candy

we have been together for a few years

Owe my boyfriend money , but i feel unhappy for some reason?

i went for a trip with my bf this year , he paid for the all fee and i promised him bto pay him back , i paid for it in time last month, but i am busy this month so i couldnt deposit it on time this month, i just deposited it late for one day and then he feels sad and said i broke the promise . i feel weird right now

maybe my thinking is not right , because i thought he should treat me differently , i am his gf , he shouldnt treat me like a general friend who owes him money . anyway i dont know . i still feel unhappy and i feel that i am not that into him right now, it is not about money . it is abut how he treat me . i have never thought that he doesnt need me to pay him back.i just feel that he should be more understanding. i told him i had a reason for the being late , but he replied me " what else ? too busy . " i feel really down right now.

i went for a trip with my bf this year , he paid for the all fee and i promised him bto pay him back , i paid for it in time last month, but i am busy this month so i couldnt deposit it on time this month, i just deposited it late for one day and then he feels sad and said i broke the promise . i feel weird right now

is it possible that they can still see what i am doing on facebook if they blocked / deleted me on there list ? i feel depress because i may block or delete by someone on facebook . am i really a bad person ?

is it because he doesnt want to talk with me anymore? so he disappears like that ? i feel down because i still care about him . i just worry if he is ok. i have never thought that i am a person who will be hate by someone like this. the last time our conversation was good. i dont know what is going on ...... i feel depress too because he does this to me

it was a long distance relationship , i got the breasts cancer last year, i just finished taking the surgey. we were good. he supported me when i was taking the treatment and surgery at the hosptial on msn. he told me that he will fly to Japan because his relatives will go there in october and he wanted me to fly there with him too . so we planned to go there together and he will introduce me to them too. everything was ok , we kept talking on msn everyday until he disappeared last week. the last time i talked with him on msn was good , we talked something sweet. i dont know what happened, he just disappeared. i tried to contact him by sending him the offline messages , an email and a privacy messages on facebook too. but he has never replyed me. i didnt type too much stuff , i just typed " where are you ? are you ok ? are you busy at work ? i just want to know if you are ok , call me please " i know sometimes guys may want to be alone and think something himself. but i discovered that he may block or delete me on his facebook account , so that mean i couldnt see any posts he posts on facebook and his pictures. i am sure he havent deleted his fb account because i can see his fb account picture still on others fb list who we know. his account just disappeared from my facebook. i feel really sad that i discovered this. i told my parents that he just disappeared like this , my parents said just let him go , if it is what he wants and he is a jerk . my parents went to have sushi and karoke with me for cheer me up , they worry i may kill myself because of him. i know he is under alot of pressures from his parents( his mother dislikes me because he is the only child in the family and she treats him as her husband) and jobs. i know he may go away because i got the cancer but i hate him to disappear like this. i just wonder how he can do this to me as we were together for 8 years. i just want to have a notice. i will understand that. it hurts me alot. my parents order me to not contact with him before he does because they think if he loves me then he will find me. they told me that they dislike me to be with him because he lives in Canada and i live in hk . they said they want me to stay in hk but if i like to be with him then it is ok they wont stop me but they just want him to treat me well. i really dont know what i want to get now. i feel really down and yes i thought about killing myself but it is not right. i just feel that i am not a girl anymore because my body is not good now after the surgery. i dont know how to survive. my mother told me that it is ok that i live with them forever but i dont know why i feel that it is not what i want. i know they want to protect me but i dont want them to get alot of pressures because of my sick history. i dont want them to spend alot of money on me because of it , they should have a better life. they said i should not worry about future , there may have a guy who may love me , but i dont think that it will come true. i feel really lonely for some reason right now. i am confuse. i havent finished studying my degree , i wanted to go back to school again because my bf said he wants me to get a degree so i may able to work in canada and his parents will accept me . but now i dont know what i should do now. i know i can do this for my career, but i dont know if company will hire me in the future because i may be the cancer surviver................. i really dont know

1978 年 4月21日 22:30

我的生活好似忽然無左目標同方向,

我好想去外國做工同生活,

幾時可以找到真命天子,

我覺得自己嘅心情好唔穩定

我近年來一直到有進修, 不過因為一d事影響左,

因為同男朋友的感情唔穩定, 所以影響左進修的成績

唉..........

