Pattie

please list things, and state if you're a boy or a girl. It's interesting to know different perspectives!

I feel like **** because of it. It's really sad because all my friends either have boyfriends or have had them. I'm not a virgin but I've never had a guy actually like me or be into me. I feel like a huge loser and very lonely, especially because my friends just only talk about their boyfriends constantly. Even my mom has a bf. When it comes up that I haven't had one, people judge me for it. They say things like "YOU'VE NEVER HAD A BOYFRIEND????!!!" like it's the biggest crime in the world, and if I call them out on it then they try to play it off. I don't think I'm ugly. People say I'm pretty and that I look like a model (cause I'm tall & skinny). But I literally have no boobs and my *** isn't super great. How can I make myself attractive to guys? Just how do I seem hotter in terms of looks and personality? I get really depressed about being so alone especially because my friends make it seem like having a bf is the greatest thing in the world. Please don't tell me "it's okay to not have one, it's normal". I know that, but I really feel like at this time in my life, I need one. It's something I really want and I think I deserve a chance to be loved, or even liked, for once.

I've lost a lot of weight in the past. Now I'm thin, but I have a saggy and very low bellybutton left over from it! I'm only 17 and I do ab exercises but they don't seem to be working. Is there a way I can lift my bellybutton, and make it higher/less saggy? It looks like a frowny face. Is there a way I can work my muscles so that the navel pulls toward the spine or something? please help this is sad

When I'm having sex, my eyes tear like crazy. This is gross but it also happens often while I'm pooping. It's not from any pain or sadness or anything, I just start randomly crying. Is this normal? Why does this occur? Will it ever stop?

I'm 16 and I guess my mom has been an alcoholic for most of my life. I always hated it from when I was little, but it's just gone on too long. I'm completely sick of it and DONE. I've been waiting for it to end for years and it just hasn't stopped. It's gotten worse lately and she drinks a lot more often now, especially now that she has a new boyfriend that encourages her. Even though he drinks with her, he gets annoyed and mad at how crazy and mean she acts while drunk. I've gone through too much pain and suffering over this, and I just can't take it anymore. I have tons of my own problems, and I believe a lot of them have stemmed from my mother's alcoholism. We've already gone through so many "you need help" moments, and I guess she's tried, but she always came back to it. Also, I recently had my first physical fight with her while she was drunk. It was terrible and I'm horrified by the experience. I just have one more year until college, but I don't even think I can last until then. I also don't know if I'll go to college in my area, which means I'd have to stay at home and deal with this for longer. I'm so depressed because of this, but that's nothing new. How can I survive one more year? I guess I'll just do the same things as always and suck it up, but I really don't want to. I don't want to move to a family member's because I'd have to leave my state and my school. The only family member who lives in my state is my grandma, and she's not very well off and it would be worse to live with her. Trying to get her to get help won't work, I've been through that too many times to count. I just want to know what to do. When my mom is sober, she's the most loving, amazing, nicest person in the world. I miss her and I don't want to lose her or stop talking to her for 10 years or something bc of her disease. Please help?

My mom wants me to model and I do too, but I've kind of lost hope. I used to be really fat and then I got really skinny and now I'm getting fatter again. I need to lose around 17-20 lbs in order to model. Any advice? Specific plans for the summer, or even for less time? I also have a bit of acne on my back and chest, and LOTS of scars from a lot of past acne. Any way to get rid of those? I'm using this oil for even skin and stretch marks (which I also have). Basically, I want to be perfect but there are things preventing me from it. I'm tall enough and everything, and my face is exotic/ an ideal one for modeling. I just have these things holding me back. Any advice or ways to combat my problems?

I applied for a job at Michael's arts & crafts store and idk if I need to be ready for that

... to cheat lol idk I just hope I don't

it would be a summer job if I got it

so if you've ever worked there have you been tested?

I need help studying for physics and I am confused with this problem:

A 0.50-kilogram ball is thrown vertically upward

with an initial kinetic energy of 25 joules.

