longer. I've told him about this and I told him that he is bad at oral.....but I don't think he's doing anything about it really. Says he's trying....but I don't want to put preassure on him, I love that he's trying....just want him to last longer that's all. Ps: I'm on birth control and he uses condoms

so im in a relationship and he is the most wonderful I have ever met. Im on birth control and he wears condoms everytime we have sex. thing is, he doesn't last long. we would have sex for 5 minutes and hes done......I hate going to sleep and not being fully satisfied.....ive told him about this and he kind of gave me an excuse saying he has to get used to my vagina. Well its been months now. What do I do about this? I want him to last longer....and hes bad at oral and I told him about this....but I don't think hes doing anything about it. advice please??

So I am currently enlisting in the navy and I am going active duty and also I am enrolled as an freshman in college. I decided to go to the navy because im not a school person and I can see myself happily working there for the rest of my life. And heres my problem, Im in my second week of school now and I absolutely hate it!!! I kind of knew that school isn't my thing but I went on to try to pursue college just in case my mind was changed. Now that I have decided to go active duty, I feel like Im wasting my time here in school. I surely don't want togo back to living with my sister and her annoying kids in her small apartment and not to mention that in order for me to see my boyfriend, friends, and recruiter, I would have to travel two hours by train to get out there and not to mention walking home late at night to get back home. I have a grandmother that lives more closer to everyone and my recruiter. Thing is Im not sure if I should go back to my sisters or see if I can stay with my grandmother until I am shipped off. And I was also thinking that I should just stay here at school until I am finished with the whole process and is given my ship off date...is that a good idea? I need opinions!!