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4 shorrt semi unnnerving story examples:

1.- I was walking my dog around town and noticed a white car following me, every time it drove past it drove at a near stop, very slow. eventually stopped by this public area to have lunch, I was having a dizzy spell and needed to sit down. I was sitting on the ground and this weird old man with a dog named pup came up to me and wouldnt leave me alone. he was asking me weird questions about my dog and evenutally said "youre a good kid. I can tell. you can always tell the good ones" and was hovering above me. I threw my lunch in my bag and walked away/called my mom to come get me.

2.- I was at the park about to play frisbee with my dog when this white car slowly parks infront of the gate, its that guy again. he has NEVER been to this park. I turn around and run ouut a different gate, across the street, and 1 block over. I walk up to the top of the street, the guy is at the top of the park and can see me. he ended up walking back to his car and driving up the street where he saw me, and back down again. luckily he didnt see me.

3.- I was another park playing ball with my dog, this guy suddenly appears and is sitting at one of the entrances watching me. he doesnt leave until I do, roughly 30 mins.

4.' I was at the park again with my dog playing frisbee. a gold expedition slowly drives past me and parks on the other side of the park, no one got out, just sat their watching me. as soon as I left they drove away..

what the fuvk is going on.

I have chronic lyme disease. lyme has caused me to lose a lot of weight, im 5 4" and 99lbs nnow. I also recently discovered I had a parasite problem (3-4" roundworms, flukes, and flat worms). I have a history of episodes involting heavy sweating, light headedness, shaking, palpitationns, vomiting, diaherria, and fainting. I sometimes get light headed with chest pain and feeling faint randomly and I NEED to lay down immedialty or ill puke and faint. I dont know if its low bp? its usually around 104/72. after exercise it could be as high as 115/70s. the other day it was 90/58, which is the lowest ive seen on a bp device. my heart rate is usually around 60. idk what to do? I went on a walk alone and ended up needing to lay down in public and lift my feet up, luckily I didnt vomit or faint but I dont want someone to call emergancy services or something. what can I do? I eat a lot of pink salt annd am desperatly trying to GAIN weight, hopefully it will be easier now that ive gotten rid of the parasites

there are a lot of things wrong with me in regaurds to my heath.

I have nightmares from my childhood, occasional panic attacks, i have no desire to eat, i am very skinny. Ive been under weight my whole life.

a few years ago i started fainting. I would get really hot, start sweating, fheart pounding, feel like im shaking, fall to the ground, vomit until nothing came out anymore, then faint. In 2012 that happened at least 10 times. In 2014 it happened at least 5 times, mostly on the first day of my period.

My periods have always been extremely painful, the cramps are unbearable and my legs hurt like a mthfkr.

I found a medicine that works for all my problems but i have no access to it anymore.

I though my diet was causing my period problems so 2 months ago i became a vegan. I had no issues until last night when my period came. I didnt faint but i was in severe pain and threw up everything i ate, plus all the other symptoms listed above.

could this be from not eating enough? How am i supposed to eat without my medicin, i need an appetite stimulate

im in so much pain

for reference im 5 foot 4, 100 lbs, maybe less, and 22 years old. I eat less that 1200 calories a day, unintentionally

i really would like to move to Colorado. Ideally i would want to work in the cannabis industry but ive only lived in states where cannabis is illegal, so i feel there are more qualified people for that job. I have a passion for cannabis though, and i hope some day i can make it into the industry.

Washington state and cali are off the board for me due to the potential nuclear radiation from japan, plus dealing with the drought in ca just seems like a bad idea.

i enjoy being outdoors and visiting parks, from what ive read CO is full of parks and outdoor activities plus the unemployment rate appears to be around 6%, whereas here its about 20%. The income tax in some areas is listed pretty low at 4% where here its a whopping 28%. The air quality is better than here as well, im not sure about the water though. The city water in my current residence is "not consumable". The autism rate is 1 in 45 for males, the amount of litter in this area is appallinG. I need a change, i need to be somewhere better and i believe CO is the place.

