B A Y O

This could just be me being an angsty little teen...

It seems that I too often stop and think about life and see how pathetic mine's been. I love being happy, so whenever I am, I question whether or not I am really depressed.

The first time I've had thoughts of killing myself was when I was 10 years old (my sister actually found the diary that I wrote in about it, found her on a bench crying the next day at school, she never said anything about it to me)... And now I'm 17. But I don't want to kill myself, really. In the past I have cut myself... I don't do that anymore and have no desire to. But whenever I was asked "what's wrong?" I seemed to have no answer... I still don't know why I feel just so... Down all the time.

People in my life seem to think I am past that part of my life. But I still feel... Well, I can't really describe how it feels. I can be happy and laughing but there will always be a gloomy feeling over everything. I have things that I can be happy about, like my siblings, the few very close friends I have, my silly dogs, my dad and mom. I'm just not very happy with myself.

I can go on living feeling like this... Is it like this for everyone? But I just want to be happy, and motivated.

Also: sorry for such a long post. I haven't wrote down or spoke about how I feel in a very long time.

TL;DR How can I be happy?

I've already read:

The Uglies

Percy Jackson

The Saga of Darren Shan

The Hunger Games (I enjoyed this series immensely!)

The Mediator

Blue Bloods

Pendragon

Harry Potter

The Lord of the Rings

Twilight (did not really like it but the books are way better than the movies lol)

A Series of Unfortunate Events

And more but this is off the top of my head.

As you can see, I really enjoy fantasy. I don't like things like novels centered around love, though I do like romances. I love Hunger Games because it was so intense. One of the things I did not like about Twilight were the characters, how focused the love triangle was, and the over-excessive use of the word 'chagrin' (did anyone else notice this or was it just me...?).

K and one more thing, one thing I didn't like about Lord of the Rings was how long it went on for. It's a fantastic story and I absolutely love the movies but it didn't give me a sense of excitement while I read it.

Thanks for any suggestions :)

Hey people! I’m bored. I think this is a pretty easy way to get 10 points… the characters are pretty recognizable :p But I hope it’s not too easy haha.

1. Will include characters anime (&movies) AND manga

2. Please don’t cheat off of other people’s answers :p

3. Have fun?

Any person to guess 8 characters first gets 10 points! :D And if no one does, person who guesses the most right answers win.

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NOTE: There are still two more links, I'll put them in details.

You can only choose one.

And if you could, explain or tell me why you like it so much =)

Mine is Cardcaptor Sakura. It's really, really, girly and it doesn't fit into what I usually watch... but it's just so cute! The dub version of it sucked so much *** though. But anyways, I thought that everything was just perfect about it. The voices, art, characters... everything :p

Sooooo... like 2 years ago when I was a little 14-year-old I asked a question about how much a lip piercing would hurt. I ended up getting it done and it was virtually painless.

But one day I was a on trip and blah blah, it fell out.

Has anyone ever gotten their lip (or other body parts... 'cept ears cos that doesn't hurt) pierced in the same place? Does it hurt like very, very much cos it seems like it would because of scar tissue and stuff.

I just need to know how it feels before I get it pierced again rofl =)

I'm looking for an anime to watch :) I only like certain types or romance anime:

-it doesn't take 25 freaking episodes to get romantic.

-there's SOME kissing, at least lol. (I'm not a pervert, I just fangirl at stuff like that)

-NO ECCHI (ok, there's ecchi in every anime... but to a minimum please? D:)

-non-crappy animation

-girl character isn't a complete idiot

-satisfying ending

Some romance anime I liked: Lovely Complex, ToraDora!, Seto no Hanayome, and Fruits Basket.

...please don't suggest Clannad.

I found this picture on someone's MAL profile. I asked her what it was from, but she didn't know lol :) I just blurred out her name on the pic, btw, just in case she didn't want people.. going there or something...

So anyone know what it's from?

I finished Prince of Tennis like 2 weeks ago and I LOVED it. Is there any other anime/manga (preferably manga) about tennis that you know of?

Or you can say a sports manga that you really, really liked :D

Thanks to anybody who answers ^_^

A quote that you always think of whne you think of quotes :)

I will write peace on your wings and you will fly all over the world.

Is my favourite quote =]

I'm planning on buying some manga from Amazon, and one of the manga I'm buying is Bleach volume 27.

http://www.amazon.ca/gp/offer-listing/142152385X/r...

The thing I'm wondering is if 'the_book_depositary' looks like a trustful seller, because they're selling manga for a really low price when the manga is still new. I've ordered from Amazon and gotten all the things I've wanted in good condition, but I can't help but feel a bit uneasy because most of the manga I buy usually costs $10-$12... But look at their ratings! They're really good and the feedback they got is good too:

http://www.amazon.ca/gp/help/seller/at-a-glance.ht...

I'm just wondering.... would you buy from them?

I was reading this manga.. and I totally forget the name of it.

