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(I'm a female, and who I'm dating is biologically a guy)

So when I was about 6 months old I had to have a surgery on my lower stomach so I have this line on my stomach. Is there a way to not have it anymore? I want to get a bit more toned for the summer but It never works because of that surgery line thing

So my friend (Jane) is in a fight with another one of my friends (allice) because Jane wrote in her diary that allice is a ***** And allice read it. Jane knew she read it so she said "I'm so sorry I called you that in my diary I was angry at you im so sorry" and allice was like "it's okay! Don't worry bout it!" Then the day after she got all pissy at Jane and jane tried to talk to allice to see what was going on and she was like "SAVE IT". I told Jane to appogize, Jane tried to but allice just ignored her. Allice also told everyone what was in Jane's dairy. At first I was on Janes side because she is more close to me. But I was texting Allice and she said that Jane was fake and mean bececajse Jane DIDNT like her but she was acting like she did. She also likes Janes boyfriend and she said that Jane always gets what she wants, which is kind of true. I think she's jelous but I do understand Allice's point. I talked to Jane about it and she keeps saying "I don't care if she doesn't like me" and I'm really concerned about that because now everyone is starting to hate both of them. Like my "group" of friends and most of the guys are on Jane's side and the rest of the people are on Allice's side. I feel like it is unimportant to Jane that people don't like her which is not good since we are in a very little school. I hate that there's is drama in my school. How can Jane get Allice to listen to her apology?

So I was really angry because the wifi wasn't working and I thought that my brother and my dad were using the Internet a ton and that was why it wasn't working. So I was so angry that I started punching my pillow and I said I wanted them to fall in a ditch. I guess I was taken over by the devil because I would never say something like that if I was being myself. I cried for about 2 hours after I said that. I went downstairs and hugged my brother and my dad really tightly. Then I cried a little bit more because I hated what I had said to myself. Like I never said it to their face but I thought it. And I hate myself for that. I know I would not be able to survive without them. Am I a psychopath for ever thinking this?

So there's this guy that DO NOT like and we are sort of friends because we talk sometimes. So I was texting him and out of nowhere he said "im no expert, but i love you and want to go out with you. Im just asking questions! " and I say "um what?" And he sends me a meme that says the same thing he just said and it said like "how to get away with saying something crazy" and then he said "it's a joke" and I'm like "yeah I realiezdd haha" and then he's like "did I creep you out?" and I'm like "yeah in my head I was like Child what the fu**?!" Then he said lol. Then he was like "Like i ask you out "hey i like you. Lets hang out" and youll just be like "child, what ****?Sounds good. Gee thats not mean at all..." and I just put random emojis cause I don't know what to say. Then I just said I was tired. He has a huge crush on my friend Alise by the way. Then I wrote "you know I'm a psychopath" in a joking way. Plus he knows I don't like him.

Idk if This is anorexia. Like I love to eat but when I eat a big meal and I'm gonna eat like a dessert I chose not to eat it to stay in shape. Is this not normal?

so I was at a sleepover and I told my friends I thought I was anorexic in like January 2014 and I told them I was depressed and I'm really scared cause I feel that since I talked about it my depression is gonna come back cause I swoare to myself to never tell anyone that I was depressed in like January 2014

So my friend Sarai has started to act like one of those annoying girls who judge everyone. She calls everyone a *****. And she's the one that's starting to become an actual *****. She wasn't like this but now she's being really mean. How do I tell her to stop this act? I think it maybe came from finding out that her crush thinks she's creepy and he is in love with one of our friends. She's also started talking back to teachers and stuff like that. She thinks it's cool to be bad. How do I tell her to stop? I really want the best for her she's one of my best friends.

