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I'm 16 and I'm just curious..

I invited my former teacher to my competition concert on August as she was the only one who came and supported me and care for me..On November I have a school charity performance and as a performer I needed to sell tickets..my competition concert ticket was $18 which my teacher pay me the money last time.Now my charity performance cost $6 and I want to invite her again..but im not sure whether it will be okay...what do u think?

Everything was so stressful,My design teacher was disappointed in me because my design was not good and i am not good with machines(I am weak with things that needed hands)or computer design and even my school account cant log in and she was clearly disappointed in me,after that my classmate who hear this said why cant I even do a design when I came to school everyday.The next class my another classmate say why cant I do a simple thing like flipping a paper over when It was a simple task. My Parents are busy and my mother have mild depression.I lie to them saying my school life is great when I was bullied and have no friends to talk to.I was usually left at home alone and I used to cut my wrist because I cant take it.I feel like I am just a stupid teenager that have no one to talk to and cant do things well.what should I do....

My elementary teacher was my favourite teacher,when I was still in elementary school,we have a quite close teacher-Student relationship and she teach my younger brother too. But she has transferred school and im in high school Which was 3 bus stops away from her new transferred school. Last year September I finally got in touch with her after asking around and internet,Although I message her Sometimes, mostly wont reply me.. I wanted to tell her my problems I deal at school.. but im afraid she get annoyed as it been years since i no longer her Student..I want to be close to her again.. like I,used to.. what should I do?

I have not been cutting myself for months and I dream that I am in my room talking to a young man I don't know,it was dark when the man went to on the lights, suddenly my wrist hurts.He saw my wrist and grab it and ask what is this. I saw many cuts on my left wrist (i never have many cuts in real )and in my dream I say because I am wearing a jacket and it just marks. It stops when my mom walk in and I pretend giving him his wallet.soon I woke up..I really didnt know who the guy and why do I suddenly dream of many cuts on my left wrist..

I cried almost every school day, I even cut my wrists and arms because I am very stressed.. cant balance schoolwork and family problems...it no use talking to my parents because they rarely care about me..I been talking to my school specialist for 1 year but I still feel I am useless..my peers say I am a crybaby and cant take hurtful jokes.. am I really sensitive like they say...?

I am a chinese girl and I want a English name so my international friends wont have trouble saying my chinese.. any suggestions? Btw my surname is read as Tang dynasty Tang And my chinese name is Wanying. (Wan means gracious )