The Black Knight

hi

it has been years since I have posted anything. and I can honestly say that I have missed it.

most of the people that I followed and followed me have left the site.

so let me start by introducing my self before post my poem.

my handle is TBK I am a writer. all my work is morbid and dark. I have been writing for years and I have evolved over the years.

so I hope you enjoy it

Ripped his heart out in vain

Left him to cope with the pain and a blood stain

She never again will see his smile

He will roam eternity forgotten in exile

She sold him out to save her self

Just to add another soul to her shelf

Carved her name is his skin

Falling for her was his only sin

He dreamed every night of her lips

At night her voice at his heart it rips

She raised him up just to tear him down

As if he was her ******* clown

He made it very clear

Never again will he ever care

As he burned through his last cigarette

He realized the memory of her is filled with hate

Feelings he once had so pure

Now replaced with hatred that has no cure

He pulled out a pen and paper

Something he should have done sooner than later

And he wrote:

“My lungs you suffocate

And

In me you bring out my hate”

ahh alas Y/A it has been a very long time. my apologies dear friends i have not forgotten you all.

this is my newest poem fresh off the press,

the meanings behind the words are very personal and within those words is the reason i have not been writing for so long.

i do not know if i will write like i use to but maybe this is a new start

enjoy

Poseidon has cast me out to sea

Only for me to reflect on who I use to be

My tongue swollen from the sea salt

Lost my soul and I admit it is my fault

Trying to stay afloat and no sign of shore

I never should have gone thought that damn door

What will be the end of me?

Will it be the hunger or me finally going mad

Reflecting on what I lost and what I wished I had

My mind drifts to a better day

Long before I lost my way

Starring out at the night sky when I realize

That this ungodly sea will be my demise

I scream out with tears in my eyes POSEIDON

What is you want from me what is it I have done

i am not to blame, it was Aphrodite

she has cursed my tongue and weakened the mighty

I hate being lost in all this madness

Against this sea I am weak and powerless

So I accept my cursed fate

Swallow my pride and hate

I spread my arms and let myself go

Devoured my blackness as a whole

My tomb will read lost at Sea

In truth I am lost in who I use to be

My eyes closed for the last time

Death starts to clime

My humbling end before I die

Goodbye

Suddenly my eyes open

Everything and what it may seem

In the end it was all a dream

Hi

It has been a long long time and have missed you my friends

To all my friends please forgive my absence and I hope I am still welcomed

To explain what I have been up to please visit my profile page

Ok now, leave it up to death to jump start my writing

R.I.P "D"

Not every fairytale ends the same

Her ever after never came

Not every fairytale daylight breaks

Sometimes sleeping beauty never wakes

Blowing out candles, a wish never was made

She know what no one else did, soon her life will fade

Questions her mind would chase

Will I go on to a better place?

Will anyone remember my face?

For the last time she laid in her own bed

And her last wishes were said

She opened the last page of her diary

All she wrote was "I'm sorry"

By her said was an empty seat

No one was there to hear her last heart beat

He fell to his knees as he dropped the phone

As quite as a whisper she died alone

For now this world goes on

With all the fighting and wars

And all her dreams live amongst the stars

Greetings

Wow it’s so hard to believe that it has been 10 months since my last poem.

To all my friends, I am truly sorry I have missed you all

I guess I just have let things get out of hand and over take me

I am somewhat in the writing mood again and I hope to post some more poems soon and one is going to be a project I have been looking forward to writing for some time

I can feel it grow beneath my flesh

I can tell this pain is fresh

Fingertips pick and dig at my bloody skin

Un-healing, unwilling pain that creeps with in

Broken nails hang above my bed

It helps quiet all the restless voices in my head

The stale taste of life lingers on my tongue

This suffering is for all the right that I did wrong

Your name pricks my tongue like a thorn

I hang your memories like battle scars to be worn

This is for all the fake passion to embrace

And the nightmares we have to face

Traveling at the speed of light

Slammed into an unavoidable darkness

Resembling the candid silence that is us

This is the life that I ever so missed

But finally my last candle has been extinguished

hi

i have this research paper i have to do

and it is about Steve jobs management style

i have to look into 1-Planning

2-Leading

3-Control

4-Organizing

but it has to be detailed

can anyone help me a web site that can give me a lot of info

searching through google site after site is agonizing

plz help

hi guys

ummm i have i problem with and external hard drive i have and i wanted to know what would be the best recovery program i can use to get my files back?

