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Things where going so well with my boyfriend we never argued and we got a long perfectly everything after years of knowing each other he proposed to me one night without a ring and of course I said yes after a couple days later out of excitement I told him how it had always been my dream to get married and maybe have kids for the first time he disagreed and told me he never wants kids so I told him its alright because I have no experience in childcare and I'm not too keen on the idea of it either. After that things where still going well for us we saved up for the wedding we stayed up late planning etc. Then one day he woke up and told me he wanted to break up with me out of the blue and without telling me why but said he still wanted us to be friends he seemed as heart broken as I was. I asked him if there was someone else and he said no. I told him it would be hard to see him move on with someone else in enough time but he said he will never get in another relationship again . I still have him on facebook and he's still single. The other night I messaged him and told him I felt it was all my fault to why we broke up but he insisted it had nothing to do with me and was really supportive in my down time but still never mentions the reason to why he wanted to break up a week before our wedding.

Me and my bf been together for 5 months now I told him I had a bad past with people in general and don't have much confidence but I'm doing well not to dwell on the past and I trust him completely. A few month after he told me his ex wants him to be his friend with benefits and constantly begging him to have sex even he him self is getting annoyed. The last few days has been total hell because his mobile goes off every minute with her begging but he keeps telling her no so today I meet up with his ex she knows he's with me I keep as calm as possible to tell her to back off resulting in her storming off. When I came home his phone was going off like crazy with her messaging he asked what I said to her and so I gave him exact detail he started laughing at the part where she said" he wants me more than you" and when I asked why he's laughing he said it was kinda cute I got overwhelmed and asked him to block all contact with his ex he has definitely blocked her but he's really angry with me for asking such a thing and said I don't trust him and almost cost us our relationship the reason why is because he was really close to this ex

What should I do? Should I hope he will forgive me or should I just end it ?

Hi I'm new to owning a crestie I have had other lizards in my life but fell unloved with the geckos I bought her as a birthday gift but before I bought her the pet store owner opened the cage and she jumped right out so I knew I was getting a lively one anyway I gave her up to two weeks to settle in but I noticed when it's time to give her food she sits and waits for me to open the cage before leaping at me so I have to be very careful on top of that she seems to watch me all the time in my room and just now I was looking at her and she tried to jump on me again but with the cage shut she's a very brave and smart lizard but is there any way I can prevent her escaping and why does she do this? The cage is a good size too BTW she only escaped in pet store and almost escaped with me once

A few occasions I had a dream of a white dog sitting in a room and it doesn't attack me but stares deep into my soul so I feel threated by it I go up and stick my hand down its throat for a reason expecting it to bite but it never does and a voice in the dream says "this is no dog or man but a demon that makes your eyes to see"

It's kinda creepy ever since those dreams I been terrified of dogs even my own

Any idea what it means ?

I'm 17 5'7 and I usually weigh 11 stone I been on a balanced diet / work out 8 hours a day (with breaks) doing all kinds of exercises that use up every muscle in my body plus I been taking cold showers. I been doing this for over 1year and don't get me wrong I have built up some muscle and flexibility on me. I'm developing a nice flat stomach too I'm over the moon with my body

However the main reason why I'm doing all this is so I could weigh lighter for my horse but instead of loosing weight I have gained it about 2/3 lbs and I don't understand how can I with all these work outs and dieting ?

Her racing name is "shall we dance" I'm very interested in what she looks like as I bought one of her foals

Has anyone got a link to a video or photo of what she looks like? Ty :)

Here are my symptoms

~ a lot white eye discharge

~ constantly sneezing

~dry coughing

~ mouth bleeds or red and sore (gums and tonsils)

My doctors are to far for me and I don't have the time to see one plz help I also have insomnia if that has anything to do with it

So instead of making a novel on what's wrong here's a list if u have any helping suggestion s plz do answer

- I started out not eating properly (half a small portion meal a day eg I will eat only half a pizza, salad or pasta etc)

- I don't sleep anymore (that's right I stay awake all day and night this is my 6th all nighter in a row all the other days I only got up to 4 hour sleep at most ) I am constantly tired but when I go to bed I get a sudden rush of energy

-when I do sleep I have constant morbid nightmares

- I'm starting to hallucinate things happening eg moving objects

- I'm becoming more paranoid

I do daily exercise and i tried a healthy diet but I passed out I was fine once I started eating fats and sugar food

