Bryn

i have persisting back pain in my upper and sometimes lower back. My postures is kinda messed up and im pretty sure its from carrying around a load of homework and stuff in my backpack for the past two years. I also sleep on a matress with a deep sink in the middle which doesnt help.

What pills would be available to me if i tell my doctor this? It is not severe enough for pain relievers i heard of such as vicodin? Or is there some kind of therapy?

i felt like i needed to clean my room so i threw away some papers. that turned into tearing everything off my walls and clearing out half my stuff. in the middle of it all i started crying for no reason. Im kind of shaking, breathing heavily. My head is trying to tell me to feel sad but not, happy but not, and i cant go to sleep i cant stop moving. im so confused.

im not high im not drunk im not on anything. help.

I am a girl, 14 years old, and im confused about what i might have. Ive looked into it and i might have either depression or bipolar depression. I am only happy when i'm with friend. Period. There is not one current memory in my brain that tells me that i have smiled or laughed when with any part of my family, especially my parents. They constantly yell at me because i am withdrawn when with them and do not enjoy talking or going into conversation with any of them. What they say makes me cry sometimes. But in no way are the abusive or intentionally mean.

However, when i am with my friends i smile, i laugh, i'm basically happy all the time with them, no matter what. I love my friends, guys and girls, and if i could id spend all day every day with them. I talk avidly around them as well.

In addition to this i also cut and have been cutting for a while and smoke maybe one cigg every other day or so, it usually makes me feel better. Its kind of a coping thing.

I have no intention to get help i would just like to ask opinions of maybe a physiological thing thats messing me up. Help?

So it starts of me about to marry this other older man and we talk about how are wedding is going to be, and then befor the wedding i explode and say like, "I cant do this i dont love you i love my boyfriend! This is so wrong! I have to go i cannot marry you!" and i run away and find my current boyfriend and we have this big theatrical romantic kiss and im so happy, hold onto him, and then i woke up.

What does this mean? Is it like, i really love my boyfriend? Please give your opinions...

I've been smoking for about, eh, a month now. In a week i'll have as many from 0-5 cigarettes in total. So i've had not so many so far and can go without smoking, no problem. But i have braces and have an orthodontist appointment next week, and then two weeks after i'm getting my braces off. Since i've smoked so little for such a short amount of time will the dentist be able to tell?

I also have kinda bad teeth already, slightly yellow-ish, brush my teeth irregularly, etcetera.

I really like this anime genre

I already watched Black Butler and I LOVED it

any other good historical fiction anime's out there?

What is the best and current version of Photoshop? I'd need to use it for just like photo editing, drawing (with tablet), etc, nothing more than that really. Prices and links would be good, please and thankyou :) Oh and i have a Macbook so, yah, if that matters...

I am 14, 5"3', 110 lbs

Every other day i do 40 minutes on the elliptical machine and 10 minutes on stretching and core

I try to eat 500 to 600 calories a day

I drink 8-6 cups of a water a day

I'm a vegetarian so there is no meat whatsoever in my diet

I'm cutting out a lot of bread and sweets that i normally eat, but still eat plain chocolate chips now and then

I drink a lot of green tea as well

Opinions? Suggestions? Alterations?

For me i mean.

I dont eat breakfast (i wake up ast 6 and am out by 7, i dont have time and i'm not hungry)

Lunch is at 10 and i can't change that because i go to school (lately i've shrunken my stomach, so i dont eat a bagle a day anymore,i have a cookie which usually fills me up)

Snack at 2:05-3:00 (idk, either leftovers, whatevers in the house, vegetarian so i dont eat sandwhiches unless its Tuna Fish)

Dinner is watever someone makes and i dont gorge.

People say skipping breakfast makes you hungrier and eating a bad breakfast is better than no breakfast at all. But i skip breakfast and have small meals so am i really unhealthy?

Opinions?

If i drink tons of water, 3 cups of green tea a day, and only eat mainly vegetables and tofu (i'm a vegetarian anyway), will i lose weight? If i need something sweet i might also have a piece of dark chocolate because i hear its good for you. The meals are also in small portions and i am cutting out all carbs, big sweets, and breads.

I can deal with the hunger, that isnt the problem- but will doing this help me lose weight.

I also dont do sports regularly, but green tea boosts your metabolism which helps, i believe.

I have medium dark brown hair and i want to dye the ends/ streak in Color Fiend Electric Blue Hair Dye. They don't give must instruction besides "Apply To Comb" and "Comb Thoroughly Through Hair". Is there anything else i should know or is it really that simple?

Besides Completely washing and drying it before is there anything else i should do to prep my hair as well (and i dont have bleach, is that a problem?)

Please help!

Lately i have been feeling down almost all the time. I have a better social life and seem to only be happy when i'm interacting with my friends. When i'm alone or even talking to someone online my mood changes completely. I cry for no reason sometimes, or just start to tear up. My neck hurts a lot also. I've been cutting myself for a month or so. When i come home from school i just stay in my bed and dont leave it until i have to get ready to go to sleep. Most of the time i'm sad. I'm more tired that usual. Am i becoming depressed (keep in mind that i'm a teenager as well)

Today i just got this random, deep sinking feeling during school that i wanted to cut myself. I didnt, but i did start to scrape my mechanical pencil against my wrist. I also sometimes dig my fingernails into my wrist when i feel indescribably horrible. Usually the feeling goes away, but its been hours and i've felt like i should cut stronger than usual, and i'm trying not to by keeping myself busy. This is serious, what should i do?

I have a loss of appetite (Only feel like drinking water, juice, etc.)

Weird pain (not from straining anything) under my ribcage and all along the top of my stomach

Headaches almost everyday

Anything you can think of? A Cold? Flu? I've started going to school again, since this september, so maybe i caught somthing from some one...?? Help

I use two facial products, Cetaphyl, which is a face wash for normal to oily skin, and an Apricot Scrub. Which goes first, the scrub or the wash?

i know theres a way to select an area of the page you are on (webpage) and then take a picture and it will save to your documents or wherever. Bu i forget how to do it. Does anybody know how?

http://www.flickr.com/photos/skyzyx/249270409/

thats an example of one They are hilariouse! Does anybody know a site that has a bunch of these kinds of photos? If not, what are they called or what can i search in google images for them?

it goes:

One pill makes you larger and

one pill makes you small

I think its about LSD or some drug. Artist? Title?

it was really popular and goes:

1,2,3,4

What are we fighting for

Dont ask me i dont give a damn

next stop is vietnam

5,6,7 open up the pearly gates of heaven

Like that, anybody know that title or title and artist?

Theres this song that goes:

"i tried to do handstands for you, i tried to handstands for you, but everytime i fell on you, but everytime i fell-for you-o-o-o-o-o-o!

anyoe know it, or title or artist?