mahalga

He has been acting different and seems like he looks for excuses to pick a disagreement. when he is back home after being gone for one week out of town working.. so then he leaves at midnight tonight to go see his brother..which is 100 miles away, in which his old flame is about 100 miles away too....granted he wanted me to go with him, but he also knew I was tired and did not want to be with him after our fight....he knew this too... and since he works out of town for weeks at a time.. he shows me his private area and looks like its been rubbed to hard.. he told me he been jacking off.. hmmmm.. seems all like BS to me right now. Maybe he is telling me the truth.. but leaving this late is questionable.. or maybe he wants to avoid more conflict? Maybe I should not even care anymore.. let him do what he wants to do.... at least it is peaceful in the home now. I think he is screwing around. or maybe he is telling me he is not by taking care of his needs while not with me????