Mike

I got expelled for threatening to shoot up my school. I was first suspended for 10 school days or 2 weeks, pending an expulsion hearing. I got expelled. While I was in the principle s office, I didn t say sorry. I m assuming that s why I got expelled. If I had only said sorry......*sigh*.

I had so many friends there. My reputation was amazing. Everyone like me because of my funny jokes. I basically made them laugh everyday. And I enjoyed that. But now that I got expelled, I feel lonely than I have ever felt. Like, lonely in a different world. Every one treats me like a criminal now. But I want to prove to them I am not. I ll say it right now. I miss my friends and school. I desperately want to go back. I still have my school planner, including everything like contact info and everything. So I thought in my mind, should I send an apology email to my principal? Would that get me into more trouble?

I have never felt more sorry and lonely in my entire lifetime. I can t imagine the great levels of terror and horror the kids parents at school felt. They kept their loved ones at home to protect those they love. And I want to be included. By going back to school and igniting the flame of purity and happiness in my friends souls. And possibly,

Mine.

Right now, I m 14 years old. I want to finish High School before I go. I am Mexican-American but my mom and dad are Mexican. I got suspended in Middle School about 5 times between two different schools. One involves an electric hookah. So yeah.