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So I'm recovering from an eating disorder and have been for about 6 months now. What I can't figure out is why I am so tired and shaky now. In fact I feel worse now than when I wasn't eating right... some other symptoms are dizziness, breathlessness and fatigue. I just can't seem to feel well. What could be causing this? Please help. It only seems to be getting worse. I do have a history of iron deficiency anemia but I don't think it's a problem right now... idk.

So basically, I hate having sex to begin with because I just don't really do anything. :-( At one point it didn't really matter because my ex was selfish in bed anyways. but now I am with the most incredible guy ever and he's amazing... and so I feel bad for my performance. I think the worst part is I don't really know what I should be doing when I'm NOT on top. So I just... don't really do anything. It's horribly embarrassing. but could someone please help me out here on what I can do. I have zero confidence as well, and that doesn't help. The only time I even put out is when I am drunk. :-(

ok, so hear me out first.... when i was in high school, i spent my years heavily drinking and doing drugs... about 7 months ago, i gave up drugs as well as alcohol. (i am 17 now. (female)) i somehow managed to do 2 grades in one year amungst all my drugs and drinking, that is why i am so young... anyways, it seems as though while i was always under the influence, that i had a HUGE sex drive.... but ever since i gave up drugs and alcohol, i have NO sex drive... what i am wondering is will i EVER get it back? is there some way to get it back? (aside from going back to doing drugs, which i refuse to do) and also, does this usually happen when people give up drugs and alcohol? i am sorry i have written so much. i am just so confused... thank you in advanced for any answers.

PS, please no answers about my age. i am in a very stable long term relationship. thank you.

if i sign a lease agreement under my name for an apartment, is anyone able to move in with me? i planned on renting an apartment while i go to college, and my boyfriend was going to move in with me. is this even possible? or do i have to have some sort of permission?

why doesnt your OFFICIAL high school transcripts come in the mail too? :-( it makes the college process, one step harder when you have to go searching for your transcripts.

basically i get drunk almost instantly, i can keep drinking and drinking, to the point of passing out, but i never puke or get a hangover. why is this? lol im obviously not complaining, just curious.

so i got a text from the number 999 999 9999... it was reguarding something that i was involved in, that i honestly dont know how ANYONE would know about.... its creeping me out... why is an invalid number sending me this?!

so dont want my guy friend to see my burns. they are on my legs... im going to be seeing him tomorrow. i dont want him knowing about this, because he thinks i stopped burning.... what can i use as an exuse... i cant tell him what really happened... i need help thinking up a BS story. please help. :-( and i dont need answers telling me that i need to see a counsellor and blah blah blah.. i have seen them and they are pointless. i know my habbit is bad. i dont need answers repeating that... please just help me with only my question... thank you.

ok so i got a call today reguarding my windows computer. it was some guy thay can barely speak english.... and he told me that i needed to log onto my windows computer immediately because he claimed that i had malicious stuff on it.... i have great virus protection, so, slightly weirded out, i hung up..... was this a legit problem with my computer or was this guy trying to scam me?

alright... so i used to cry all the time... then one day i decided i didnt want to cry anymore... so i held it in. i have held it in so long, that now i actually CAN NOT cry anymore... nothing affects me anymore... why is this?...

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i want to get a guy spray for one of my friends... i was thinking lacoste white smells really good, but the bottle looks cheap.... anyone kno of an expensive, modern, great smelling calogne?

nothing that smells too strong of patchouli please.

thank you :-)

stupid question i guess... what ever though. :-)

im a vegetarian.. and as bad as this sounds, i dont like a lot of vegetables.. BUT i love fruit. and do not say i should be eating meat. i HATE meant and dont eat it do to moral reasons. anyway, what kind of nutritional value is in cucumbers? what about carrots and spinach too?

thank you.

ok ill try and make this short and straight forward. pretty much i am applying to an aveda institute for their hairstyling program, in which you learn about hair, and some nailcare and makeup.

the requirements are that i need a letter of reccomendation, an essay why i want to be at aveda, and i need to fill out an application package.

my question is... i have a portfolio full of hair styling, nail art and makeup art that i have done on friends and such. would it be a good idea to send a copy of my portfolio with my application package? would this be a good thing, and make my application package stand out, since it is not part of the requirements?

thank you!!

ok. so... im having a really hard time figuring out if i am warm, cool or neurtral toned... i seem to have charcteristics of both warm and cool. my palms have pink and yellow undertones, my veins are blue, both gold and silver look the same on me, my hair is naturally ashy brown, but i can pull off all colors, including bright reds or purples... all colors exept yellowy blondes and black. and my eyes are a hazely mix of brown and green.. does my skin tone sound neutral? please help. :-)

ok. so i am working on creating a natural skin care product. since it is natural i dont want any parabens in it. that limits me majorly when it comes to preservatives... i ended up picking citric acid and vitamin E as my perservatives. (vitamin E prevents oxidization, and citric acid does that and prevents bacteria growth.) does anyone know how long these will extend the shelf life of my product? i want to extend the shelf life as greatly as possible without synthetic ingredients.

he told me never to talk to him ever again... yet he kept me on his friends list on facebook..

and its just getting worse and worse. :'( the doctor has me on meds, but more and more white stuff is building up on my tonsils, and im up all night cause of the pain. what do i do?! please help.

ive bin on antibiotics for strep throat for 2 days now, but it feels like my throats getting sorer.. is it supposed to get worse before it gets better? also, since ive been on meds for 2 days, am i still contagious?