Faye

I should start out by saying not sexually. Last year I lost my boyfriend who was in his first year of army training, due to a car accident. Before that I was single for 3 years and before that i was in a very unhealthy relationship... Basically my whole life has been one **** show after another... But losing him broke me completely. I suffer from a few mental disorders, and have since I was a teen, because of a poor childhood. Anyways, at night, I guess to comfort myself I imagine someone laying in bed, talking with me and holding me, comforting me. A sort of coworker. I m contracted for his company. Anyways hes always giving me hugs and just being nice in general. But for some reason during the last week its been a comfort to imagine him with me laying in bed and just pretending hes holding me. I know he isn t real and hes not there, but its just nice to pretend i guess.. But I don t know if its healthy?

I started this book a few months ago, and everything was going smoothly. I mean it just flowed out of my fingertips, and then, when it came to the ending of the book.. it just stopped, I cant seem to come up with an ending at all...Does anyone know of anything that would help me get over it??

Im a driver for a contracted company. We are contracted with the railroad. Almost three years ago, I was involved in a situation with one of their employees, who showed up to work to drunk and sexually harassed me. He ended up getting fired. However, they hired him back a few weeks ago, and told me that if I refuse service to him, I will find out what happens next. Can I sue them?

I first met this guy like 8 months ago. At first i thought he was kinda wierd but after a while he grew on me. He always says its great seeing u and u seem so happy and he asked for my number a while ago. He hugs me ( im a transportation driver for the railroad but im contracted) they way he looks at me like his eyes can put my heart back together..he went away didnt tell me but when he got back he apologized for not texting me. He said hes been going thru alot nd needed time to figure everything out. Hes older but yas inquired about what i think is young and if im seeing anyone to which i replied no bkz when he came back i cut everyone off.. i had a bf but i wasnt into him. I told him im interested in someone but idk where its going and he laughed like he knew i was talkin about him.. i also told him im patient and he said he knows and he can tell im loyal even if im not actually with the person..its like we been dancing around the fact that we like each other its so frustrating i just want him to tell me already. But he does have a gf but he said the relationship isnt going anywhere and hes ready to end it.. also he might have kids close to my age.. should i keep waiting for him to settle back in to being back at this terminal and wait for him to acknowledge how he feels or just let it go.. i think about him 24/7 but i dont wanna bug him bkz he works alot so i argue with myself about texting him.. ughhh lol its alot

so there's this guy at work but he has a girlfriend they've been together for 4 years but they don't live together when I first started there he was super nice but I thought he was kind of weird but then he asked for my phone number and that's when I realize that there was something there but then he went away for 5 months because of work and now that he's back I'm not sure whether or not I should try to get to know him more or wait till he settles back inbefore he left he is so throws subtle signs my way and him and he would hug me but not in a normal like friend hug the way he looks at me is nobody's ever looked at me like that when he came back he apologized to me for not telling me but he said that he needed time to figure things out and that he doesn't want to stay with his girlfriend because he feels like there's nothing left but I know what kind of guy he is and I know he would never cheat on her and I would never let him he's old fashioned and formal so I think he's scared to tell me how he feels he's a lot older than me and he probably has kids my age and we work together sort of we worked through two different companies but I still work with his company I'm not sure what to do alls I know is that I miss him when he's gone and when we're together is so crazy the atmosphere is just intense what should I do

I have a 1993 mercury capri that recently had some problems passing smog. The mechanic fixed the smog problem but when my car idles too long it gets really hot and then the fan comes on. Before the fan use to be on all the time and my car never got hot like this

So about 4 days ago I started getting itchy and I noticed some red bumps. So I went to google and it said bed bugs. But I can't find any bed buds. I tore my bed apart looked at the mattress with a flashlight and nothing!?!??! I thought maybe it's dry skin so I put lotion in but still I'm itching. WTF is going on. I haven't switched soaps or anything I don't understand

