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i've been with my husband for 12 years, married 4. we have 2 children 11 and 6. my youngest is autistic and adores his father. my oldest is a daddy's girl but she's more all about me. i would do anything for my kids, even stay in a marriage that is not healthy so they are happy. but he has cheated so many times, like 4 that i know for a fact, but 10 that i suspect. all the other ones were quickies..he meets a girl and gets a crush on her and will wine and dine her, but is back w/ me b4 it gets to be anything involved. this last one was going on for months. i found out and was devastated. i had even parked my car in the garage and sat there for 20 minutes w/ it running, fortunately i have a big garage and chickened out before it was too late. so here we are 6 months later and i am so angry and can't get over this one. should i try and stay or is enough, enough? he met her at work, he delivers beer and she was a bartender, he won't quit his job, which i understand because he makes a lot there and we can barely survive on that. he had asked me for a divorce while he was seeing her, i didn't know yet, but he was going to leave me for her. he was going to leave the house and even said to me he was moving closer to his work, 40 minutes away...she lives near his work. i had asked him for details and one of the things i found out was, he held her hand...to me that is so bad because that means there were feelings involved. i think that is actually harder to accept than him sleeping with her. also i'm not working, i have my son who i have to be available for because he always is having problems, i can't afford to live where i am w/o him and so would have to make the kids change schools. someone help and tell me, am i making excuses? sorry soo long.....there's actually so much more

why are all these hate crimes being committed? Why do people want to kill obama because he's black? He's also a father and a husband. How could anyone think that is a rational logical thought? And what could have happened to someone to make them hate so much? Just trying to understand.

Okay, this could be a stretch, but I would say it's reasonable with the circumstances we are all aware of that casey most likely killed her daughter. We are also safe to assume that most if not all members of this family have some severe "issues" to say the least. It has also been said by professionals that there is usually a bit of truth in what casey says. She has said caylee's father is dead. Could she have in fact killed the father and that's why no one will really admit who the father is? I would say that this girl is capable of just about anything. Any thoughts?

I was so convinced that the mom killed her, on purpose, because you don't go clubbing if you just covered up the accidental death of your child that you love so much. Anyways I was sure with the air samples leaked and the hair that showed signs of decomp that authorities were sure she was dead. why would they go to that home with the other kaylee? could they be trying to make her admit that she gave her away or sold her by her possibly facing a murder charge? And what about the smell in the car? Why would they even approach this other family unless they question if she's dead?

Does anybody have any cheats for Devil may cry 4 or any websites that give actual cheats? Any help much appreciated.

Okay, I'm a huge PATS fan and am really heartbroken over last night so I ask that you be kind, but was anyone else peeved that bill changed his sweatshirt to the red? I was sick to my stomach as soon as I saw that, anyone else?

I went to the doctor on wednesday and had him check on this bump that was freaking me out on my vagina. Come to find out he said it was a cyst and he screened for anything infectious also, but he didn't really say to do anything about the cyst. Have any of you ever had this and if so is there anything I can do to move it along? Hot compresses don't seem to be working.

I'm not too close w/ my parents but my mom confided in me that she is cheating w/ more than one guy and some of them are married. Nice, right? My dad is a cool guy and I feel really bad for him. Only thing is if I tell dad he might go on a drunk rampage and kill her, himself and the boyfriend. If I tell mom that she needs to come clean, she's a psycho and will take all dad's $ and will do something messed up (years ago I told her to get out of my house and she was upset so she called child protective services on me just to make trouble). She is so vindictive and he is a drunk so it's probably best if I stay out of it, but if she gets caught, she is the type that will throw anyone under the bus w/ her so she'll be quick to tell him I knew. Not sure what to do, but I'm feeling really guilty I haven't told him. Also a little background, I moved out of the house @ 16 I'm now almost 29 and have only recently started talking w/ them