pikachu

i was trying to play pikmin, i know that the first controller port doesn't work, but the game will not recognize a controller in the second. i was wondering how to get the first port to work or make the game think there is a controller in the first one, or make it so that you can only play with a controller in the second.

breaking up with my ex was probably the best thing i ever could have done. i am so much stronger now. i don't need to be with someone because i am afraid to be alone. i'm surviving by myself, i might not be happy but i am doing it. when asked what i wanted most out of life, my answer has always been happiness. so it makes sense that i wouldn't be happy now, because then i would have nothing to live for, nothing to work toward. if i was still with him, we would be together, but he would still be screwing around behind my back. that is worse. i would rather be alone than lonely. and he probably would have convinced me to give my son up for adoption, so i wouldn't even have him. so yeah, i would have a boyfriend, but i wouldn't be happy in that situation either. but i feel free, and that's pretty damn close to happy.

anyone else ever feel like this?

you know, like it explains your entire life in 3 minutes.

mine's "numb" by linkin park. ever since meteora came out, it's been my song. i haven't found one that describes me better since.

i got into a car accident yesterday. my policy just started yesterday as well (i know i know). i have liability, my car was totaled, theirs has relatively minor damage compared to mine. their passenger went to the hospital. i was fine. i'm pretty sure it was my fault. so i know my car isn't going to get covered on this. my question is, i am getting a new car and i wanted to know if it was legal for the insurance company to drop me now or if they have to wait until the policy is up (which is 6/18). i already know my rate is going to go up so that is not my question.

got pregnant and we decided to give him up for adoption, even though his father said what he wanted most in the word was a family. we were not emotionally or financially ready. well, he left me last month for his ex girlfriend that he already had a kid with (i think a very big reason is because of what i described above). i had my baby a week ago, but the adoptive family backed out because he had a stroke. he's probably going to have some kind of lasting problem, but it's too early to tell now. anyway, i've been at the hospital every day and now i don't want to give him up, but i honestly don't think i can handle it by myself. i feel like i'm being selfish but i don't know what to do. and his father wants nothing to do with him, but that doesn't matter to me. either way it's going to be hard, whether i keep him or not, and i know in my head i should give him to someone who can take care of him better, but in my heart, i can't let him go. what do i do?

my bosses told me friday that when he left me it wasn't his fault because he never got over her. i said NO because if he knew he was going to get back with her then he never should have been with me, or got an apartment, or got me pregnant..and it goes on and on. someone said when they break up (because they will) i will take him back. i said NO because he keeps throwing this in my face and being immature like i was the one that hurt him. then we were talking about the baby that i am giving up for adoption and i said NO i am not keeping it because i no longer have a family for the kid and i don't want to be tied down to him if he is going to be the way he is. i just feel like he used me and got me pregnant just to **** me over. is this wrong?

He knows it won't and everyone else knows it won't. so why is he setting himself up to be heartbroken knowing what she is going to do to him? and why would he leave something good that he already had to take this risk?

she's already screwed up his credit and his car and taken his money and who knows what else. he knows she is using him. so why would he continue being in this relationship knowing that one day she will leave him like she already did several times before? and why is he so determined to hurt me while he is doing this? are all guys like this or what?!

I started going out with this guy who has a kid with another girl. After not seeing his kid since he was born, she came back and he left me for her in february. Then he came back two days later and decided he made a mistake. But it happened again, and he said its because i said i don't trust him. We had an apartment together and he was never home but he was always with her. And he used the kid as an excuse. So he broke up with me because of this little trust issue and the very next day, they are ENGAGED! The problem is she kept leaving him for another guy who had an alcohol problem but he is going to rehab, so he thinks she's going to leave him when he comes back. He wants me to wait for him. But I don't want this to happen again and besides, I'm now 8 months pregnant. People say he still cares about me and i believe that, but not that much if he's trying to get married to her next month. We also work together. I don't know what to do. Should i give up on him?