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I'm 15 year old girl. Growing up i wasn't very vocal about people i 'liked'. I kind of brushed it aside. I liked a few boys growing up, but all and all not many.

Then when i was about 10 i met a girl. My best friend's neighbor. I'd never felt that way toward a girl before and i was kind of in denial, then slowly starting to accept it.

I went to Europe for a few months and it all started to go away. I had many guy friends that i flirted with and it was normal and i had a few boyfriends that i thought were hot and really liked.

I'm back home now. i've become close with my friend here. We're normal friends, we hang out and, since it's summer, we go swimming. That's when it really started. I see her (and other girls) in bikinis and i try not to stare but she's just so perfect. Sometimes my mind wanders and i think about us together, kissing or something. She's 100 % straight and I know if she knew i liked her and had fantasies about her and stuff she wouldn't hang out with me anymore, so i can't tell her. I've also been mildly attracted to a few other girls.

The thing is that now i'm kind of like the idea of having a boyfriend and flirt and am attracted to guys more but i'm still kind of attracted to girls.

**The major thing is -and i don't know what this means- when i think about me and my friend (or other girls), or if i'm watching something on tv and girls kiss i get an orgasm.

When i think about me and guys that i think are hot i don't really feel anything.

what does this mean

**don't be mean. i'm just looking for direction. help. thanks.

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