Ive read countless stories of people moving there, sleeping in their cars, working their behinds off to afford a place to live and i am not against that. I am more than willing to sleep in my car.

i just dont know how to go about making my dream a reality. can anyone help me? Do i just drive there and sleep in walmarts parking lot? What do i write as my address for job apps? point me in the direction of the info i seek, please

What do you eat with red pepper hummus? I cant eat chips, they make my tongue hurt, so what else is there?

Or cashew cheese? I have no idea what to eat with these. Thanks for your help

Im 21 years old and i want to be apart of the pot movement.

Since i was 16 ive had this secret dream of working in the cannabusiness but never told my parents until now because they dont believe in marijuana and i was afraid of their reaction.

They didnt react well, my mom called me a bunch of names and my dad kept saying "why would you want to do that". They didnt talk to me for 3 days.

I showed them some marijuana seminars i wanted to attend so i could become more educated but they basically told me im an idiot. They think i just want to go out to denver to get high and do hard drugs.

They dont know me at all..

they make me feel so bad about myself.

i dont know what they wanted me to do with my life, but i seriously want to get involved with cannabis.. why cant they understand this. Sorry mom, i dont want to be a doctor that pushes dangerous and addictive pills on innocent people. Sorry dad, i dont want to support the destruction of the enviroment with avoidable toxic materials like flame retardants. They wouldnt be "necessary" if we utilized hemp instead of making it illegal.

I just dont want to support greed? I see a positive future with the legalization of weed, it could start a chain of postive green change for the country, like less pollution. There could be a hemp boom. Hempcrete, hemp dry wall, hemp plastic, hemp paper.

I dont know what to do. How can i become part of this. How could i do what i believe in without my parents thinking im some kind of "junkie"

Google is not presenting me with the information i am seeking so now im here.

i have mood swings constantly but im never happy. I usually go from feeling content to extremely depressed for reasons i just dont understand.

on a typical day, ill wake up feeling okay, but i get progressively more irritated with every passing minute until im plain angry. I cant calm down, i recognize that im getring mad but cant do anything about it. My chest starts to hurt, i continue to get mad, the pain in my chest gets so intense that i need to sit down, then i just start crying and uncontrollably talk down to myself. I usually then spend the rest of the day crying with terrible chest pain wishing i felt normal. Sometimes i shake the depressed, worthless feeling around dinner time, but it usually comes back before i go to bed.

I have no appetite either. Ive been to the doctor, they didnt give 2 shits, not surprising though.

is there some kind of hormone balancing vitamin that i can take that will fix this or should i just play in traffic

My dog has had fleas all year and i cannot get rid of them. I had been using the monthly thing of frontline plus but it didnt work, every month when i out it in there would be MORE fleas. So i stopped using it. I tried apple cider vinger, de powder, lavender oil, and flea collars and flea baths. Nothing is working, more keep appearing after everything i try! I just gave him a flea bath and afterwards i picked 16 fleas off of him. How the f did they survive the bath?!?!?! Me and my dog are going crazy!!! There are no vets in my area that will treat him, they all just recommend bathing him which doesnt ******* eork. And the frontline other than it not working, also gave him very dry red flaky skin. So bathing him makes that worse too.

why wont they just die.

Everytime i go out in public, multiple people compliment me on something im wearing, so id like to start some kind of blog to show people how to be trendy without having piles of cash. Where would be the best website for that? I was thinking tumblr but i think only children are there now and thats not what i want my audience to be. Im in my early 20s so thats who i would want to look at my blog. Suggestions?

My boyfriend is so disgusting. He came over to my house, took off his pants and underwear, and put a pair of shorts on. I looked down at his underwear and there was a big nasty skid mark in it. He then tried to make me suck his dick. WHY WOULD ANYONE THINK ITS OKAY TO PUT A PENIS THATS BEEN IN POOPY UNDERPANTS FOR DAYS IN SOMEONES MOUTH????!!.!?!?!? WTF he claims he cares about me but hes willing to put fu7king sh1t in my mouth?!?!?!? Does your boyfriend try to put poop in your mouth?!

