Scott

I am 14 years old, with my birthday being in 2ish months.

Most of my life I've felt wrong.

During dress-up games, I would dress in female clothes.

I remember having allot of thought like "I wish I was a girl", "I'd be better of as a girl" and other such things.

My mother(After successfully guessing my two older siblings genders), though I would be a girl. She bought girls clothes and decided on a girls name(Samantha, if you were wondering).

I have Aspergers, manic depression and many other disability's. I tried to kill myself when I was five, my mother wouldn't tell me why I tried. (Perhaps she didn't know why, but I think I would have told her)

I have suicidal thoughts more than once a day. I have anger issues but I hide them well(The slightest thing causes me to want to hit the nearest thing, but I don't. I hate attention.)

I rarely speak my mind. I think this is what stopped me from doing something about my gender issues when I was younger.

I'm overweight, caused by some medication I was on.(I rarely ate, but put on allot of weight)

I am interested in women, but not as a man.

I don't get sexual pleasure from these thoughts of being a women, The last time I crossdressed I wasn't even at the stage of development that sex had anything to do with it, just gender.

I'm shy and often referred to as "A polite little angel." among other things. I have been on many occasions mistaken for a girl. I like having long hair, and the only reason I don't grow it long is because it's really hot in my area.

If you need anymore info, just ask

P.S I know that Yahoo answers isn't the best place to ask this, but I'd rather be somewhat anonymous. I've never told anyone about this yet, but had planed to tell my mother about 6 hours ago.