Adrienne Ocala

so, im not anorexic, or bulimic or anything. i just literally am too busy in a day to remember to eat. ill go about 3 days before i realize im hungry. how can i remember to eat? lol

so, bare with me on this. i recently moved to the town where my family lives- including my step cousins. something terrible happened not too long ago and to make a long story short, my mother is divorcing my step-dad. i kind of developed a crush on my step cousin, but i dont know if its wrong or not. i mean, were not blood for one, and two, shes not even gonna be my cousin in around six months. ive brought it up to her in the most discrete way i could think of and from what i gathered i dont think she thinks its wrong. but my step sister would be PISSED if she found out. does anyone have any imput? suggestions, opinions, words of wisdom? itd help me out a lot :) (btw the area i live in is pretty redneck, so i dont mind the opinions of anyone but family)

today is a "do something" day, meaning i need to do something thats going to impact me for months to come. on past do something days, ive cut my hair, dyed it crazy colors, changed my wardrobe/makeup, gone on roadtrips, moved out, got a dog, etc. well what else can i do? something crazy and totally random :D

so, everywhere i go online, it gives me a vauge discription of where you cant smoke. id like a definitive explination as to where i can smoke, and where i cant. thankyou.

first i must say, i am 18, i do NOT want anyone telling me cigarettes are bad. i know this. i want answers, not to be reprimanded for my lifestyle choices.

ok. so, the past two packs of this i bought, i noticed something with the filters. they seemed to not filter as much, and the paper around it flaked off a bit. has this happened to anyone else? i bought camel blues and the filters were fine. so, whats up with the turkish blend?

ive dyed my hair a lot, and have had hair from black, to purple and blue, to bright orange. i think im going to go back to either a solid blue or purple, but i want a good brand of hair dye. from personal experience, RAW doesnt work at all, manic panic works, but only stays in my hair for a few days. my friend said he's heard good things about special effects hairdye, but im not so sure. what brands of hairdye (for unnatural shades) is best, and how long does it stay in your hair??

1. i dont want ANYBODY saying that i shouldnt get one. you are not answering the question and in the end, its up to me. you have been warned and if you do this, i will report your answer.

2. although itd be great if you had them yourself, its fine if you dont, as long as your answer fits what im asking.

so to my main point:

i would like tattoos behind my ears in the not so distant future. however, there are lymph nodes there. do the lymph nodes act up or anything? will the ink effect my lymph nodes? one of mine are swollen right now from trauma and i was wondering if they get swollen when you get a tattoo?

many thanks!

when i get sick (like most people) they swell up. all they do is bother me when im sick and i dont see any reason to keep them :/ can i just get them removed, even though they arent causing me any unusual problems?

ok, so i may not be dying. but anyways

occasionally, ill breathe too deep or something and i will experience a tight pain in my chest that radiates to my back and heart. it hurts really bad and i have to take really shallow breaths for the next few minutes or until it goes away. it usually only lasts anywhere from a minute to five minutes, but no more. it doesnt happen often, maybe twice a year. what is it and should i seek professional medical help? thanks.

ok, so my good friend and i were in a car, (it was a pickup truck of some sort, but no one i know owns one). anyways. we were talking about our problems when i noticed a spider. it was 2 inches long and very hairy. sort of a light brownish color. i freaked out and asked him to kill it, to which he said "dont worry, its only your skon". and by skon, he meant son. well, i was still freaking out when i saw another two in the other corner, one was two inches long and the other one was three inches. the larger of the two started to crawl towards me and it freaked me out really badly. it was coming at me on a web, but i didnt see the web so it looked like it was sort of flying at me. im pretty sure i screamed, and batted it away with my arm. but i was closing my eyes so i dont know if i hit it or what.

can anyone tell me what this means? :o

ok, so i got my outer conch pierced last (march i think). i want three cartilage piercings, about a centimeter apart from eachother, but i know cartilage can crack and even shatter. does anyone have experience with this? i dont care about pain, i just dont want to need reconstructive ear surgury. have you gotten your cartilage pierced multiple times? did you have a good or bad outcome? please tell me your stories, and if you think ive waited long enough for my first one to heal.

