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Okay, so my friends are about my age. I was a 17 year old girl that at the time and my friends were like 15 or 16. Anyway, I was making food for them. I left my dad's laptop that I was using on and my friends started to mess with it. There was a girl friend and a guy friend. The guy is sorta stupid and no longer my friend, but anyway they both went on omegle. The guy friend kept going on webcam and I got there and I told them to get off. The guy wouldn't listen and I'm like wtf. Eventually they just joked around and I was just there. Anyway, after my girl friend left. The rude guy stayed on omegle,. I felt reluctant to go on there, but I played along. My friend started sexually leading on guys by saying a few dirty lines and then saying something REALLY STUPID and funny weird stuff in the end to troll the guys. And then we'd disconnect. I felt reluctant to do it because I was in a relationship with my boyfriend at the time, but I just played along. I was laughing a lot and so was my friend, and we even sent those convos to our other friends. And they laughed as well. The jokes would have like fake names, sometimes the wrong gender, and etc. It'd be like saying what we'd do, but then int he end we are like "HAHA! I'm a guy with a massive ****! And this proved your gay! Sucks!" say we're guys and then disconnect. Or like sticking a rod up the guys butt and then the stranger says "lol what?" and we disconnect. Or lie and say "Period gets on by accident. Sorry accidents. ~.~" and disconnect or fake to be 24 m texas. And then disconnect. I didn't feel guilty about it before because it was all jokes, neither me, nor my friends or anyone were horny. We were all just laughing. But now I feel guilty about it because I was with my boyfriend and he's been 100% loyal to me. He made his mistakes by taking me for granted, but I'd never intentionally cheat on him. I'd never go that far as being sexual with someone on purpose. And he says if I cheat on him, then it's over. But idk what this is considered, I'm scared he might not trust me and say its cheating. Now I'm almost 19 and I feel really guilty because I love him and don't wanna lose him. I hate that the guy did that and he wouldn't listen and get off my dad's laptop and I had no choice. What should I do? My boyfriend is sorta the jealous type as well. I got the trollings still from when I sent my friends. Should I show him them? So he might laugh too? It was also all on just chat. Or should I wait and one day do the same thing with him and be like "You know I did this before as well?" And show him? The guilt is killing me. In my head, it's a joke but to him, idk how he'll see it. Idk. What do you guy consider this?HELP ME! What should I do?

Okay, so my friends are about my age. I was a 17 year old girl that at the time and my friends were like 15 or 16. Anyway, I was making food for them. I left my dad's laptop that I was using on and my friends started to mess with it. There was a girl friend and a guy friend. The guy is sorta stupid and no longer my friend, but anyway they both went on omegle. The guy friend kept going on webcam and I got there and I told them to get off. The guy wouldn't listen and I'm like wtf. Eventually they just joked around and I was just there. Anyway, after my girl friend left. The rude guy stayed on omegle,. I felt reluctant to go on there, but I played along. My friend started sexually leading on guys by saying a few dirty lines and then saying something REALLY STUPID and funny weird stuff in the end to troll the guys. And then we'd disconnect. I felt reluctant to do it because I was in a relationship with my boyfriend at the time, but I just played along. I was laughing a lot and so was my friend, and we even sent those convos to our other friends. And they laughed as well. The jokes would have like fake names, sometimes the wrong gender, and etc. It'd be like saying what we'd do, but then int he end we are like "HAHA! I'm a guy with a massive ****! And this proved your gay! Sucks!" say we're guys and then disconnect. Or like sticking a rod up the guys butt and then the stranger says "lol what?" and we disconnect. Or lie and say "Period gets on by accident. Sorry accidents. ~.~" and disconnect or fake to be 24 m texas. And then disconnect. I didn't feel guilty about it before because it was all jokes, neither me, nor my friends or anyone were horny. We were all just laughing. But now I feel guilty about it because I was with my boyfriend and he's been 100% loyal to me. He made his mistakes by taking me for granted, but I'd never intentionally cheat on him. I'd never go that far as being sexual with someone on purpose. And he says if I cheat on him, then it's over. But idk what this is considered, I'm scared he might not trust me and say its cheating. Now I'm almost 19 and I feel really guilty because I love him and don't wanna lose him. I hate that the guy did that and he wouldn't listen and get off my dad's laptop and I had no choice. What do you guy consider this? :(