I go to bed at 1- 3 am because if I go to bed earlier I try to sleep but I can't um wide awake and then I get bored it can take 5 hours for me to get to sleep the later I stay up the more likely I will drift off quicker I wake up 6:10 am every morning so I don't get much sleep

I don't eat or drink an hour before bed

Ok so when I was little my dad hit me for being cheecky or threat to hit me when he got pissed off

My dad make me very uncomfortable (like some days I find his actions inappropriate if u get what I mean eg when he came in drunk he touched my boobs- coz we where fun fighting n I yelled at him for it but he kept denying it)

Now he hits me if we have an argument he also hits my pets if they do something wrong they all **** scared of him but idc much coz I handle pain pretty good

What can I do coz I can't talk to him? Is this even legal? I don't want my dad arrested or anything because he's the only one bringing in the money

Ok so my dad had a dream that he was trying to ring me but someone else answered he said it was in a croaky voice repeatedly saying "hello -insert dad's name-" and my dad would ask it loads of questions and it will only answer back as "-insert my name here- is gone " or " -insert my name here- isn't here anymore"

But the mist unsettling part is I had the EXACT same dream the same night

My dad is weak hearted n cant watch horrors

It was about these weird eyeless plant things with mouths and they where angry I think they had a long haired dog on there and I think the program got shut down I only saw far away then zoomed in at their angry face then zoomed out then I woke up on a boat (still dreaming obviously) the boat was realistic

Is the cartoon of the angry scary plant things a real tv program? They where not all plant things I'm sure I saw a human and a craggy long haired dog but they where looking depressed

What did this dream symbolize?

He's about 16.1 hh and still growing he has a cob halter but the bridle is full sized and fits him nicely as I said he still has a lot of growing to do and his head shape is still changing so I don't wanna buy a bit that might not fit him later on

Ok I naught him forest off the tracks so he didn't do much training (he was 4 when I bought him) he's my first horse - he's as good as they get we had an instant bond and we work well together- however he has NEVER done dressage or jumping but I have thought him a few things like bending n going over poles .... Where I'm at the arena isn't very big either and it's on a slope

He will make a good dressage horse by the way he bends his body around my leg and how he lifts his leg up (I taught him to give his foot n bow)

I would love it if u posted me a beginners thing to teach us BOTH dressage n jumping thanks ...

My first horse nearly a year now he is a good boy but he didn't go very well in the arena (it was a small field that was converted to an arena) and it's near where his field is) then he had to be in box rest due to a serious injury a few weeks I been able to ride but the thing is he's riding without any faults (even done some dressage stuff with him) he nvr use to do ANY of this I couldn't even get him to trot all the way round. ....

The only thing that's been changed is his feed but I doubt that has anything to do with it ... Any idea why he's suddenly doing so well in the arena?

Last year I got a saddle n paid for a saddle fitter to come out he robbed me with my money as it wasn't until a few month after I realized he DIDNT fitted the saddle correctly he basically plonked it on my horses back n said "there u go"

However from them my horse loss and gained weight but his muscles and top line has changed I can't afford another saddle fitter

Can u please help me?

I joined second life 2 days later I my soul was taken and I'm 95% human however the man who took my soul has left the clan however he still has my soul and still has me as a friend ... The point is I have joined a new clan but he still has my soul but I want to become fully vamp will I need my soul back to become fully vamp or can another do this? If so will he know that someone hasfully tuned me?

When I was born I died (I got revived obviously) my birth mom had mental health and I was put up for adoption I was anorexic and given wrong medication as a child such caused a lot of problems

I have a weak immune system and affected my education so I amunable to get a job my dad has anger issues n my adaptive parents nvr bother with me the rest of the family hardly know I exist

I got told by loads if people I'm fat n ugly I should kill myself

I also have breathing difficulties (as mentioned, since birth) I have had a bad head injury too n I'm starting to believe I have mental health like my birth mom and I have suspicion I might have brain damage or something

I'm only 16 btw and I feel like I should be dead / I want to be dead but I own a horse n he's the ONLY reason why I'm still alive today

Plz no Nast comments ... What should I do?

Any one know where I can buy them from in the UK and how many expansions are on Xbox

Thanks