Amandeep

i am a student of 3rd year, mech. engg. We have to submit a working project in mechanics, preferably in auto-mobile (engine, chargers, compressors, exhaust etc). Please suggest accordingly and help me with some links

i am goin through depression from the times - unknown. many months and years have passed and despite of tryin many way outs - watchin secret, readin power, goin through all motivational stories and videos, getin a psychiatrist, feedin myself wid lovely and desired gifts, bigger & smaller, makin a lot of frnz, bein alone nd spendin time on myself, writin my emotiondls down on papers, sharin it wid bestest buddies, goin out for adventure & travelin (to d extents i could afford being a student), and many more which i dont remember at moment.

being in d last years of teenage (18) and the only son of my parents, i have to look forward to a better future, coz i dont want my future to be pathetic, i want it luxurious, & so i cant quit the engineering college where i am more or less prisoned (coz i am jst struk). i loved this and i had chosen to be here myself and i have made my parents to pay a heavy amount of donation for me, and being from a middle class family, if i back out at dis time, i would be an IDIOT. i have completed my first year and have failed in half of the subjects. i cant study, or should say, cant do anything. my past has been very good (as i feel alwYs) compared to present), so i remain struk their and dont want to move on. i seem a useless creep to myself coz i cant even exercise or meditate regularly. i am a careless creature wid only care of my closest onez ( frnz and family) and nothin else. only smtimz do i care for future when it seems to me that its my life and only i can, make it better, but this feeling doesnt last any longer dan 2 hrs (max). i jst hate myself for dis all and i cant stop blamin myself for evry bad thing hapenin to me, so i jst want to punish myself evrytime i get a chance....

i feel unloved and want to die evry second. the problem is that i cant get in touch wid my past frnz due to some rezns (not ego or fight), and new frnz are not so good. i love to rap, rite my own songs., bt d industry is unpromising.. wat shud i do,, is dere nothin as promisin as academics, nd if m nt good at academics, do i loose d rigjt to luxury, happiness, life ??

i hav jst instapped the game and have not done any mission.

is it possible to.dial any no. at dis time, and how ??

coz they may have initial high cost but they are free from rusting (main cause of silencers problems) and will be light weight...

any other suggestion of any metal or alloy that can be used in making automobile silencers ?

whether its bout staring on d words written in d books, workin hard on makin myslf strong (muscular), goin out wid frnz to njoy, or thinkin bout any thng dat can make me happier, i jst neglect all those topics wen i feel dat my goals and desires are unachievable. so i jsy lie down or dit alone thinkin of how can i end up dis life. den i live only fr my parents who have me as deir only child and do evrythn for me. oder times are jst as normal wen i dont thnk bout my future.

wats dis all and how can i get out of it ??

practical sggstns most welcome....!!

i am an 18 yr old struck in engg. college. though i like some subjects but i am confused. bcoz i like music and want to be a rapper but there are no hopes as neither my college offers any such kind of creative boost nor do i have any personal resources for dis stuff. being struck in engg. means i am busy most of d time (as its in india) and so i dont get anytime for dis all....

one thing is dat i dont write (raps) often but whenever i write (once in sm 6 months or only when i feel like it) my frnz say and even i feel dat dey are v.good (awesom is also a word) but i cant also rely on dem coz of unwelcoming nature of this industry. my backlogs reveal my laziness and carelessness towards study which i find incurable......

and more often i write (raps) negetive or depressing lyrics so its also not like i am the one who is enjoyed listening to in the class or any social movement......

practical suggestions most welcome....

I jst hate myself most of the times. I stay sad and then dont want to do anything to make myself appier, jst want to hurt myself. I run away from hard work and so my future seems hopeless. For the same reason my present is also not good and coz of dat, to myself i seem a useless creep......

some say dat i am a perfectionist and so dis all and some say i lck will power and determination.

i am confused about this all, myself and also about every one aroud. I have transformed from a talkative, moody and enjoying person to a very silent and lost person.....

my present status- i am 18 and studying engg. (which i thought i loved) but i am not happy and cant force myself to work hard on subjects...... though i love music and am very passionate about it but coz of luck factor and no safe future in that world, i cant also take a risk...........

can anyone help me outta this..............??

(practical suggestions most welcome)

i hav got some pimple scars on my face, any home made treatement ??

i like games and stuff especially wen it comes in a seven inch portable touch screen package bt d other side impresses me of higher end games. I m confused b/w the latest google nexus 7( offering nfs shift and gta 3 like stuff) and sony vaio ( offferin evry kind of nfs and gta );; + some sftwares like autocad wrk only in cmputrz bt den again d sleek and sexy 7 inch design attracts me. .........

suggestions welcome >>>

i have rooted my galaxy y and installed the chainfire 3d and also follod the whole procedure described. but hd games like gt racing, gta 3, nfs shift nd gangstar still does not open.

can anyone help me...??

guyzz i hav a habit of eating myself up. what in the world should i do to get out of this? I have done almost everything possible that could come in a good human's mind. I have watched most of the inspirational videos, read almost all the good thoughts over the internet, tried making many friends, tried being all alone, seen the secret as well, also have been to a psychiatrist, and not to forget i do listen songs and play games too. I have almost everything that a common human can't live without and even more. I still can't enjoy the life and am not able to love myself.............

Still if u think anything is left or any way you can help me out>>

And plz bring to your kind consideration that i am a normal human being, not an official psycho.