Jasmine

A pigment like men do because they shave their upper lip. I am a woman and I do not shave the hairs on my upper lip, I thread the hairs myself and I've been doing this for 2 years now.

I've had this pigment for 2 years also, so I think it's pretty clear it has to do with me removing the hairs. (It's not melasma, pretty sure of this)

It just seems awful and terrible. It lowers my confidence. It's clear in pictures and especially from a distance it looks horrible.

I've gone to the doctor and she told me it is most likely because of me removing the hairs and the pigment underneath my skin gets excited and break all over my skin basically. (This is a very rare condition she told me)

Whitening cream is not an option. I think it could also be because of the sun. I didn't always stay out of the sun after 24 hours after removing the hairs.

I'm wondering will this ever go away by time? What do you think this has to do with and what can I do what way can I try to remove the hairs from now on because I want it to go away. Or can I thread but do I need to stay out of the sun and use a good sun protector? Help me please. It's horrible, absolutely terrible for me. I think waxing will give the same result to be honest. I was thinking, maybe removal cream will help me out of this problem because removal cream does not remove the hairs from underneath the skin. I hope you ladies can help me out.

Jasmine

I first want to say I'm a female, I'm straight, cause the title might make you think I'm a teen boy who is into milfs.

The thing is, I'm a 19 year old female who grew up without parents. My mother died when I was 1 year old and my father has been away ever since cause of therapy and stuff. I started seeing him regularly when I was 11 years old again, but I have never lived with him nor has he raised me.

I have never really been sad about not having a mom.

Growing up I didn't have a big social life; not many friends, not a very great band with my family, nothing. I didn't have much love or energy in my life. I got used to feeling like I'm alone.

Since I am 14, I have this weird feeling as feeling like I know older women in public I don't even know. Not on a sexual way ofcourse. On a mother-daughter way. It's such a crazy feeling I have at that moment, that sometimes I keep staring at them. These are just regular women.

I wonder what her life story is, what she's going to do later today, if she ever feels lonely, and much more. I even wonder how much fun we'd have as mother and daughter. Just us, no one else, no dad, no siblings, no family.

I fantasy about having a spontaneous mom a lot, but then having a life that's not mine. Just our inner jokes, watching tv together, going to Jamaica together, grocery shopping, clothing shopping and much more dreams I have. I somewhere know I'll never have that woman in my life. But I'm wondering is this weird, what has this to do with?

Would you go for intelligence, or beauty?

The question in details:

Would you rather be very good-looking that you turn heads every minute with your looks and be innocent (no intelligence, just looks).

Or would you rather want to be intelligent, (not necessarily educated but) intelligent in the way of wisdom, open-minded, philosophy, kindness and way more and be less good-looking that you don't turn many or none heads with your looks, but definitely when people get to know you with your mind.

Which one do you think is more important and or attractive?

And which one would you rather be?

This is an important thing in life for me

What do you think, is it or not? Because there are really people out there who are all about looks. I have got a reaction of that I shouldn't be here because I'm ugly and that the outside counts not the inside. It's upsetting

Hello.

What I'm about to tell you is weird.

I know life can be beautiful. But I dont want to live it as me. I dont want to live it with my looks. I'm a very ugly female. My face is horrible, it's scary. I'm 5'3" and I hate it. I'm not just a female that thinks she is ugly; i am really ugly. My nose is big and it gets even wider when I smile. How am I supposed to be happy? My skin is red all the time. I do people a favor when i stay inside and not show them my horrible and scary face. I want to suicide and go without any drama. That's all. I'm not doing this for attention. I'm dead serious. People will think I did it because I was in a tough situation. I just want to go. When I look at myself in the mirror, I see a stranger. I would give up myself any minute to be somebody else.

Make up is no option and getting help neither.

Do you guys have any tips on quick and less painfull suicide?

Thank you and sincerely