josh

Last weekend I had to put down my dog of 17 years. Living out where I do, I did it myself, she was my best friend, I thought I should be the one to help her move on to clearing at the end of the path. (if you're gonna ***** about it don't bother posting an answer.) Anyway, after I buried her I had a few drinks over at my old mans house, she was his dog as well, a few turned into a lot. Afterwards I went to the bar where my girlfriend works and I guess I got kind of weird, I made a few jokes that were taken the wrong way, tried to get philosophical, cried in my beer, loaded up the jukebox with hank williams, and I'm not really sure sure what else. what can I do to really let her know I'm sorry? (just saying sorry ain't gonna cut it, already tried)