So I'm not usually into the older guys he's like late 40s. I drive railroad crews around to different yards. So me and him have always been cool and I feel like I can talk to him. Whenever I take him he always buys me lunch and he says that's it's good to see me and that he likes talking with me. Like a month ago he wanted my number. Not really sure why. But we were outside and he went to his truck and got a pen and paper lol he hadn't asked me for my number yet. Then someone cane over by me and he hesitated and started looking in his wallet and walked back to his truck. When the person left he came back and asked me for my number. Then he Texted me while he was driving away. When he looks at me I just melt.. Like Idk how to describe it but it's like Idk nobody has ever looked at me like that. But now he doesn't text me. I text him to say hi and that I saw him earlier but that's it?? Did he lose interest or what

Well I been separated for about a year I'm not heartbroken or anything I'm waiting for the divorce to finalize . But I'm use to being a house wife and Idk what to do or how to find someone to date? I don't like large crowds or clubs or most bars. Lol it doesn't help that I'm a Tom girl. Anything helps

So ive just recently been divorced and I am trying to get out into dating but it seems like when I go out with someone I end up being a Fwb/ best friend. I don't give it up easily. But Idk maybe it's because I guess I'm not lady like or something.. I like fishing and four wheeling I'm into football and I cuss and smoke cigarettes... But why can't I find Mr Right? I get told I'm pretty all the time but my drinking buddy says I'm like a man with a nice rack?? WTF I don't understand why he doesn't see me for more than a friend/ occasional ****?

I don't know what's going on but I'm itchy I've tried looking for bugs and I don't see any and there's no bites but I'm itchy all over its like a pinch but I don't see anything. What the hell. I haven't switched soaps or anything

I met this guy in february of this year Nd we always have a blast but he doesnt want a gf and i really like him... Well i like who he was when i first met him. He was all over me. He loved to come to my house nd cuddle or when i was sick he would come and hold me for hours. And sometimes when im struggling he tKes me to eat. But lately idk he doesnt do the stuff he use to. Ive already told him i know he doesnt want a relationship and im okay with it... So why is he changing??? He doesnt kiss me anymore he doesnt cuddle and he makes me feel like its in my head. But y does he kerp coming back??? Lol idk anything helps

So i met my ex when i was 18 almost 19(im 22 now) we had a good relationship until i thought he was cheating. So i moved away but i ended up getting back with him. After that there was alot of fighting and abuse (mental,sexual, and physical). We got married when i was 20. Things only got worse. He alienated me from my family and friends. This last october he got drunk like usual and kicked me out. But i got so fed up with the bullshit that i didnt go back. Im doing good now but i moved into a place im renting from someone. Not even 2 weeks later he moves into the shed??? I dont want to get back with him hes pathetic and disgusting. We got the divorce and its almost final but what the hell. Why did he move here? He says its bkz the rent is cheap.... But i dont know

Idk just wanted to see wat ppl thought

So i been single for almost a year now.my divorce is almost final (im 22) and im moving forward. Im not heart broken i didnt cry i actually havent even stopped to think about it all. But i feel like i should have already had a boyfriend by now??? I mean i work alot but idk im lonely and all my friends have settled down and have kids (dont want kids) i like being single except at night time lol when im alone. Cuddling my pillow and staring at my ceiling. I cant sleep for **** idk am i crazy or what???

Right now i work for a transportation company and i make 11.25 an hour. But recently there has been rumors that the company eill b shutting down within the next few years??? I transport railroad crews and they have been telling me to apply but im on call i dont have a set schedule so if i apply i wont be able to keep my job because the training for the railroad. Even tho the training is paid training im not sure. Id be making like 3 times the money with basically the same schedule im just not sure if i will be able to do the job... Help!?!!?!

what is the education requirements to open a group home?

i have a 1993 mercury capri and i wanna learn how to do my own allignment to save cash..please help!!!!!!!!

i am not sure whats going on at all but last night i got the chills along with a fever. but im not sick?? i did have a miscarrage a little over a week ago but everything is fine?? i do get some pain coming from my ovaries that shoot up into my boob but im not really sure whats going on...

So i sort of took an abused child under my wing and am trying to be the parent shes never had. today she asked me to take her to the hospital. her parents don t care about her and they abuse her shes 13yrs old i told her i would take her but i am concerned because i do not have her parents consent and they for some reason do not like me. (her mom slept with my ex husband when we were together) can i get in trouble?