Feel So Alive

Long story short a good friend of mine got arrested, and my parents won't let me get in any contact with him. They're putting me in therapy to help forget about him. Given the circumstances I'll either never see him again, or won't see him for quite a few years.

How can I cope with this? It happened about 4 months ago and I'm still a wreck when I think of the good times.

I'm talking to my friends and therapist and she's basically like "he's bad get him outta your head" and whatever.

I guess this is a bit harder than coping with death Becuase i know my friend is alive I just can never see him or write to him or anything.

Thanks.

Okay I know this is going to sound a bit dumb but I'm having some problems regarding sexuality. I'm 100% sure I'm straight and it's not regarding that. It's about celibacy and asexuality.

I'm not going to have sex until I'm married but I still pleasure myself and enjoy dirty jokes.

I want to be in a relationship (with kisses hugs etc) but with no sex.

I've tried to read into the topic but I've just gotten more and more confused.

Mainly what's confusing me is the fact i want to stay virgin until marriage falls into celibacy but I also don't feel any sexual attraction so it's asexuality. But the fact I understand the dirty jokes and pleasure myself and AH it's confusing!

I know this is kinda a dumb question but thanks for answering.

I'm writing like a wall of quotes and one of my quotes is "You are perfect porcelain" and the quote comes from the band Marianas Trench and the lead singer is Josh Ramsay. So would it be like

"You are perfect porcelain"-Marianas Trench

or

"You are perfect porcelain"-Josh Ramsay

I don't remember what it was called but it was a screamo song that went like

CANT YOU SEE FROM THE LOOK IN HER EYES

(we're going nowhere)

That's all I remember, the "we're going nowhere" is kinda sung by the background singers... if that makes sense...

So I was listening to Fall for You by Secondhand Serenade and I was thinking that the lead singer sounds like the lead singer of All American Rejects... am I the only one that thinks this?

Well I want to take a bath to help soothe my cramps and nausea but would the blood come out and I would be like sitting in my own pool of blood? Would it be unhealthy to be sitting in my blood? My flow is a bit heavier today and the thought of sitting in my little pool of blood... or staring at little blood "spurs" in the water grosses me out.

Also, while I got your attention, is there some ways to help soothe my cramps and nausea? I would take something like aspirin or tylenol but I don't want it to upset my stomach.

So have the older Apple earbuds. The ones that came with the ipHone 4S. So i was listening to music on my iPod and both earbuds worked. Howwever, when I plugged them into my mac, only the left one worked. I plugged it back in my iPod and they both worked... is it a problem with my mac? If so, how can I fix it? I tried unplugging and re-plugging them, going to system preferences.. I'm kinda stuck now. PLEASE HELP!!!

It is where the little android robot can fly with one botton, then stomp on enemies with another button. Then, there is a slider on the left side. I think it is called like something island, but HELP

When I am at school, I am this girl who nobody could suspect would want to die. However, at home is another story. My parents call me ugly because I have bad acne. I am trying, but they don't think i am telling the truth. Also, i am always getting in trouble for STUPID things. My parents expect me to be perfect and if i don't do something perfect, they get mad at me. I never tell them anything because i am scared that they will think that "She is not perfect, so I won't love her anymore". It seems that they sometimes love me, but when i don't want them to. They let me wander around the mall but won't let me go outside into my back yard. they give me food and clothes and let me do fun things, but sometimes i feel as if they don't mean it. I haven't showed them one of my tests since 5th grade. (i am in 7th grade) because i am afraid that they will get mad at me for not scoring 100%. I really want out, however, i just can't think of how my 3yr old sister would be if i was gone. We love each other so much and i couldn't imagine a life without her.

Everyday, i think how much my parent's life would improve if i die. However, i just can't do it. i love school and i am the teacher's favorite. My school would really change without me.

Thank you for reading my story. I just really don't know what i should do. Also, if you have any acne tips, that would be great. And don't say anything about calling the hotlines or going to therapy or just talking to my parents. they won't listen anyway.

Okay, i am in this really cool robotics competition and our team has made it to regionals. Anyway, the entire team's cost will be at least 10,000 or 15,000 dollars. So, what can we do? we are a group of 14 year olds, so getting a job as a CEO is out of the question. and to add to the stress, we only have 4 weeks. HELP

Well, this morning i was watching you tube videos then, out of the blue the sound stopped working. Yes, i made sure the sound was on and not on mute and my speakers are totally fine because i can play my iTunes. I have Safari on a MacBook Pro if that helps at all. The sound is broken on all videos. I tried re-starting my computer and refreshing the page.

Please help. i think i will die with out youtube

Okay. I need a nickname before school on Monday!

I am

-a SUPER smart person (no rude nicknames)

- a "goody goody"

- a good friend

- a nice person

- a music lover

- and a fun person

ps if u think i am smart enough to come up with my own, i can't. I'm book smart, not street smart!

Okay, I am the big sis in 7th grade.

My little sis is starting preschool and she was adopted in January. my mom told me that when she dropped her off, she would cry when mom left. Also, she would watch my mom the whole time, running towards her when she moved. Also, she has a bit of a disability, making it hard to understand what others are saying. Mostly, my question is, how can we help her with her separation anxiety? also, since she was adopted, do u think she thought she was in the orphanage? u know, kids, mom leaving? Please help!

I want to know what 2 or 3 colors of DT go well together for some crafts.

Thanks!

i am 11, 12 in 3 weeks. i have been crying a lot over stupid things. like if i drop something, like food, i start crying. is it just my hormones, or is there something wrong?

also, since i have your attention, in school, there is more boys than girls. how can i avoid making some stupid decisions, like kissing, and dating. like it would be fun to have a guy like me, but i don't want to put a relationship before school.

any tips on puberty, what to expect, and boys would be great!

okay, for middle school, we have to get laptops. i already know it will be a mac. the battery life has to be long, without a power cord, has to have wifi, and i need like word, power point, and excel. also, it needs internet, with a highish gigabyte storage. also, i dont need anything too fancy with a screen of like, doesnt ,matter, just has to fit in my backpack! so, io dont know whether to get a macbook or macbook pro. wat is the difference? dont thing i am getting a macbook air.

Ok. my bff wants to become part of music. but, she almost hates her name. BTW i am doing this cause she has no account. anyway, her name is Kaysi Chang Koslov.

like, how magic by selena gomez was a remake. i was wondering if i could take an old song like, IDK maybe something from the 80's, and re sing it with more of a beat. not like remix it, but remake it with more of a beat. i wouldn't sell it, just for fun and for a talent competition at my school next year.

how can i get a mario kart on nintendogs?

I am super good at singing. Everybody that hears me says I "can go far". But, I don't know where I can become discovered by like a record label or something.