Melia

I have been looking for a job since I was laid off in 10' my savings are low and when I try to ask my friends and family do they know who is hiring half say no some say they don't know..some won't even reply..keep in mind if you are on a job that means that there might be some openings at your company.. i guess people don't want you to have a job or work work with them..I need a job I have bills and I like keeping myself up. People talk crazy to me like Im a loser not doing anything with my life and frown at me and I guess since my company was laying people off (I wasn't the only one), they act as if I never worked a day in my life. I was doing well had a fully loaded altima (new) 40,000yr which was enough for me no kids, great apt could shop whatever I wanted, savings account people calling me asking for money, rides, and people are looking down at me and telling me nobody is going to give me anything for free. Wth I've been on my on since I was 17 working

in college had nothing no place to lay my head at 21 I finally got my own place and now when Obama made it I am black so no racism I lose everything. Nobody will help me get back on track its like they want you to do bad dont care or just in there head saying glad its not me. What do I do? I'm just fed up. People think that it wont happen to them because they are bless to have work and help. When I fail it becomes drastic I cant afford to fail I have to be hard on myself. I guess I couldn't escape this but I don't know what to do. Its easy to say find a job then to actually get hired. Im in my 30s and I never thought I would be at this place in my life.

I try to be nice. I fear rejection been through it all my life. Its like I don't even know how to be sociable anymore because people just ignore me when I try to reach out. So I tend to just don't bother. Nobody calls when I text or call usually people don't answer. However let it be a month later i get a text hey whats going on Im thinking why couldn't you respond when I text women men and family I say hello to my fam on fb no response. I did have a guy, ck up on me everyday. He was nice then all of the sudden as I predicted he didn't want to be in contact. I didn't care much he was so ugly 'toward women he used to look at my pics and say why you don't look like that for me today. So basically I what to know should I just stop trying and do what im doing just create a world with me and get a dog. I gotten so used to my cell being off I don't miss it nobody calls me anyway.I don't know what to say to people fear i might say something stupid or they be will nasty and say what the hell are you talking about. I believe Im pretty wordy so I know they understand me. Im in my 30s but this has been going on since I was young. I used to be afraid to speak to people either they would frown when I was walking up or they say she always in other people's face. Let the other college girls do that they think its just socializing. I know im not drop dead gorgeous but I think Im nice looking. Never really had friends because I didn't have the best clothes or know the updated fashion hey I was adopted by an older couple they were 58 when I was 13

I had it all plan out graduated 97 I was going to pledge go to college become a teacher then work on becoming a social worker. It all started when i got adopted from being molested and having to live in the same household with adopted son they had. To being rejected and feeling like nobody was on my side to my adopted mother who was 68 wouldn't sign the financial aid paper leaving me with a bill finally they kick me out for a large bill. living house to house without food finally having a place and hit after hit of bad things when do i get a break of just one yr of happiness I have no family no job im living but who wants to live in misery broke about to lose even more lost my car cant even keep a man to help me. What did I do

Ok I don't keep Molasses so everybody has Maple so would I be out of luck if I wanted to make chocolate chip cookie bars. I can not get to the store at this time

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I am looking for a really good moisturizer nothing cheap but i want a salon make

I've been treating my skin with vaseline to battle the flaking on face works pretty well. However some say it not moisturizing Tried many lotions and I dislike them all. they dry and later on here is the flaking that includes the aveeno, jergens pond greasy and doesnt dry or sometimes its greasy with flaking and whatever else works for your skin. This question I need answered I really don't want based on a personal experience but more of a scientific approach.If it clogged your pores or gave you acne sorry but I am on retin a which is basically why im flaking so I don't experience that. I am looking into shea butter I think the consistency of products like this really stick to skin to maintain moisture and not that commercial stuff made for you to believe that it has it but its just the smell they add.

I need to kill the scabies and Im washing everything but my house is spotless and i dont have any furniture im a germaphobe I dont know how I got them

I suffer from acne on the back..There isn't any raised pimples and I use a little re-tin a to help control it so please don't say you might want to go to the dermatologist ummmm been there. Im in my 30s so hormones can get out of wack..well anyway when I want to wear my back out Im very self conscious and would love a heavy concealer to cover up some dark spots.. I thought about dermablend but if anyone can provide me with something that is just as heavy please.

I want to make a lobster pot pie. Can anybody help me on a simple recipe for the crust without the yeast or having to let it sit..simple ingredients please

Im using mineral makeup because it is suppose to be better than the regular make up. I can be so dry and flaky any suggestions on a moisturizer or method to achieve the soft dewy look with mineral makeup.

How do you get the ph balance back in you vagina itch and irrigated from ky and soap

I have been trying to hold on to this dude for what why.. he doesn't call me anymore but when we together its like everything is all right.. he agrees to have children but he calls me difficult he doesn't respond to texts when comes over im tired ive been working im doing too much..sometimes im wondering why.. Im in my 30s never really had a meaningful love from any man much less anybody no parents no real friends.. always get stepped to by the scum from dallas tx the gutter men.. (hello all black girls donut do grills and over-sized pants I grew up in a the suburbs degree and everything certain places i don't go) well anyway had a screwed childhood and mid adult and I for once just wanted a man to love me mee..but i guess I couldn't be that for him.. How much do you take before you get it..why cant I get it thru my thick head..he don't love you he will never love you accept your faith and move on its like i understand but my hearts like fight .. sometimes I believe God just doesn't want me to be loved

For days i can go without feeling the need to eat..sometimes i just eat just because i know i havent can anyone suggest a way to pick my appetite back up and yes im depressed a little and yes im sad because this man i love really doesnt give a rats tail about me...but the best revenge is to kill with a banging body i am a 37-29-39 he will never get agian but that is fading because i am not eating please help me please

Im in my 30s too young for this.. Lately it seems if I don't practice having sex im tighter than I believe I should be like being a virgin all over again. I am dry and when I stay moist its only for a moment then the thrill is gone. I tried ky jelly like a burning sensation and left me itchy and irritated. I been involved with a guy safe sex but I just couldn't stay motivated enough maybe I couldn't stop thinking about my last ex..what else could I do to stay moist and in the mood I used to be a faucet now its like a dry well. dry sex hurts damn 30s should be in my prime