any ideas or suggestions would be great

thanx a lot

hi guys

i know its been a long time since i have been on here

but for my friends soon i will be back with new material

now let me get to it

i am looking for songs about change so far i have about six songs and looking for more

plz READ THIS it is important:

the songs do not have to have the word change in them, i am looking for songs about CHANGE so songs like "i will never change" and "things never change" do not count.

well silver lets see what you can cook up :p

thanx a lot everyone

Ok now this poem is a little different the how I usually write, yes it is still a dark poem

I could never stop writing dark poetry

But I am trying a different style

And for those that are reading my poetry for the first time, I always write dark and NO I am not an EMO so save it.

I hope you would enjoy it

Tell me what you think

Trying to erase what hurts

Trying to hurt what cannot be erased

Waves of despair consumes my breath

Whispers of urge eating my eyes

Dragged my soul for to long in shattered images

But why is it all here?

Yet again I swallow my razor sharp words

I feel all the images and voices

That tears at me and clings to my cursed memory

My pal elastic skin

Is repelled by the stench of my sin

Throbbing mind, disorganized my the fine cut

I find my self carving my name

On the wooden floor with my finger nails

Maybe this time it would taste differently

The hair on my arms start to swing and sway

To the melody of my desired pain

The smell of spelt coffee disconnects me from my thoughts

The world starts to spin

I start to rake my throat

I am looking…searching

But where? Where?

And then…

It all stops, as my smile starts to creep

I wash it all down…I wash it all away

With my pain killers

ok friends

i have been in my dark place and brought this back with me

i hope you enjoy this one

i would really like to hear what you think and what dose this make you think of?

Am I really worth your time

Or am I just another filthy crime

The thoughts that the whispers stir

And the image of you starts to blur

Why am I really alone?

Thrown away like another stone

Tired of waiting for you

Held my breath for too long

Face starts to turn blue

Ripped all feelings out

Don’t even the strength to scream and shout

My heart pounds with numbness

I pray for this pain not to be endless

Today I stopped carving your name in my skin

Started to understand, I will never win

I gave it all up so that you would know

And all you leave me is this hole

You uttered the words I wanted to hear

But the suffering was too much to bear

So cast my love out to sea

And let my dyeing corps be

Ok rock and pop society

My question is sweet and simple

Who is your music ally?

Ok ok what do I mean you say?

When you are in need musically which of your friends you turn to?

That one person you can count on to advice and help you out, in other words point you in the right direction.

So who is that person and what filed of music are they strong in?

For me it would have to be silver

Whenever I need help or have a question about classic rock she is the one I can turn to.

So with that being said

Thank you silver for all your help

I raise my glass to the queen of classic rock

For my friends, I know I have been gone for a long time but I am back now.

Stuck my dark side into places I should have never gone.

I would like to dedicate this to every one of my friends that have been there

No I will not mention your name but thank you

Where have they all gone?

Cold and broken, trying to find anyone

I have lost it all

Even the strength to crawl

Once a man, all that is left of him is a shell

Traded my life for this undying smell

One thing is certain, my end is near

Future is blurry, but the past is ever so clear

My own filthy hands have brought me here

Broken homes, broken lives

They will repeat until the end arrives

Washed up on the devils shore

Finding everything I was not looking for

Gave up my home and family

For this box and alley

I know it has been longer that a while

Since I have forgotten how to smile

No more reason for living

Lost my faith for nothing

Bury my face in the sands of the past

A curse for all my days would last

If you are reading this on my alleys wall

I want you to know I have faded away and answered deaths call

Stumbling around, redemption will never stop

We knew it would lead to this

Time to take the fall after standing on the top

On the edge of my fears

addicted to this blood dripping from my ears

Running towards that open door

Running with hope

Running to what dose not exist anymore

Your realty is my end

Your rules that I cannot bend

And all my wasted time I had to spend

On the floor counting my broken teeth

Suffocating thought, no place to breathe

Cutting hollow hearts in my soul

Making up for what all the healing

Could not sow

Twisted eyesight leading me

In the wrong direction

My tongue only brought self-destruction.

