Reagan

I'm 15, depressed, anorexic, and have suicidal thoughts. The anorexia is getting better I'm gaining weight and nearly at the weight I should be. The depression gets harder to hide as I get older used to I could put on a happy face like everything's alright but know it keeps on getting harder. The suicidal thought's have gotten better I haven't had one since December 2011 but I'm afraid that if the depression comes back as bad as it was in December I won't be able to take it. I thought I had a friend I could talk to but they turned on me and did something that has made me not be able to trust people I'm afraid they either won't believe me or will make fun of me and make it worse. What should I do?

I'm 15 and I weigh 96 pounds is that underweight. Last month I weighed 86 pounds and I knew I was underweight then but am I now?

I can jump from tree to tree while up in the air and my family calls me a squirrel but other people say it's weird is it?

On the inside I'm a very depressed person, but no one ever notices and I really don't want them to but I have nearly committed suicide. The only reason I'm still alive is because I know my sister will need me one day and I want to be here for her. but recently its gotten a lot harder to keep everything under control. I nearly did it on Christmas night. Its weird when your getting ready to actually do it you don't think clearly you're only thinking about the pain you feel inside not how your decision will effect others. I'm glad I didn't do it even though no one knows how close I was to doing it. My depression is a lot better but I'm not sure I'll be able to deal with it again if it comes back as bad as it was. Please help me figure this out.

I got bored so I decided to ask what you all liked.

I have asked 50 people this question and no one can give me an answer...I even asked Cleverbot