magenta

So I dated this guy like a year ago but when we broke up we just became friends. A few months later I started hanging out with this girl and they started dating (she didn't know that I had dated him before) anyways they broke up but we all still hangout together. When they were dating I felt kind of jealous ( but didn't say anything cus ya know) and whenever he's around other girls I feel the same way. We flirt quite a lot and even tho I try to deny it.i don't know what to do 😖

So I think I may have anger issues. My mood changes really quick like I can go from being really happy to wanting to kill someone in under a second. I get fraises (normaly a couple of days) where I just do not want to be around people and even the thought of it makes my breathing go short. When I have to be around people at these times I feel short of breath and really really paranoid about stupid things like the way I look etc. I also get headachs and feel nauseatedand self hate ALOT which is compleatly not me . As u can imagen this makes school very hard. I've always been so confident but as soon as I started experienceing this I knew there was some thing wrong as it's not like me at all. I don't want to ask for help before I know what it is. And I don't want to tell anyone as it would make me feel like I'm attention seeking and just being perthetick (sorry can't spell) but it is very very very hard to hide it.