All my remains of what hurts

Never giving up to

Deaths jesters and flirts

Hanging up my crown

Wearing my never fading frown

Casted out of my own lies

Confined to hate that never dies

Nailing my pain to this tree

Where it will rest and forever will be

I know it has been a long time

And there are those who have not forgotten me and I appreciate all their support and emails

I finally picked up my pen last night and this came out

As you can see this is a typical T.B.K poem

How far do I have to run?

How much longer do I have to suffer

Before I am done?

I hear that sound creep closer

I cannot believe it is all over

Children’s cries of sorrow

Over what may never come tomorrow

Try to erase what has begun

Too late after we are dead and gone

Covered in the ashes of today

In memories of those who would never stay

All the unsent love letters

How can I fly after losing all mu feathers?

I waited for my end for too long

Searching for what I know is wrong

I can never be who I once was

Dreams’ telling me this is what life dose

Not knowing what is worse

Finally putting down my pen

Or never feeling remorse

Feelings I once felt here

Things I could never again hold dear

Living our last dreamless nights

Wishing over our extinguished lights

Silence devouring my moans

Shaded dreams covering the soil

That cradles my broken bones

OK R&P

I am in need of your help

I need a bunch of break up songs

Going through a bad time

I need something to make me feel better

Can I be felt when I am alone?

Bounded by feelings I wish I never known

Do these visions mean more than what I see?

All I know is, there is something living inside of me

Why dose that name keep repeating?

I am sorry for leaving

I am sorry for leaving you out in the cold

I am sorry for the memories that would never be sold

You were the best gift

But do I have any good left?

Can anyone hear my cries of pain?

In the end no one listens to the black stain

I never felt remorse as I do now

I wish I could let it go, but I do not know how

Never understanding, why I put on this front?

I could never be who you want

No more reason to lie

We both faded for a love that would not die

Why do sweet memories hurt ever so?

I wear my scars low

Tears of resent start to flow

I am why freedom comes with a cage

As always I am the black spot on your white page

And I am the first name you hate

I would give up but I think it is too late

You died in my yesterday

Our last wish was blown away

check it out ppl.

http://answers.yahoo.com/question/index?qid=200902...

Ok ladies and gentlemen

Which music kicks ***

1-We have in the RED corner backed up by the likes of (rolling stones, iron maiden, black Sabbath, and motorhead…etc) the on going never fading music of the U.K

2- And in the blue corner backed up by the likes of (Metallica, Aerosmith, bon jovi, the eagles and guns and roses) the new revolution of music the voice of many, music of the U.S.A.

ARE YOU READY TO RRRRUMMMMBLLLEEEE

We want a nice clean fight here are the rules

1. No low blows (disrespecting the other nation or music)

2. No taunting (answers like because we are better...etc.)

3. Best answer goes to the answer that can give the most convincing answer on who is the best (in their opinion) and why.

Ok people here is the question

Which music is better (in your opinion) and why

NOTE: the person that violets the rules should get a thumb down.

Star the question so the your friends can come and support their team

May the best music win.

Lost beauty of the past

Neither sorrow nor pity can help us now

Casualties of an ongoing life

Sweet whispers eco in my ear

A Loving shadow holding my heart

Crippled smile shinning down on me

Ashes of love scattered

Bleeding heart beats stopped

Embracing lovers stranded in the past

Cold and lonely nights waiting for the sun

Divided souls still touching

Sore scars healing

Gathering confused and missing memories

The couple’s reflection in a tear drop

Dismembered and disoriented

Wishes of happiness

Silent visions surround my memories

Forgotten sounds haunt my dreams

Left with thoughts of what I have lost

Kept pushing on no matter the cost

I was not born to bathe in the sun

Fading with my lost passion

Should have never crossed that line

She would never be mine

Embracing sorrow and misery

The one…will not be me

Mouth full of anger

And this taste grows even stranger

Like an old broken tooth

Just dripping away my youth

Can it really be over?

Can the silence be any bolder?

Blocked out of my own way

Picked a number… waiting for my day

Ascending and descending… the rise and the fall

All for none and none for all

Cut, bleeding the truth on the floor

Washed up on life’s jagged shore

I sow another stitch in my dead skin

The pain unbearable yet I still take it in

My hand with all its missing fingers

Is a reminder of what still lingers

Making an empty wish

With a two leaf clover

Only to see your disease get older

My own lips labeled as poison

Price of accepting ones sealed fate

Is accepting ones self hate

Stapled fingernails to the wall

Just to reflect on my final fall