Strawberry

It's only happened 2 - 3 times before. I was lying in bed awake (I was resting on my side I think), then suddenly my whole face tingles and I can't breathe. It lasts for a few seconds maximum, but it feels like my mouth is clamped shut and I'm trying desperately to take some oxygen in.

And I'm just wondering if there's any cause for that? It happens so fast.

I've just started college and I don't like it much. I'm noticing that I'm losing motivation, I hate getting up in the morning to go out to college.

I've tried looking up some motivation techniques, but it hasn't helped because it's talking about goals and stuff.

I don't have any goals. I don't know what I wanna be in the future, I don't want to be anything... o__O

I need help in finding goals. Any ideas please?

Recently I've noticed that after the day is over and I return home I just feel sad. I can't really explain it, but over the past few days I've felt miserable at night.

Actually, I went out today and when I got home I was okay. But then the smallest things just turn my mood down again.

It's quite lonely at home, I don't really talk to my mom much. But it's always been like that and it was fine.

Now suddenly I've noticed a pattern that the evenings seem to be crappy.

I have little things I can do, but I don't wanna do it. Just feels like... blankness really. It's hard to explain. >__<

Is there anything I can do?!

But... it might just be hormones. =/

I'm 16. This is just something to expect?

Well a few days back I had 171 feedback and all the stuff I had bought recently had already been given feedback too.

Then suddenly I go on and my account has 186 feedback. @__@

Has this happened to anyone else?

Why? (I'm not complaining but it's weird)

For the past few days, when I wake up for school, I have a nervous stomach for no reason. I would understand if I had an exam that day as I naturally get nervous then, but it's starting to happen anyway.

It's nothing severe, but once I've woken up, say at 5am (and want to get up at 7am) I can't get back to sleep because of my stomach and it's doing my head in!!

Is there any reason for this? Like, because of a change in eating habbits or something? I'm just wondering why it has suddenly come up.

And I need to know what I can do next time. >__<

Thanks!

You woke up in the morning while getting ready for school/work but then had a really bad stomach ache, like you were gonna throw up.

You had decided it hurt too much to go to school/work.

Then after half an hour or so the pain goes, do change your mind and go out or do you not bother and stay at home?

I posted a blog and I thought I put it on "diary" but it was accidentally "public" and I wrote about skipping school today.

My friend from school read it and she said I could do better; you know, being concerned and that sort of thing.

I feel she is going to be talking about me to the other friends tomorrow in school, and I really don't wanna be there.

Btw, I use the term "friend" loosely. Lately I have been very distant and don't bother talking to people in school. So I feel she might speak to others about this too.

I don't know. I'm not really their friend.

A boy was skipping school frequently a while back and I think they will say I am copying him by taking days off.

I feel a bit confused. I'm just worried about going in to school tomorrow, what can I do? ;__;

I hate school so much. =(

I have no proper friends there. I don't want to talk to anyone. I can't wait to see the back of everyone.

There's about 5 weeks left before I leave, but I don't think I can take it anymore.

It's boring, I just hate sitting in the lessons. I don't even care anymore. Just wanna get out of there.

Please, I just want to know is there anything I can do to make the days more bearable?

I went back today after holidays and knowing I have school for at least another month disgusts me.

And I don't wanna talk with my "friends" anymore. I'd rather think of something else, so please don't tell me to make new friends because there isn't anybody. >__<

I have attempted to email someone with a gmail account.

I have emailed 4 times and aparently they haven't received it. =/

When I go onto Sent Items the address has a space in it:

xxxx@ gmail.com

Yet when I sent the email, there was no space.

I just want to send the email.. any help?? =(

I really really can't stand my mom's laughter.

>__<

Lately my feelings have been getting worse and it is driving me CRAZY every time I hear her laugh (like not just a small chuckle or anything, I mean a proper laugh out loud).

I really just want to stab something when I hear it..

Of course I don't.. o___O

But I give a good go with digging my nails into my skin, just to vent some anger.

What can I do? It's really frustrating me. -__-

I'm not even tired.

I just feel like laying in bed and drifting to sleep eventually. =/

Don't want to do anything.. just fall asleep.

??

I went onto Utada Hikaru's mail page (the english version)

https://webform.emimusic.jp/hikki/mail_hikki/index...

Everything on there is in English, so I typed in every box.

However, when I clicked send, this 'warning' thing came up:

http://i5.photobucket.com/albums/y200/queen_for_a_...

It's annoying me, because I don't know what it says.

When you click okay, it redirects you back to the message page, where everything is how you typed it.

Seeing as it is all still there, I imagine it has not sent.

But could someone please translate what the Japanese says?

=(

Thank you.

I really don't understand it, I'm afraid.

Could someone please explain it to me in SIMPLE terms??

Thanks. ^-^

Wait, I don't think I put the question right. X)

Anyway, I was looking up a band called Beautiful Romance

(뷰티풀 로맨스) and saw a few news articles in Korean.

Seeing as I can't read Korean, I was thinking, is this the name of the lead singer: 서근영 ?

I typed that into Google and got the images of the lead singer, so I am just making a random guess.

Could someone tell me what 서근영 is romanized?

I just want to know her name. =D

Thank you.

Hi, I just want to know what the music is on the newest Virgin1 advert.

The guy on the advert says "films to die for".

If anyone could help me, thanks. =)

I have just bought a tongue scraper recently and on the back it says "do not use before brushing teeth."

Does anyone know why?

Thanks. =)

I'm basically trying to find some online stores where I can purchase Korean music.

I have tried YesAsia, it's great, but I would like to try some other websites.

If anyone knows any, could you please link some?

I'm interested in Korean band's merchandise. =)

Thank you.

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03 가끔

04 아직도 난

05 추억이 없는 사람

I just want to put some songs onto Windows Media Player. Seeing as it's the hangul, all that shows up is boxes.

So before putting the songs onto my MP4 I would like to change it to the translations OR the romanization.

Thanks. =)

(I wouldn't usually ask this, but the hangul won't show up, so I have no other choice...)

...People randomly insert Japanese words into their sentences?

Especially when your friend is doing it.

Fair enough, if you want to learn the language, great!

Study hard and do it seriously.

Don't -as many others do- just pick up any Japanese words and place them into your ENGLISH sentence.

Example: "Oh that is super kawaii"

No, that is super annoying.

They think it makes them sound cool, rather the opposite.

I want to say something to my friend, but I just end up staying quiet.

Two questions:

What do you do when people around you do this?

What are your thoughts on it?

My close friend is having a tough time at home and such.

It started a few days back when she was being funny in school. The rest my friends are concerned too, but she doesn't really talk to me about it.

I'm not sure what to do. I'm a shy person, so I'm not one to go up and ask "what's up? Tell me."

I did write to her saying she could talk to any one of us, and that we'd always be there for her.

It just feels uncomfortable now. I feel bad for not being able to do anything. But seeing her sad is so hard. I just want her to be happy again.

What should I do?

I just hope that she is at least talking to our other friends, so she gets a bit of relief. I feel like I am ignoring her, but I don't know what to do in these situations.