sarah

In the last two or three months I have had various dreams about my grandfather’s wife. They have been married since before I was born, so it’s not like she’s new to me. I don’t hate her either, I just tolerate that side of the family in general so I don’t understand these dreams. Here are a few I remember:

In this dream my parents had told me to watch over her because they were going on a trip. (Her and my grandpa live alone so this was weird). She stayed in the upstairs of their house, it was only me and her and I refused to go upstairs. They said she was sick but every night I stayed there I heard pacing upstairs. Finally I got tired of hearing this and I yelled “come on (her name), let’s go! I’m leaving!” And I got in my car and waited for her to leave. But I came back inside because she took very long and saw her body on the balcony of the stairs and then it fell. I then heard something run down the stairs and I ran to my car and drove off. 

Another one is where there was something in her bedroom and my family was planning to destroy it. We locked it in her room and my sister went in after it. My sisters voice then echoed back “okay let me out now” and I was yelling no but my mom opened the door. It killed my mom and then I had shot myself so it wouldn’t kill me next. 

I don’t have much space to write another one I experienced but is this my mind just finding a target in my dream to push my problems towards? There’s nothing wrong with my relationship with her.