Approximately how high will the ball rise?

[Neglect air resistance.]

(1) 2.6 m (3) 13 m

(2) 5.1 m (4) 25 m

I looked up the answer to it, and the person used the formula (delta)PE=mg(delta)h

Then, they did h=50/9.8=5.1 m

So is it the same????

I asked for advice with my now "recovered" anorexia, and explained how I miss it and asked what I should do & what should be best for me. I wasn't promoting it at all, I just need some help. Does yahoo find my disease a joke or harmful to others on the internet? It's not and I am offended that it was deleted.

I was anorexic for a while and it took over my entire life. I miss the emptiness associated with it and I miss being hungry all the time. I never really recovered officially, but instead I've been binging one or two times a day. On weekdays I don't eat all day and then binge when I get home at about 5. I miss my self control and I even miss my sadness and I miss it as a coping method. I remember always thinking I was fat, but then I look back now and realize just how thin I was. I still crave being thin but I just can't stop binging. I feel like a failure because I've gained 10-15 pounds since I started eating. I feel like everyone around me judges me for getting fat again. It's very noticeable and it's embarrassing. Since I've been eating, I've been happier in general, less depressed, been cutting myself a lot less, and I notice a positive change. However, I miss those sad days and long breakdowns and shaking and all the sickness that goes along with the disease. I know it's really sick and ****** up for me to feel that way but I do, and I want it back.

I feel like I'm going to relapse very soon, especially since my life is starting to fall apart.

So my question is, what do I do? Let myself fall back into it? I've already been throwing up since my binging, but it hasn't turned into bullimia. It's been once in a while & I don't always purge.

Or should I keep binging and feeling like a fat ugly *****? Idk what to do

I'm lucky enough for a mom that enjoys giving me presents on my birthday. My problem is that I never want anything! It's not like I'm 5 years old and I want that next Bratz doll or something. I'd really enjoy money for a lot of things... fun things. But I'm not sure my mom will give me that, due to a past incident. She might. It's the only thing I can think of. Anything you think I should ask for? Or what would you want?

I think I'm going to be taking psychedelic mushrooms soon with my best friend and I want to know what to expect. We don't have a sitter, so I guess we'll try to support each other. We've both smoked weed before. I know the basics (take them when you're in a happy mood/ good vibes, etc.)

My main questions are:

1) Does orange juice/ vitamin C really intensify the trip?

2) I think I'm getting a quarter (or at least a little more than an eighth). I don't have a scale, so I can't measure how many grams each. Is it okay to roughly split it?

3) Is it likely we would throw up?

4) I've heard hunger can trigger a bad trip, but I've also heard to take them on an empty stomach. I think we'd be taking them in the late afternoon, so should we just eat a small amount that day (an apple or other small things? (I have disordered eating habits, and I don't want my constant hunger to affect this trip negatively).

5) Should I eat them by chewing for a long time and sitting them in my mouth for a couple minutes, then swallowing? I'm not planning on ingesting them in any other way than eating.

6) Will we have diarrhea?

7) Are we going to be able to go outside after they kick in or should we stay inside the whole time? Can we handle ourselves outside?

8) My mom calls and texts me a lot. Will I be able to talk/text?

9) How can I make sure we get the most intense high, with visuals?

10) Will being really nervous/ a little bit scared make for a bad trip?

11) Should we smoke weed with it?

Thanks.

She always thinks I'm doing bad things. I never was 'friends' with her, and I made Facebook so my name doesn't show up when you search for it. She yelled at me because she thinks I blocked her, but I didn't. I just changed my privacy settings. She started using my aunt's account to stalk me or tells my aunt to stalk me and send pictures of me and my friends to her. So I unfriended my aunt. I have a little 11 year old cousin (my aunt's son) and my mom calls my aunt to go on my cousins account to spy on me. She's very overprotective and it's overwhelming. I made one "mistake" in my life and she always blames me for it or uses it as an excuse. I'm not sure I have much to hide but it just bothers me that I don't have as much privacy as I wish I could have.