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I am depressed most of the time and everything I tried fails to get me out of this depression.And I have lost all family members and I am by myself.I tried to find a women to lift my spirits but as I knew it it went down the toilet too.I tried everything I could think of to find someone as of the oposite sex but it doesn't work out for me.And I started getting more depressed and now over time nothing at all has. ever worked. And now I am seriously considerly wanting to commit suicide.I have nothing to live for cause no one really cares.I have found something tonight called a darvon cocktail which makes your breathing stop all together if made right. Is this true.Its all I want to know so I can be at Saint Peters gate after I die.Thanks Gene

I am need of a doctor to do surgery.I have no insurance becuase no one out there hires anyone with a partical disability.Mine is leg pherthis deases.I have bad hip joints and no doctor to do surgery.I understand that they have to go into and reconstruct the pelvic bone on the right side and then bolt it back in place before the hip can be replaced.Is there anyone out there that can really give me a good answer to this.In need of help.