so I have this group of friends, Sarah, Ann, Kaylyn, Tara, Alex and Eliza. So Eliza once asked us if she could sit with us so me being the nice person I am, said yes. Then the day after she sat with us again in lunch and I Didnt pay much attention to it. Then she just kept sitting with us AGAIN AND AGAIN AND AGAIN. So she automatically assumed that she was part of our little group, when no one in my group really likes her. my best friend, kaylyn hates her. She warned me about her. She was right. A few days ago, Eliza was started criticizing Alex because she had decided to date some guy who almost got a girl pregnant (but she had already broken up with him). Like no, it's none of her ******* business. When we left lunch Ann and kaylyn called her a judgemental ***** (not to her face tho) because that's what she is. She also can't keep secrets. I told her my dad didn't like her and I SPECIFICALLY TOLD HER TO NOT TELL ANYONE. And then when I was in the car with her mom cause she kinda forces me to go to her house, SHE TOLD HER MOM IN MY FACE. She left her old group because of drama, but SHE is a walking drama starter. And she's also super obnoxious and she lives like a pig (her house is filled with trash) So how do we get rid of her? She is definitely not someone I want to hang with during my high school years. She's gonna leave the school next year but I can't stand her. How do I get her to stop sitting with us without directly telling her to stop sitting with us?

So I have 2 friends. They are cool but they are really loud and obnoxious. Like how one of them is throwing a party and inviting Like 10 girls and she's not inviting all the other girls and I don't want them to feel left out, she was talking to a girl inviting her and she was being so loud about it so I'm pretty sure everyone knows about the party already. My other friend is being really aggressive and annoying, she was like pushing people and being SO FREAKING LOUD, she was also calling me and my best friend bitches but in a funny joking way. So I told her to stop calling us names like that and she stopped. But still how can i tell them to stop being so obnoxious and loud without hurting their feelings?

So I'm 14 and Im in a VERY small school and there's no guys that I'm attracted to. So I want to know where I can go to make friends or meet guys since there's not so many options in my school. Don't say online dating cause I don't want to online date someone. I was thinking maybe things like a park or something. or if you are around my age where would you hang out?

So since Ive moved to a new school I haven't liked any boy like romantically. It only has 130 people and its from kindergarten to 12th grade so there's around 10 kids in each class. I'm a scorpio and I am attracted to people who are deep and kinda like the weird people that are a little lonely, idk I like to find things out about people who others don't know much about. Okay so I used to have a crush on a guy in my old school but I haven't seen him in a year. I haven't had a crush in about a year. I think that was the cause of my depression in May. I've even been started to be attracted to guys like twice my age because my heart feels kind of empty. I know that sounds like I depend on having a crush it's just that I feel like I'm so greedy cause Im not happy with what there is for me. Just ughhhhh how do I like someone

I'm 13 almost 14 and I am 4'11. I have a baby face which doesn't help either. I HATE BEING SHORT. I feel like **** because everybody around me is taller than me, my step dad is 6'3, my step brother is 6'2, my step sister is 5'10 and my mom is 5'2, (which is super short but still taller than me) and my 12 year old best friend is 5'3 and my other best friend is 13 years old and she's 5'5. And only little 11 year olds are attracted to me. When I see like a 14 year old guy that I find attractive, I go talk to them and they'll be like "do you need help finding your mom or something?" It gets me so pissed off, I get judged by my looks, it's not fair. A 6th grader asked me to his school dance because he thought I was 11. The only guy in my grade that has asked me out, used to go to my old school and the last time I saw him was in first grade and we stayed in contact until 7th grade and he asked me out through Skype so he didn't know my height. No guys look at me except for like 10-11 year olds looking for their "first girlfriend" or some ****. I also have the squeakiest voice ever and I hate to hear my self everytime I talk. I know that makes people think I'm younger. I hate it. My mom is 5'2 but my biological dad is 5'11, so I guess I'll grow more but I really want to grow a bit taller right now. I want to be atleast 5'1, is there any way to grow taller? DONT TELL ME TO WAIT FOR MY GROWTH SPURT CAUSE THAT PROBABLY WONT HAPPEN TILL IM LIKE 25