I am having the hardest time finding makeup that is actually safe, i dont want toxic chemicals on my face or in my body for that matter. I want some type of tinted primer, my nose is always red and i would really like to cover it up. I dont want to use foundation, all i want is the bare minimum. This is so frustrating!! Please dont suggest using the skin deep website, their information is outdated, they arent using the current ingredients, and they keep labeling some natural ingredients as extremely hazardous. Please help me find a safe primer or something that will hide my big red nose

Every time i pet my dog, i get really sad and cry because one day hes going to die before me. Everytime i eat dinner with my parents i get so upset and later cry because theyre going to die before me. Every thing i enjoy makes me so upset, im not going to be able to enjoy it eventually

. I just want to live in the moment and appreciate everything while i can but i just cant stop thinking bad things. Its like automatic. Then i block things out uncontrollably, like i cant remember anything, Like i know i go places with people but i wont remember much of anything that happened then ill talk to that person and theyll mention stuff from that day and i get sad since i dont remember what happened /: how can i stop? I dont even know what to call whats happening so i cant like..google it and figure it out

Im trying to help my grandma open an online vintage store but i cant come up with any catchy names. Were going to be selling vintage items like lamps, furniture, porcelain dolls, hat boxes, and other mildy strange things. Id like the name to be catchy but kinda weird, please help. Thank you!

Ima female and ive been with my bf on and off for 4 years. We used to kiss and have sex all the time but inthe past year, we havent been doing that stuff much and its because i dont want to. I dont get the feelings of wanting to kiss or of wanting a dick inside me. I just dont, its the lastthing on my mind. My bf and i left for a week long vacation and i didnt even bring condoms, the thought of sex never occurred to me. When we do have sex its not enjoyable, it makes me feel like i did something wrong. I usually have tell him to stop because it hurts or because it feels like hes raping me. Im sure hes going to leave me soon, but thats not really my concern. I just dont understand why i have no sex drive or why im disgusted by sexual things. I dont want someone elses tongue in my mouth. I want to be a horny slut like everyone else but im just not

im a 20 year old female, average weight. for the past 2 days ive been feeling like theres an elephant sitting on my chest and im not getting enough air when i breath.

in 2012 i fainted 5 times, maybe. last year it might have been 2 and this year its been 4-5 times. When it happens its very sudden, i get this feeling of doom but in my head i try to calm myself down, saynig things like youre fine, youre not going to die, its okay, breath in out in out, ect. but it doesnt help, i get very hot and start sweating, my entire body is dreanched in sweat, at this point i immediatly lay on the ground, my hands will start shaking, my heart pounds out of my chest, then i vomit and faint. i only faint for lile 2 seconds, then i just lay on the ground and try to breath but usually am too over come by the urge to poop so ill run to the bathroom, but my vision gets spotty, ill use the toilet then ill lay on the bathroom floor and deep breath until i feel okay. it happens just like that every time. except for the last time. i was asleep and i woke up in the middle of the night really hot and nauseous, i flung myself out on bed onto the floor and proceeded to vomit my brains out. and i laid there still sweating, i coldnt stand up so i crawled to the bathroom, where i fainted on the floor for i dont even know how long. idk it that counts as passing out though but it was defineitly longer than a few seconds. when i regained consciousness, i walked to my bedroom like everything was fine.

Im am against western medicine but i am having some possibly seriour health issues and i just need to find out whats wrong. Idk if a western doctor will tell me whats actually wrong, but im sure they will try to force feed me pills, which i do not want. I want to visit with an eastern or holistic doctor but i cant find any in my area and the ones i have found, i cannot afford to see.

