James

I love the final fantasy series on the ps1, but I no longer have that system. Are there any good solo rp games for the PC? I do not care for the fps so most of the military sim games are out. I have Diablo 3...That was great the 1st time through, but it is too much like D2, and all the repetitiveness has gotten boring fast.

I don't mind paying, if the game is good, so it doesn't "have to" be free-to-play, but free is always nice. I run win8 with a graphics card. I'd like something somewhat recent, but I'm about to try some of the old school rpgs out of sheer desperation.

I ride a bicycle nearly everywhere I go. Between trips, I set my bicycle on my front porch. At night, I put it in my kitchen, but to leave it there during the day makes the kitchen cluttered. Today my landlord came by and told me if I leave anything outside my apartment, it is subject to removal at any time. This does not sound legal to me.

I have rather low self image. I used to divide my time between my wife and my computer games. For the longest time, that was enough. Video games no longer hold my attention the way they used to. My problem is that i do not know how to fill my time. With so much time, i have started looking at who I am, and I do not like it. I have tried meeting platonic friends, but after a few text messages, they quit talking to me. Every time someone else starts ignoring me, it pushed my self image further down. Now it seems like I am so desperate to meet someone face to face, to find someone to just be friends with, my eagerness pushes people away, leaving me worse off than before continuing the circle of self destruction.

I have spoken to my wife about this, but she does not know how she can help. Her attention is not enough for me, because since she is married to me, does she like me because she loves me, or because I really am likable?

At this point, I am not sure what I can do. I do not have any financial means to contact any professional help. I thought about trying to go to a bar and see what I can find, but I don't know that alcohol would really help, or just set me up for even bigger failure. At this point, i would be willing to try just about anything. Would anyone have any advise? Please?!?