So theres this guy and he's kind of like a nerd. Not the most handsome guy out there but one of the nicest guys I've ever met. So, for like 3 years he liked my friend Nia. But She REALLY doesn't like him so she's started being really mean to him. He always follows her with her friends. One time I was hangIng out with Nia and the guy was with us, then Nia ditched him but I stayed with him since I didn't want to leave him all alone. Then the day after, the teacher for a class was absent (the guy and I have 6 classes together. I KNOW ITS A LOT) and there was nobody to take care of us so we just walked around school with some of my best friends. We went into an empty classroom and he took his computer out and started playing some trash music so I showed him my chemical romance and he listened to the band for FOUR HOURS. Then he was teasing me but he said something kind of mean and I looked all offended and then he hugged me. Like out of nowhere. Then in science he talked to me a lot and he sat by me when we started watching a movie in school. I think he might still like Nia but maybe he doesn't. I don't really know if I like him. I liked him in the start of the year but I don't know anymore.

Today I told my mom that I was gonna enter a giveaway and at first she didn't ht what it was, then I explained it to her and she's like "NO someone's gonna photoshop a naked picture of you" and I'm like "ugh okay". Like what the actual **** mom?! When you enter a ******* giveaway you don't send pictures of yourself. Plus this giveaway was made by my favorite youtuber, who I met in person and everything. She annoys me so ******* much because she thinks she knows everything about this Northern culture but she knows NOTHING. she was raised in Venezuela in the freaking 1970's (and MANY things have changed in the world since then) , where the crime extremely high and she never did anything that could maybe have the slightest chance of something happening. Venezuelan and US culture are very different. I have a more North American mentality while she has more of that Latina kind of thing going on. Mom just please let me live! I feel like my mom is an idiot sometimes, she never knows anything, it's so ******* annoying. I think I might be starting to hate her? Help?

So my mom found out that two of my best friends (Kiley and Jenna) dated. BUT Kiley told her mom a lie and said that Jenna asked HER out, when the truth is that SHE asked Jenna out. So now my mom doesn't like Jenna. She really is a good friend but my mom thinks she is crazy now. It really bothers me that Kiley was such an *** and lied to her mother, who told MY mom that Jenna asked Kiley out. It makes me really mad since I don't think I will be able to hang out with Jenna anymore and she TRULY is a nice, calm and collected girl. So how do I convince my mom that she is a nice girl?

So today my friend Broke up with her girl friend ( she's bisexual and her ex is pansexual). They were not serious at all but they started dating like 3 days ago. I can tell that my friend, let's call her Kelley, really liked her ex, lest call her Dani. So dani really seemed into Kelley but I think she broke up with Kelley because she didn't want to came out to her parents as a pansexual. And that really makes me mad because I think she broke up with her just because she was acting like a coward. It's not fair because I can tell that Kelley is upset, I can even tell so through texts! She started being mean to me but is it because of their break up? I DONT KNOW WHY THEY BROKE UP AND WHO BROKE UP WITH WHO BUT WHAT I WROTE IS MY THEORY

Okay so this is the second time that my sister makes me ask this but okay. So she weights 88 pounds and she's 4'11 almost 5'0 tall. She thinks she's too fat and too short to be 13, cause her best friend is 11 and she's 5'3 and She weights 120 pounds.

So I just went to the bathroom and I found one small drop of redish brown thing on my underwear. It's extremely small to be a period stain but who knows maybe I have a very light flow? I don't really know if it really is my period. It's really tiny like half a centimeter so idk

I'm 13 and I haven't had my first kiss. BEFORE you say "you're too young" I believe that 13 is a good time to have your first kiss. All of my friends have had their first kiss already. The problem is that I don't like anybody in my school cause they are all annoying and obnoxious and the only cute guy is a player cause he dated 2 of my best friends and dumped them both through text because he wanted to be with another girl. I feel like nobody will ever like me because I never wear make up so I look like a zombie, I never do my hair and I feel like im such a pain for everyone. Im trying to change but it's hard. My options are very limited cause my school only has about 120 people. And I can't really go out with anyone under 11 or over 16. So what should I do for guys to like me?