julius caesar

So i am pretty decent in school. i have AP classes and regular but for some reason i feel like dropping out. i dont ever want to do homework and ditching school is a breeze so i do it a lot. i hang out with a lot of older people like.. 21 -30 and i dunno i love the lifes they live. Friends i have at school are of course in advanced classes but they dont have that much of an impression on me.

i have considered just getting a G.E.D but i am not sure. my future terrifies me.. i just want to be able to support myself and i know school plays an important role in that but i just dont like going.. online school sounds a bit better, no lie. but my mom disagrees. (mormons) haha. well im 17 and a junior so if anyone has advice it would be greatly appreciated!

im so confused. this is a very serious topic too so please no dumb answers.

well a month ago i was laying in my bed and i had a dream of myself laying on the street on some freeway then a truck came and i woke up. i forgot about that. weeks later, i was wide awake and i cant really explain this part but i heard basically a semi truck coming at me. the weird part is i could hear it and feel it as if it had actually happened. so i left this alone for a while and it had been happening every night before i went to sleep. later at school, i was sitting in class just taking notes and i hear a lady screaming at the top of her lungs,but i can hear things happening around me still. i tried to google what has been going on in my head but it only came up with song lyrics?? so please if you have any idea what is going on do not hesitate to tell me. many people have said maybe someone is trying to contact me or that im possibly just crazy? but after it leaves it just feels like i have a huge burden on my back. and a tad bit of a headache. i cant describe it exactly. ive tried too many times.

i would ask my parents to take me to a therapist but you know mormon rents..

please get back to me as soon as possible!