Anyway, i just want to know whats wrong without them trying to send me to a shrink or give me pills or run my through their radiation machines, i dont believe in that **** but i dont see any other options. It feels like theres an elephant sitting on my chest constantly. Its difficult to breath, it feels like the air i breath in isnt going anywhere, like im suffocating. I get dizzy, my heart POUNDS.there are very few times throughout the day when i DONT feel like that. Often i getthe urgancy to poop and i need to sprint the to bathroom or i will **** my pants. But at the same time when i get the poop feeling, my heart races and i feel like ill throw up and **** at the same time. Is all that okay to say to the doctor or will he think I'm nuts

Ill try to make this short and to the point, when i was 16 i met this guy, within months of speaking to him i realized he was out of his mind. I would ignore him for months because he was literally crazy, but me being a stupid teenager, didnt know the severity of the situation. So id ignore him for MONTHS then talk to him again hoping that he wasn't crazy still but he was so id stop talking again. I never had training on how to deal with psychopaths but i thought it was creepy that he'd still text me even though i wasn't talking to him. So fast-forward to August or September of 2012 i told him never to speak to me again, called him crazy and HAVE NOT spoken to him since. He stalked me on social media until i deleted every account i had but he continues to text and call me, its really freaking me out. I have nightmares of him coming to my house and killing me. He is on drugs and drinks heavily, so he could snap at any point and murder my ***. I haven't changed my number because he still texts me so it won't be a surprise if he comes here to shoot me but if I changed my number I would have no idea that he is still trying to contact me and I might stupidly open the door and have the barrel of a gun shoved in my face. Do you think this guy is going to try to harm me? We never dated so I don't understand why he won't leave me alone, its almost been 2 years since I've spoken to him. Sorry for the grammar mistakes, im very shaken right now

Ignore the name, im a female. my period is coming soon, I always get extremely depressed, moody, and suicidal before/during my period. Its literally 5-8 days of complete hell. Normally I'm pretty level headed and not a nut case but holy f#$%, my dad made fun of me and I cried in my room for 2 hours fighting the urge to bust my skull open against my solid oak door. That is not a normal. If my dad made fun of me on an average day, I wouldn't give a single f#$% but because my period is coming, I cant think clearly. Yesterday I threw a grass jar at the door in the bathroom in a complete uncontrollable rage, these hormones or chemicals in my body make me straight up psychotic. It feels like someone else is putting horrible thoughts in my head and making me do things I wouldn't typically do. why does this happen to me? It happens everytime! I cant hold a job when I go apeshit for a week or 2 every month. What the heck should I do? I dont need counseling because I never feel like this at any other time except around my menstrual cycle.

I have always had bad menstrual cycles, but today was different. I was stuck in bed immobilized by severe cramping-which is normal for me. But as the day progressed they started getting worse and the pain wasn't stopping at all, it was just a constant horrible pain, then i started getting dizzy while lying down with my eyes closed, got really hot and became drenched in sweat, vomited everything i ate today, stumbled to the bathroom to take an enormous poop, then i laid down of the floor and fainted 3 times.

why did that happen? In 2012 this happened MANY times and i dont know why, i told my doctor at the time but she accused me of being pregnant, even though i wasn't sexually active, so i got a different doctor and they weren't alarmed by it either. (i am 20 and this is my bfs account)

i knew this guy in 2012, I knew him for 2 years before that but wed talk for a week then id ignore him for months on end because he was literally out of his mind. He was verbally and physically abusive and a pathological liar. He held me against a car and kissed me while his friend stood there holding a beer and encouraged him.i kept screaming no and pushed him away but I'm 5' 4 and he's 6' 3. He's a known drug dealer and takes advantage of intoxicated people. I was young when I met him so I didn't understand how dangerous it was to talk to him but I knew something was wrong with him, hence the speaking on and off thing. When I was 18 I told him not to contact me ever again, changed my number and moved out of state for 3 months. Somehow he obtained by number, I have no idea how, and he will not stop trying to contact me. He called me today. He texts or calls me at least twice a week. I never respond or answer but he will not ******* stop. I have no record of him contacting me so I cant go to the police because I have no evidence. I used to have a tumblr, he found me, I blocked and reported him then I found out that he reblogged and liked almost everything I've ever posted so I deleted my tumblr after having it for 3 years. He is crazy! I'm afraid he's going to come to my house, rape, and murder me and my family. I am seriously terrified of him. He works at the grocery store near my house and I went in there not knowing he worked there, the second I saw him I turned around and left. But he saw me. He's 22 and I'm 20. I just want it to stop. I'm recently unemployed again so I cant afford to change my number. What could I possibly do other than pray for him to be busted with drugs?