Angelica

I had a eating disorder back in december and i fully quit in january. i still diet and its may. but now anytime i eat something i either throw it up in small portions or i feel like throwing it up. this just started occurring in april. Today i just had a muffin and some iced coffee and i threw up a little bit. But thats all i had in the past 24 hours!!

I was talking to my friend and she was telling me something and then was like "idk i feel like you're too judgmental". But i literally never judge anyone for anything. I never judge people and I'm just kinda hurt by this. So is there any way for me to seem like a non-judgmental person

So I used to have this friend named Ally and Ally and I were rlly good friends. But last year she wasn't doing rlly good because she had really bad grades and was about to fail out. she failed out and now does homeschooling. She's been really mean to me sometimes before the summer, but this summer she blocked me from her social media. And whenever I tried to text her she would ignore me. But 2 weeks ago, I finally started talking to her. We got close like old times and she unblocked me form everywhere and told me ab her mental health. (She has anxiety). She didn't really go into detail, she just said she had anxiety for a long time thats it. (We were texting in class) so after class my friend asked me what i was doing. i said i was texting ally and she said "oh how is she? she hasn't talked to me in forever" (me, ally, and my friend i was talking to, mary, used to be best friends like a little group, so she was at the same level of close friendship with both of us). I then told mary "she's not feeling too good right now" and thats ALL i said Mary then told me, oh yeah she told me a little bit about it in the summer lemme text her and see if its ok". ally then texted me the next day and said "did you tell mary right?" and i said "no i didn't tell her anything, i just said you weren't feeling good" and then she started to get really mad at me (mary already knew about this because ally told her herself). And i said I was sorry a million times & then she ignored me & blocked me

I have this friend at my school (zoe) and we've met online but I only met her in person at school this year. She used to have a crush on one of my closest friends who kinda looks like me, but zoe said she moved on. Im kinda worried she may have moved onto me tho because she keeps asking me about my sexuality and if I wanna hang out. Like today she wanted to go to the movies with me and I asked if i could bring people along and she was really hesitant about it. I then tried to back out of it by saying I didn't know the other people going with her (she was going with people from her old school) She then said (these are her exact words) "If you come along, I won't even hang with them. Ally my attention would be on you :)" And I got kinda creeped out so Im trying to back out of it. But what am i gonna do at school? she's one of my closest friends. Please give me some advice.

So today I stayed after school w my 2 friends Gina and Anna. We were going into the auditorium for an assembly and Gina asked "Where should we sit" And I pointed to the corner and said, "let's go into the crevice" and i said I wanted to go first to be in the very corner of the crevice (as a joke i know its bad) and she was like "you're so funny" very very sarcastically and ignored me. it rlly hurt me but i didn't let it bother me. Anna then asked us later if we wanted to go to the movies during the weekend and we said yeah . gina also invited another one of her friends, ella. now its the next day and Anna told me she wasn't gonna go to the movies and now I'm stuck w gina and ella. Should I go or not?(they're both also really popular stoner girls every wants to hang out with, but also i feel like they're talking trash about me).

what traits are likable in friends?

im 16 and a lot of my friends started dating at 13-14 yet no one has ever asked me out before. I'm not ugly but I'm not pretty either. jut really average. i knew a couple guys who liked me but i cruelly turned them down :( now no one likes me. i like this one guy but idk if he likes me. I'm 16 and haven't had a bf while everyone else ik has had 10. am i normal?

So when i was like 12 i made a youtube channel and posted videos, but i every time i made a video i would get pedophilic remarks and comments asking for my age and calling me pretty and just creepy things like that (and they were from old men i looked at their channels). so i shut down my channel cause i got really scared that my videos were only being watched by perverts and pedophiles and i was getting weird comments. I really wanna start one, but I'm scared the same thing is gonna happen again (I'm 15 now). Advice

On instagram, i usually get 130 likes and my friend gets like 80. Both our accounts are private so only friends can see them. However, i get zero comments on my pictures and my friend gets over 30. i feel like i have no friends because no one ever hypes me like that. i feel like i might be annoying or maybe I'm not nice enough to people. i know more people than she does and i have more friends, but she has more people that care about her. How do you get people to care about you?

I was face timing my friend and she told me she had to poo and hung up (I'm serious i know it's weird). and then i went on sc and she was face timing another friend lets call her lina. i went on snapchat and saw lina's story and she was face timing my friend almost a unite after she hung up. she drew over my friend's face with a pen so we couldn't see who she was, but i could tell it was her through her voice. Lina hates me and my friend's over here ditching me for her and i think they were taking ab me. advice?

Since I started high school my mom has wanted to chaperone all school events so she can go to it. Its been so embarrassing honestly cause she'd follow me around and always watch where i was, especially at school dances. Last year was so embarrassing because y friends kept asking about her and people kept looking and everything i did my mom would keep an eye on me. No one else's parents are like this. And I tried to get her to stop coming but she'd still insist on coming. She says she goes to the events because "she likes the music" but I know it's not that. She goes so she can make sure I don't have a date or do things behind her back. Im a really honest and drug-free person and i don't have a boyfriend nor have ever drank alcohol or done drugs before. This year, I wanted to spend time with my friends without the embarrassment of my mom watching my every move and getting me stared at, yet she insisted on coming. So i said "if you're coming to the dance then i won't go" and she was like "ok fine i'll have more fun without you anyways" and I feel like she doesnt trust me. I've literally never done anything wrong or illegal in my life yet she still doesnt trust me. what can i tell her to get her to not come?

Since I started high school my mom has wanted to chaperone all school events so she can go to it. Its been so embarrassing honestly cause she'd follow me around and always watch where i was, especially at school dances. Last year was so embarrassing because y friends kept asking about her and people kept looking and everything i did my mom would keep an eye on me. No one else's parents are like this. And I tried to get her to stop coming but she'd still insist on coming. She says she goes to the events because "she likes the music" but I know it's not that. She goes so she can make sure I don't have a date or do things behind her back. Im a really honest and drug-free person and i don't have a boyfriend nor have ever drank alcohol or done drugs before. This year, I wanted to spend time with my friends without the embarrassment of my mom watching my every move and getting me stared at, yet she insisted on coming. So i said "if you're coming to the dance then i won't go" and she was like "ok fine i'll have more fun without you anyways" and I feel like she doesnt trust me. I've literally never done anything wrong or illegal in my life yet she still doesnt trust me. what can i tell her to get her to not come?

any hair repairing techniques? (like coconut oil, olive oil, etc?)

I was professionally diagnosed with depression by a professional and my mom and i were walking today talking about my friend and how she also was depressed because her parents got a divorce and how i have no reason to be depressed because i have a perfect life with everything provided for me. i then told her that depression has very little to do with your actions but more about a chemical imbalance in the brain due to changing hormones. she said thats not true and i have no reason to be depressed and that depressed people are making it up for attention. even with all the proof, my mom still doesnt believe in depression how can i tell her how i actually feel?

my friend came over from another country today. we used to be best friends but now we're 8 years after she moved away and I'm so nervous she's been here for a day now and i haven't spoken to her yet. i usually get scared to speak around people who i haven't seen in a long time. how do i get past it?