因為佢個人的心情時好時壞,

我放棄左一份管理級的工作去讀書

但係我係咪........唉

謝謝大師為我批命

sometimes i really dont know how to be myself

it seems like there is nothing stable around me

i dont have a stable relationship, job or degree

sometimes i really want to cry , but i dont know how to cry

maybe i think too much

i am confused about what my value is in this world

when i want to talk with someone or my friends , then they dont have time to talk with me

i just want someone to take care of me but nobody

i know i should take care myself

but sometimes i will feel so sad

i know life must go on

but how ?

i just feel that i have lost my life direction

i dont know where i should go and do everyday

i have tried to discover some funny things around me everyday

but there is nobody to share.

i know it is my life i should do something to better my life

it seems like i dont know how to face the problem myself

i dont everyone has own problem

but i really dont know

is it hard to still keep a relationship? if parnters' parents dislike other parnter?

i think i shouldnt have a relationship or friendship with my ex-bf

because his parents dislike me and they said to him that he should be careful of me.

sometimes i feel that it is weird to be friend with that guy as a friend

when we are friends we are not talking with each other as friends

and he is in canada and i am not , his parents said i may want to cheat him something or want to be with him again

sometimes i feel really unhappy to be friend with him

i feel that he just follow of what his parents order him to do :S

i said to him that maybe we shouldnt still talk even as a friend, because your parents may order you to stop talking with me

and then he said " then i would tell my parents that i am still talking with you " after then i just feel ..........sigh..........

i just feel that if one day we are being together in a relationship again or getting married with him in the future , i have to face a big problem ( his parents )

even we are just friends right now , his parents dislike me

how can i change what they think about me ????

today he said " loyality is a relationship factor you have that, other girls are not loyality but they have brains "

i asked him that you think i dont have brain?

he said " brains= a good education , degree and a good job "

he siad i dont have a degree so i dont have a brain .............:S

they are not rich , and i am not too

what is the problem to be friends?????

do they think their son is the best guy in this world ?

i dont know why after i talked with him about what his parents talked about me , i feel taht i am a bad girl :(

is it impossible to still keep a relationship when my boyfriend's parents dislike me ?

because they had heated discussion about me last night

i know that i like him and he does too , but if one day i got married with him then i may get on trouble when we are living with his parents

i will feel like that it is because my sister's husband's parents dont like her and they always want her to divorce with their son , even my sister always takes care of her husband's mother when his mother got lung cancer and treat her even better than his mother's daugether and elder brother. something i really dont understand why his mother dilsikes my sister. because she always goes to hospital with his mother and follow all the information about her lung cancer record and cook meal everyday for her

is that right ?

If real GDP doubles and The GDP deflator doubles, then nominal GDP will ?

a. stay the same

b. double.

c. triple

d. quadruple

why the answer is d ?

why the answer is not b ?

i broke up with my ex-bf for 6 months already

but i still want to cry when i think of him

even i am studying in the school and working a part time job

i am trying to make myself to be busy already

but it doesnt work

he still talks with me everyday

he told me he wanted to break up with me because he couldnt handle a long distance relationship anymore

he still wants to be with me as a friend and he thinks if he can fly to hk , he may want to be with me again

since he had been trying to use alot of ways to make me to hate him , because he wanted to break up with me

such as he said he had a new girlfriend , he liked a girl at work or pointed out all of my mistakes

but he told me all those things are excuses

i said we shouldnt still talk with each other

but he said he wanted to know if i am around

he said he still loves me , but the distance is a problem

it drives me crazy :'(

help me please

i dont know what i should do

he lives in canada

yes i accept to be with him

but sometimes i dont know why i feel that i shouldnt be with him

yes i forgave what he did those few months on me

but i dont know how to move that feeling away

i know i still love him

that was he wants to be back together again

but i dont know why i just feel taht he doesnt love me so much

it is just a feeling

i know i shouldnt feel taht way if i still wnat to be with him

but when he said he may find a job which may not see me often

then i feel sad again

i know he should have to work and he has to better his career

but the job which he may get will be work for 12 hours a day and he doesnt think he could commuicate with me on IM often

because that company cant allow and offer them to call outside when they are working

