linseybaby

hi, eight years ago my husband died of a sudden heart attack, he was 45. it sent me into total devastation and heartbreak. i dont know how i learned to live again, i kept telling myself to carry on living for our 4 children. 2 years later i met someone who i loved i never ever thought i could again, he was the world to me and so loving and devoted, for 6 years we were never apart for one day, 2 months ago he died of a sudden heart attack, the pain i feel inside has returned again i feel my life is non existent and i will never love again, i cannot come to terms with the fact that this has happened again, i miss my partner so much and cannot stop crying, i dont want to go anywhere because he is not with me , why has this happened, i found happiness and love, why was it taken away again

my partner and i want togo to tenerife in october, e are in our fifties and like something going on , prfer los cristianos or playa las americas has anyone got a decenthotel idea, we want half board

in the past 2 years i have had 2 10 hour opps to remove a menighoma tuor from my brain. after the first opp my sight had been affeted but not to bad, i had the last opp in october and since the i have very bad double vision, i have to wear specs with the left eye lens covered with tape so that i can only use my right eye. if anyone else has gone through similar circumstances can you please tell me something the hospital can do ,

it may only be what i see, but i think victoria beckham looks like michael jackson.

i live in a council house. with a long garden at the back.my neighbour who bought his house from the council 6 yrs ago has had decking layed the full length of his garden which does not affect me. he is now building a bar complete with optics ect, for his own personal use with friends. i would like to know if it becomes noisy can i complain to the council or is it nothing to do with them because he owns the property,,we have a 5ft fence dividing us

the bbc has announced 3,000 job cuts. will our licence be reduced because we dont have the staff to pay, and programmes being cut.

how well do you know your next door neighbour.

its 2am and at 10am, i have to be at the hospital for my pre opp examination.i go into hospital on sunday teetime for a second opperation on a meninghoma tumor in my brain, i had the first opp a year gone march. it has returned and as before has again spread into my eye socket i know its a 10 hour opp again. going in for the first time i was'nt realy scared, but this time its getting to me. why is it affecting me more this time.

i have just planted some snowdrop bulbs in my garden today, they are the flowers, that take me back to my childhood, going for walks with my dad and three brothers in the winter collecting logs for our big open fire, what flower reminds you of something, or someone.

on the new zealand advert "Forever Young"

like to adopt two boys, one aged 19 one aged 21, free to a good home,......they are realy pushing their luck in here tonight

hi, can anyone tell me why i keep getting knocked off the internet, my son has a computer upstairs and uses the internet,i have a laptop downstairs, we have bt wireless home hub opption 3 unlimited usage. but every so often we get knocked off the net. turning off and turning on the hub resolves the problem why

hey what would you do if you were in hells kitchen and chef spoke to you like that

why i was in violation of the question i asked 2 days ago.yahoo let me vote for the best answer i got, so maybe i voted for the wrong person. or was it because i called the broth i was eating sco!!, maybe i should of said ir!!sh stew, or eng!!sh hotpot or a big amer!!an burger, if so someone should tell heinz that they are being racist

on the princess diana enquery , they are saying that the car she was travelling in had a bump with another car, why can they not ask reece jones he survived the crash, and why dont we hear anything of him now, is he dead now.

i posted a question 2 days ago. simple question about something i had to eaten, nothing awful just some cake ,ect

i have got an email from yahoo today telling me i was in violation of the rules???? why it was a simple q..anyone who reads this question and answered my original could you please tell me what did i do wrong..

ten minutes ago i got 3 choc bickys from the bicky tin and put them on the chair arm, till i made a cuppa??? no-one else is in here just me and the dog "zack", they have gone, which one of you has taken my bicky's, own up

i like going on google earth, very interesting,,,but! where are all the people. i see cars ect, but no humans. how did they do this, i have zoomed right to my own house but no sign of me?

on what mood your in when you answer a question on here, it does me, some of the answers make me giggle, if you have given a silly answer do you do this all the time.

all you older people on here, we all love out little fledglings,(kids) but be honest now,,, are you a little pleased now that they have flewn the nest....