Okay, all I really remember is this REEALLY fat girl confessing to a guy, and of course, he rejects her cause she's just so ugly. I think she beats him up after that (the girl MIGHT have flashed him and she has a birthmark on her thigh I think) . And then, with his ego smashed he decides to join the boxing club. But as it turns out there's only girls in the club, but they let him join anyways. And so, there's this really pretty and skinny and not ugly at all girl there, but it turns out she's that fat girl he rejected before. (she decided to join the boxing club and got skinny after she got rejected.)

Does anyone know which manga I'm talking about? o.O

I really like manga about delinquents. And yakuza. And mafia (KHR ♥). And assassins. So basically I like manga with a lot of badass characters.

I've only read like 3 or 4 manga like that... but I love them all so much <3

The only manga I've read like that are

Beelzebub

Angel Densetsu

Katekyo Hitman Reborn!

And a random oneshot

Yeah... that's about it. Any suggestions?

And I don't mean when you were a little kid, watching Pokemon, Sailor Moon, Beyblades or stuff like that.

I mean when you actually knew what anime was and you watched it because you liked it :)

And... what was your first anime? (or manga)

My first anime was Elfen Lied when I was 12. My first manga was Bleach (think I was 11?) :3

I'm really bored... it's 3:06 A.M...

Which anime are you currently watching? And also which episode are you on?

Do you like the anime? Or are you going to drop it?

Meh. I'm just on Facebook talking about shoving straws through lip ring holes...

But I'm currently watching Desert Punk... episode 6. It's pretty good. Lots of ecchi. (my brother brother forced me to watch it wit him one day o.O) I don't know if I'll finish it :P

(sorry if this is long ;_;)

Okay, the con I'm going to is in July, but I don't want to be a procrastinator (like I usually am) and pull together a cosplay like 3 days before the con! So I want to start planning it, just in case the cosplay I'm doing will take a while to make, I want to figure it now earlier.

Here's a picture of me: http://www.flickr.com/photos/44852844@N05/44564952...

So, who do you think I should cosplay as? I'm 5'3 (and a half!) by the way. And I wouldn't mind spending money on wigs, contact lenses, props, materials, stuff like that...

I would totally cosplay someone from Katekyo Hitman Reborn! (I don't mind crossplaying...) Or Naruto, Bleach, Cardcaptor Sakura, D. Gray Man, Death Note, FF Games, Kingdom Hearts games, etc,etc.

The question is WHO!! I really don't know who I should cosplay as, so if you have a suggestion, please tell me! :D

OH YEAH! I'm going with my cousin (who is a boy) and we're planning on cosplaying together... so if you have any characters who like... go together (not romantically?) then please say!

I know that the majority of people watch anime on sites like kumby, anilinkz and read on onemanga and mangafox and whatnot, but do any of you actually buy series that you like? If so, what do you have in your collection? :D (come on, you know you want to show off what you have ;)

I read and watch anime online as well, but I still like to buy it (mostly manga).

These are the mangas that I own. There is 97 volumes (I think?) in total.

Naruto 1-30

Nabari no Ou 1,2

Claymore 1-15

Fullmetal Alchemist 1-10

Rosario + Vampire 1-10

xxholic 1-3

Death Note 1-13

Cardcaptor Sakura 1,2

Katekyo Hitman Reborn 1-5

Perfect Girl Evolution 1-5

Fruits Basket 1,2;

Invisible Boy 1

All Colour But The Black: The Art of Bleach (an art book)

And as for anime, I have Elfen Lied, Black Cat and Fruits Basket.

I haven't read very far into Reborn, I'm only up to chapter 50 so far... but what is it?

(if you don't want to read the whole thing just go to the 2nd last paragraph lol)

In school we're doing a robotics unit and we had to build and program a robot and all that ****. But then my teacher tells us that we had to do a debate on whether having robots is negative or positive.

They let us choose if we're doing negative or positive and me being the retard I am said, "I don't care." So I ended up doing the positive aspects.

It turns out that we're debating not JUST about robotics but technology in general. It's so easy to berate technology and I can't really come up with valid points that seem arguable.

So I'm asking... what are some positive things about technology?

Thanks to anyone who answers. Anything will help :3

DON'T TELL ME THE ENDING!!

I was just wondering if it had a sad ending because I read little bit of the wikipedia article on it and I was tearing up (yes, I cry easily xD) from it. I don't want to search it because of the risk of getting spoilers because I did that when I was reading Death Note (it was a huge spoiler, and purely accidental)

I just want to know if it has a sad ending because I hate sad endings ;( If has an ending that's too sad, then I probably won't watch it, lol.

So yeah... just tell me if it's sad or not... do. not. say. any. thing. about. anyone.

(:

Okay, I've never connected to the internet on an xbox 360 before... and it's not working.

I've got my xbox and computer (a mac) both connected to a router with ethernet cables.

When I do the connection test, the network settings work, but it then says that the internet won't connect.

Everything seems to be working fine, but it just won't connect.

What IP address do I use? The same one as my ethernet settings on my computer?

I'm really confused.