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I'm kinda upset. I confide with a member of Clergy for Prayer and counsel. He's not like the official Church guy, still he is the only Chaplain I know. We didn't have them in the war zone either...Anyway, I found out that the lawyer they got been reading all my personal stuff I been Praying about and telling everybody, too. I could get in trouble if my unit finds out about my talking about over there. But they said it was fine for me to Pray in private. Why is some lawyer allowed to do this? I don't like everyone reading about my other personal stuff, either. He told my Chaplain this is legal.

I am a combat vet. When I got home, all the folks tried to make a pass at me, call me gay... I am Christian and fought in the war these guys don't know the truth about. Even Church people. We hear husbands cry about them there and help them try to Pray. We see their 'wives' and they got hickeys on their neck having the nerve to point out who they were f*&^ing when I was in the same unit. If we say something we had to be f*&^ing or something to give a damn. The civilian men make passes at us thinking we are 'expert penile sharpeners'. We end up being called dykes or whores.

Can anyone tell me why we women vets are treated like this? I Pray, crochet, make pound cakes from scratch raised my kid and got blowed up, too. Lots of other crap some of THEIR MEN did I had to fight off, too.

I welcome any serious response. There's a new batch I wanna help deal with what I still go through.

Been there, done that type of thing. Couldn't say s*&^ then. Can speak kinda now when asked. Why do I spaz still?

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Know something for years. Told not to speak of or else. Now as info about issue is being made public, I am being asked about it and have been confirming or denying said info specific to what I'm asked. Can I get in trouble for clarifying info folks know already?

Got an issue that needs resolution. Been through a lot of stuff in the past. Mostly combat from the Gulf. Dead GI's, yadayada. Now it's like I'm ms Cleo. Know wazzup before it happens, know what stuff is gonna happen and so on. Very unnerving. Yup VA gives me stupid pills, BUT I STILL WIND UP TELLING THE TRUTH ANYWAY. Don't know what to do. Gotta be a reason for this. Don't wanna ignore it if it IS some kinda gift. Still i don't understand it and refuse to try without verification that I even qualify to apply for a permit, much less a license to run with scissors. My rulebook is RTE 66 from cover to cover. If it's not in the Bible, I AM NOT A HAPPY CAMPER. Too accurate to keep doubting wazzup. Gotta figure this VERY UNIQUE situation out. Any ideas? Don't be sarcastic in your answer, Please. I told my doc at VA the lottery # for giggles. I WAS RIGHT. Now he's scared, too.

how can Pathmark sell vegetarian eggs? what laid it and how? only animals can lay eggs. how can a egg be vegetarian? birds do, but how without a mate?. Can't be a veggie if once it hatches it is meat. what kinda new math is this? the only things i know that can hatch as eggs and i can make a quiche out of is from a mammal.

husband is a disrespectful idiot. jealous of everything. i'm on the computer with Verizon trying to fix the thing. he accused me of having phone sex cause i'm scrubbing a virus out that had porn. walked out the room after the tech hung up so he wouldn't get fired. then i call my pastor. my idiot husband heard my talking and talked about the man's wife. SHOULD I SEND HIM TO HELL EARLY OR LET GOD TORTURE HIM SLOWLY? i am embarrassed and angry. once he did his damage, he walked out the room laughing. Any ideas how to exorcise the fool?