he said he knows i wont find someone else , but he said he may

he worrys that this job will affect of our relationhsip

but i really want him to get this job , even it will affect us

i gave him a chance to be with me again , but i dont know why i feel that i dont love him as same as before

yes, i know i still love him , but when i think that he had a new gf after i just broke up with him i feel a little bit sad

he asked me back to him because he said he loves me

we broke up since in Augest 2007, between Aug and Dec we still kept breaking for 6 times in 3 months

he said he loves me , but i really dont know why i couldnt feel it

sometimes i will miss him, but sometimes i dont

i think it is because of what he does those few months

he kept telling me the problem between us was me

because i dont have a degree and my English is poor

and he thinks about our future he feels sad becuase he doesnt want to have a housewife , he wants me to work outside if i live in canada , and i really understand what he is thinking about

we are in the real world , so we have to think about how to live in this world, actually i am still a student at university

i dont know if i should be with my ex-bf again

one day he said to me that he still loves me ,

but i told him i knew he had a new gf , so i didnt accept him

i dont think i cant be with a man who has two gfs at the same time, and then he said he understood what he should do

after then he just said to his current gf that he wanted to break up with her

after three days , he told me that his gf just broke up with him

i asked him why he wanted to be with me again

he said because he kept thinking of me when he was with his gf , he said he has never had an exciting feeling with her , but when he is being with me he feels really happy

i said to him i dont want to be with him , because i dont know when he will get crazy again and he may want to break up with me in a month as i dont have a degree and i am not a good planner

and then he said he regretted to break up with me , because he discovered taht i was the only one who loves him so much in the world and i am a loyal gf

i dont know if i should accept my ex-bf again , he said he still loves me

and he wants to be with me , because he thinks his new gf who is not right for him

yes i still love him

but he was the one who wanted to break up with me

i asked him why he wanted to back to me

and then he said i was a really loyal and good girl

although he couldnt see me in person often , he still wants to be with me ( i live in hk and he lives in canada )

because his new gf cant go out with him often and he cant see her in person even they are living in the same community in canada

but they are still together right now

i dont wnat to hurt that girl

it is not right

yes he wants to be with me again

but i really dont know what i should do

he said he feels really regretted to break up with me

i said i should find another guy in hk

but he said he doesnt want me to find a new bf

it is really weird

since he wanted me to leave him and find a new bf outside

but right now he doesnt

i think my ex-bf doesnt want to talk with me anymore

he said he still wanted to talk with me on msn

but he doesnt come online often

i sent him some emails and left some offline messages to him , but he didnt reply

he said he doesnt receive any of those

that was a long distance relationship

and i dont know why i feel that he is dating with another girl , so he doesnt want to talk with me often and when he is talking with me he doesnt reply me instantly or interested

thsi evening , when i told him , i felt really unhappy on msn

i said he didnt need to give me some solutions for my problem , i just needed him to listen to me about what i said

and then he didnt say or respond to me anything

i said i did want him to give me some responds when i was talking with him about my problems such as " hmmm hmm, ok , oic , i know, i understand , etc .

and then he said i was confusing him what his role in this conversation , and he was confused too

sometimes i want to kill myself

because my bf broke up with me

i know i should better myself

but i really dont know how to move on that sad feeling

yes he said he will still talk with me as a friend

but i really dont know when he will come online again

i havent seen him coming online for 2 days already

taht was a long distance relationship

he lives in canada and i live in hk

why do i feel that he doesnt want to talk with me anymore ? :'(

i dont know how to stop missing him

i know i shouldnt keep missing him

but how can i do it well ? :'(

i really want to cry

i feel really unhappy :'(

my bf broke up with me and i think i couldnt do well at school

i dont have a good part-time jobs i want to do

i wanted to talk with him about my problem as a friend

but i dont know where he is

i dont know who i can talk with my problem

he lives in canada

and i live in hk

i cant see him in person again :'(

but i just want to talk with him as a friend when i feel sad or unhappy

i just wanted him to support me as a friend

i dont know why i feel that i dont have any purpose to live here

:'(

i know i should be a strong girl

but how can i be that kind of girl ? :'(

why do i feel that i dont have any advantages after i broke up with him ?

i really lost myself

:'( somebody helps me please !!!:'(