ps.

dont comment about how its "ugly" and painful. etc. i want the truth (scare tactics wont work on me) besides. its my body and not yours. i just want opinions so i dont damage my body.

ok, so i need to have a name for a girl in like, a week. im awful at deciding.

first name ideas-

Elle

Imogen

Ivy

Keira

Kiara

Marilyn

-either a first or a middle name-

Stormy

Cloud

Rayne

middle name ideas-

Fox

PLEASE no comments about how some names are childish or too "nature-ish" or "hippie". no repremanding me for it and please consider ALL the names. tell me which names you like, which name combos you like, and why

many thanks~

ok, so my wii broke a few days ago, and i decided to get a new console (ive already voided any warranties that may have come with it). my friend said i should get an xbox360, but i think she only wants me to get it because she wants another online friend. The things im looking for in a console are 1. reliability (so it doesn't break like my wii) and 2. graphics. I like to play a lot of final fantasy games, but halo is also sort of fun.

in the end, price doesn't really matter because im willing to pay a little extra for better quality.

and i heard that the ps3 has free online play? is this true?

many thanks~

i used to drink a lot. i would drink the strongest alcohol i could find (usually everclear) in large quantities. for about 5 months i quit, and i never experienced detox. then, i drank a single glass of champagne at a wedding, and i got really shakey? it was sort of like getting buzzed, but 10 times stronger. i just ate some bread and drank some water and i was fine,

but why did this happen?

also* i know what being "drunk" feels like. i was not this. i also usually can hold my liquor down really well...

kira (of greek origin) or kiara (of italian origin)

spelling:

Kyra, Kira, Kiera, Keira

or

Chiara, Kiara, or Kyara?

Which name/spelling variation do you like more, and why?

Lyric

Lydia

Kairos

? also, if you have any suggestions for names, its a girl and i want it to be unique. i like K's, R's, and L's

holy cow. i am a poet and i have recently taken up the task and challenge of writing a poem about who i am. i dont want it to just be a list of traits i have, i also want it to contain how i feel, how i was raised, etc. my poems dont rhyme because i use my word choice to communicate the poetic sense.

i am so drawing a blank on this one.

if you have ideas, that'd be great. im artistic, creative, unique (to some extent), thoughtful, a bit crazy/weird, demented in some ways, and am not very atheletic. i enjoy drawing, cooking, listening to music, and running through the woods. i have some emotional scars from my past, but i feel that they have shaped me into the person i am today. meh?

i grew up in an upper-class family. i never thought anything of it, until yesterday a friend told me when he met me he thought i was spoiled and thought that i was arrogant because i was "better than everyone else"

i am NOT like that. in fact, im almost ashamed of my grandparents for how much they like to show how wealthy they are. i feel like they are rubbing their economical status in all of my friends faces and i cant do anything about it.

how can i make people see that i really dont care about status or wealth? i really wish i was born into a poorer family, or at least a family who didnt flaunt it as much :/

ok. so for the past few days, ive been getting a very small amount of sleep. i dont go to bed because im not tired, or i try to go to bed and i just cant get to sleep. however, when i get up and get ready for the next day, im not tired at all? im not an insomniac, and im not on any perscriptions. i was on an anti-bacterial pill thing for a while, but that never caused problems before. im 17, almost 18. mehh?!?!

i havent been able to sleep for about a week and a half now (so i started not sleeping before i took those pills)

i want a piercing or two. three max. i like asymmetrical piercings and am thinking about an eye brow piercing. but im also thinking about a monroe or angel bites. however, i don't want two asymmetrical piercings. meaning if i get an eyebrow, im not getting a monroe. what do you think?

http://krekoriz.deviantart.com/art/ID-204022967

http://krekoriz.deviantart.com/art/What-a-freak-21...

http://krekoriz.deviantart.com/art/A-little-sponta...

those are some pics of me for reference. PLEASE no comments about how piercings are ugly or anything like that. i simply wanna know which one (or ones) id look best with. :] many thanks.